
Just enjoy the wound process slowly but surely everything will improve again. No one knows how long it takes to heal a wound. Only, one thing is certain, later there will be someone who again fills the empty space in the heart to fall in love. Although I myself do not know, if after this can fall in love for the last time. It could have been the same person, who came back with regret and had loved me forever. I wish that person was Nara because she would never come back to me again.
Today my condition has improved. He was awake and willing to eat while being fed by the Mother who took care of him painstakingly. Sometimes I envy seeing Father and Mother who are so happy with their lives. As for me, let alone the happiness of love as I do not deserve.
"Son, when are you going to take care of all these cases?" ask Dad.
"Everything's taken care of Betrand, Dad. Assisted by Om Zaenal and other Star friends" I replied
I have several friendly relations with the police and TNI AD and AL. So they can help solve this case and I'm in if Ikmal goes to jail soon.
"Does Dad still feel pain?" manya.
Dad's attitude is not like yesterday's cold untouchable. Now she is back warm and can also accept Bee's condition of being pregnant out of wedlock.
"Mother why?" ask Daddy to see Mother who daydreams.
"Mother miss Nara, Dad."
I was instantly speechless when Mother said she missed my ex-wife. What can I do if I can't live out their dream of having the best daughter-in-law like Nara. I still imagined last night Rimba pulled Nara's hand violently when caught talking to me. This made me even more convinced that Nara was unhappy.
"Later, Bintang will invite Nara to come home, Bund," I replied.
Father and Mother looked at me at once. They do not know if his son is in love with his ex-wife.
"You sure?" ask me after I don't believe it.
"The star and Nara agreed to be friends, Dad. We will not hold grudges against each other. The star has also released Nara" I explained. Before I disappeared and didn't come back, I fixed my relationship with Nara. Hopefully after this we are happy and live our own lives.
I helped Mommy put Dad's stuff in the suitcase. I breathed a sigh of relief as Dad's condition began to improve. Now my focus is on solving Bee and Ikmal's problem wrongly.
"Slow down, Dad!" I opened the car door and helped Dad get in.
I got in the car and followed Mother who was sitting next to Dad. Turn on the car engine and leave the hospital where Dad lived for a few days.
"Son, after Ikmal's case is over are we going to move to Singkawang?" ask Dad.
I did tell them that I was taking them away from this town. Not what, this is how I avoid the pain that pierces into the soul and heart. I don't want to be stuck in the past. Maybe this is how I can let go of Nara and let her live happily ever after.
"Yes, Dad. The stars have bought a new home there. Om Fajar has also taken care of all our moving letters."
I knew leaving wasn't the best way to forget all the trouble I was having. But this is my way of surviving longer in the face of the cruelness of the heart.
"Son, Mommy is sure. One day you will be happy and find the right woman. Mommy is happy that you finally release Nara happily by her own choice," said Mommy along chimed in.
I nodded, did Mommy know? Only Nara is the woman I want to be my wife again in this world. Even if there is a woman who more than anything asks for me for free. I will refuse hard. My heart is already adrift for a Nara.
There's Uncle Dawn and Aunt Elly who came yesterday to pick up Bee and Dad. They all came to invite us to move to Singkawang together.
"Slow down, Lang," said Om Fajar to Dad.
"Thank you, Mom" replied Dad.
We go inside. Mommy pushes Dad's wheelchair with help from Aunt Elly. Dad has three older brothers Om Fajar who is second Aunt Moon and now settled in Singkawang and the youngest is Dad. Aunt Moon did not come here because she was busy with her work in politics.
Um Fajar and Aunt Elly are both former doctors and they have retired in the medical world. For the hospital in Singkawang continued by the Galaxy, the eldest son of Om Fajar and Aunt Elly.
"How are you doing, Lang? Is it better?" ask Om Fajar.
"It's been quiet, Mas. Just need to rest" explained Dad.
"Mas, I prepare food first yes," said Mother.
"Yes, honey," replied Dad.
Mother and Aunt Elly headed to the kitchen to prepare lunch for the family. While I was sitting in the guest house with Dad and Om Fajar. There seemed to be something important that Om Fajar wanted to discuss, his face looked serious.
"What's the case for Ikmal, Son?" ask Om Fajr to me.
"In the process, Om. Star friends are gathering evidence of Ikmal's rape of Bee" I explained.
Remembering my sister, making my chest back tight. I understand Bee's devastated feelings. She must be thinking ashamed of giving birth without a husband. Not only Bee was destroyed but also me and all the family. This is one of the reasons why I chose to take my family to move to Singkawang so that we would get caught up in this feeling.
"Good, Om hope the case is over soon. So that we can take Bee before she gives birth" said Om Fajar.
I'm nodding. I breathed as much as I could and felt something was suffocating inside.
"Star, say goodbye to the room first, Dad. Om," my pamit.
"Yes, Son."
I went into the room feeling empty. Hopefully after this the problem is resolved so that I am calm and not disturbed again with all these events.
I lay my body on the bed. Without caring about the clothes that are still attached to my body.
"Hufh, Nara." I breathed as much as I could and then I exhaled slowly.
Nara's hug yesterday still stuck in my body, in case there was time to get back to her. I want to hold her body for a long time. To let go of all the longing that was in my chest.
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