Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Regrets are endless
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Galvin POV's
"I'm sorry Papa, son," I said, hugging Nara sobbing.
"Papa, don't go again. Nara dear Papa," said Nara crying a mouthful of me.
Now I realize everything in my life. How foolish I was to leave Ara and the children for my obsession. If I could go back in time, I wouldn't have made that mistake. I'll take care of them. I'll make them happy.
Nara, my little princess. I can make it like this. When I found out that Mother and Lucia had told someone to run over Nara and Naro, I was furious. But I couldn't do anything about it, because honestly I was still angry at Ara who divorced me without waiting for my approval. But now that I realize that I am not a good Papa to Nara and Naro, I have hurt them.
Nara, my little princess. Now sitting in a wheelchair with legs that can not walk as usual. My heart really hurts when I see my Nara like this. Can time be repeated?
"Papa don't leave Nara again. Come on Pa go home, we stay with Mama," Nara asked as she wiped her tears violently.
My tears were shed, powerless to endure the pain that hit my chest. This is not someone else's fault, but my own stupidity is consumed by the seduction of Mother and Lucia who from the beginning did not like Ara.
"I'm sorry Papa, Nara. Papa can't stay with you anymore" I rubbed my daughter's soft cheeks.
20 Years to come I will stay here for a long time. Maybe when I got out, Nara and Naro had grown up to be grown kids. At that time, I will be a forgotten man. A father who is stupid and fails in educating his children.
"Why, Pa?" nara Renggek.
"Papa lives here, son. Papa can't go back to our house. This is Papa's house" I replied with a bitter smile. Yes, this is my home now. The place I'm going to live for the next 20 years.
Nara's cry broke even more when she heard my explanation. I want to stop my little daughter's crying. I really can't see the tears that fall on her sweet cheeks, let alone this all because of my own actions. I caused tears to fall on her cheeks.
"Papa" nara's.
I turned to Ara and Naro who had been silent, without caring about me and Nara who were fighting each other.
"Naro" call me to my youngest son.
Naro looked silent as he held onto Ara's arm. His face was expressionless. He doesn't seem to care about my calling. For a long time, Naro and I were enemies. We were not close, even just to play like father and son, we never did that.
"I'm sorry, Papa, Son," I stared deeply at Naro.
Naro remained silent, his facial expression the same as Ara's. They both seemed to have not heard my words. Am I bad in their eyes? Why don't they want to see me here?
"Papa regretted doing all this" I said again. "Papa loves you, son," I said
"For what is Papa sorry? Papa has hurt my mother! Can Papa's regret make Mama's heart heal?" naro asked, his voice sounding cold and unfriendly to me.
Ara was just silent, her gaze blank forward. Since we parted, that gentle, friendly nature I no longer see.
"Hiks hiks, Papa regrets Naro." I fell down in front of Naro while kneeling at his feet. I just want Naro to forgive me.
"Ma, let's go home," Naro took Ara by the hand.
"Ra," I said. "I'm sorry, Ra. Forgive me, please."
"Nara come on, honey. We go home, yes" Ara asked without caring about me.
"Ra, please forgive me. Give Mas a chance to correct Mas's mistake on you," I said, pleading with Ara's feet, hoping that her heart would break.
"Mas." Ara seemed to take a long breath. "Go back to your place, Mom. I see there is no you anymore. You have chosen your own path. You also created this wound in the heart. Never regret what you have decided. The feeling of pain that used to be restrained is now starting to heal, so I beg you not to bother me anymore, Mas. Me and the kids are living happily" Ara said.
"Let's go, baby" asked Ara
They walked away leaving me who was still on the floor crying loudly. This is what it feels like to have a real heartbreak. I don't even know how to live after this?
"Come on Sir."
Two policemen raised my body to go back into the bars. I cannot rebel, let alone refuse. Don't I live here now?
The recording of our memories together seemed to ring back in my head. We lived happily and loved each other. The woman's aura is independent and hard, but I like her assertive attitude. I really love her. But somehow I hurt her heart? Somehow did I let Lucia into our marriage? I understand the feeling of disappointment and anger in Ara's heart. He was willing to leave his family to live with me. However, I made it seem like I chose the wrong partner.
"Ara," I shouted
I sat down cringing with all the regret that was seeping in my chest. I thought, would it be better for me to die after this? There was no hope for me to fight to stay alive, yet waiting for 20 very long years was not a short time. I will lose all the good things in my life. I lost everything, Ara and the kids.
"Hiks hyks hyx."
I know sorry I won't bring back the ones who went back, the lost ones came back. All of his had passed along the time that pounced upon this chest.
"I'm sorry, Ara. Forgive me, please."
Maybe a million words of apology I say won't treat all the wounds that linger in Ara's and the kids' hearts. All free. It's all useless. But why is it just an apology that is now coming out of my lips. Really, I really can't live like this. I want to give up the destiny I have chosen.
"If I hadn't cheated on you, we would still be together today" I said in regret.
A very regretful regret has now made a hole in part of my heart. I actually hurt my own heart in this disgusting way. I know crying won't make all my problems go away, but why by crying I can feel the looseness in my chest.
Seriate.......