Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. When my wife started not caring
"We're going in?" tanya Betrand looked wildly from inside the car.
"Yes" I said out of the car.
"Is this really Nara's cafe?" ask Betrand who followed out of the car.
I nodded while breathing deeply. I looked at the building that many of these people visited. To be honest, I'm still in shock that this cafe belongs to my wife.
"Let's go in."
We both went in. Looks like visitors passed by, someone came home. Every corner of the table is occupied by people. There is almost nothing empty, only a few tables at the corner.
"Ehh, Mr. Star," said a shoulder-haired woman.
My forehead shrinks. How does this woman know you?
"Sir, would you like to see Mom?" he said with a smile. Does she know I'm Nara's husband?
"Yes. Honey wants to see Nara," I replied.
"Please sit down for a moment, sir. Mother was having a guest" said the woman, asking Betrand and me to sit in the chair they had provided.
"Whose guest?" manya curious.
"Sir Rimba, sir."
Betrand and I were silent. Is that as close as Nara and Rimba?
"Yes" Betrand said.
Nara doesn't care about me anymore. Is she okay? Is everything going right? I know Nara's getting used to it without me. He began to enjoy his new life and no longer made me one of the forgotten memories. While I began to realize that with his attitude it made me feel like I was missing something unusual. Nara is no longer by my side. Nara is not a chatty woman anymore who forced me to eat her cooking even though I had to yank a few times. He's not the one who cares anymore if I come home at night or when I don't come home at all. He began to get used to not being my habit anymore.
However, darling. Know Nara? Small things often kill in a bigger way, slowly, over a long period of time. All those habits have cost me. Don't ask him how he's doing. Losing Mona didn't make me lament for long despite being in a relationship for a long time. But when Nara started not caring. I felt something was missing from the particles of my heart. I don't know what it's like to be sad, it won't be enough to just be sad. Losing doesn't want to know myself. I'm trying to be someone else. I try to enjoy the days that I am no longer.
"But."
Betrand's call managed to wake me up from the long daydream that had been talking about Nara.
"Ehh."
"That's Nara" whispered Betrand.
I immediately set my eyes on the two people who were walking out of Nara's room. The hands of the two clasped together and looked happy. Nara's smile seemed to be one of the proofs that I had wasted a precious jewel this time.
"Nara."
Unknowingly I stood up from my seat and looked at the woman with sadness. It hurts, it hurts so much. My heart broke into pieces when I saw him smile because of another man. Is this how Nara felt when Mona and I made out in front of her? And even I steadfastly said that my wife was my sister.
"Ehh Mas Bintang" she smiled as if nothing had happened to her.
"N-ara." My mouth felt stiff to get the words out.
"Hi, Star." Rimba greeted me and Bertrand in turn.
I returned Rimba's hand. I looked at the man who used to be my rival at school and now he's holding my wife.
My blood is beating so hard. A clenched hand strongly indicates that I am angry. Which man will not be hurt when his wife is touched by another man in front of his own eyes.
"Yes, Brother. Brother be careful too huh," Nara's message.
Rimba said goodbye to all of us. Before finally waltzing away from my wife's cafe.
"Mas, what's up here?" nara asked in wonder while looking at me full of search. Maybe Nara was surprised because it was my first time to come here and meet her.
"I want to talk" I said.
Nara nodded and did not ask what I wanted to talk about. It seems like my wife's concern is no more.
"Have you eaten, my dear?" tannya
I nodded because I had not had lunch. I came here out of curiosity for what Bee and Betrand said. But that simple question managed to warm my heart. I really loved my wife just because I loved Mona so much that I didn't realize my wife's name was neatly embedded in her chest.
"Take his friend sit down. I have lunch ready for you guys" said Nara.
Betrand and I sat down again after standing up to welcome Rimba.
"You wait a minute, Mas," said Nara again.
"Yes, Ra."
Nara left us and prepared food for me and Betrand. This little attention made my heart slightly healed.
"Tang, your wife is very kind" praised Betrand.
This is the second time Betrand met Nara after our wedding reception.
"Don't let go. You will lose him" said Betrand.
I'm nodding. I'll never let go of Nara. I will give back her old love. I'm sure Nara still loves me, for example she still cares and cares even in small ways.
"But I saw that the Jungle was like Nara" continued Betrand who managed to make me see this friend of mine.
"The jungle won't be able to take Nara away from me" I said. I make sure no one can take my wife for granted. Even if it is the jungle.
"Are you sure, Tang?" Betrand was seen smiling mockingly.
"Nara loves me" I said sure. I remember my wife saying she loved me. And even asked me to love him too.
Betrand shook his head, "The feeling of love could have been lost because you hurt Nara" Betrand said.
I was silent. All this time Nara didn't mind my relationship with Mona. Even though I knew that he was hurt and hurt because of what I did. But I'm sure the love in Nara's heart won't wear off on me.
"Cannot be. Nara loves me so much. He and Rimba are just friends. They've been close since childhood" I said. I'm not gonna let that happen. The jungle will not be able to seize what is already mine. Nara is mine and only I can have her.
"Yes that's up to you. That self-confidence can. But don't trust too much. If you are ultimately disappointed" Betrand warned. "Since the beginning I've told you. Nara is a good woman but you're still consumed by Mona's talk. Yes, I hope what you say is true that Nara still loves you as much as you expect."
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