Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 36's.
I still clasped Lala's hand tightly. His condition is declining. Some days Lala has not changed at all, whereas before Mas Gevan died Lala looked fine.
"Mas, why isn't Lala waking up?" manya panic.
"Lala hasn't gone through her critical period, dear," replied Mas Rey.
My tears are shed. No, Lala can't leave me like Mas Gevan did. Only Lala is where I hold strong to live this bitter life. If he doesn't exist, what will I live with.
"Wake, Honey. You have to hold on for Mama. Please hold on." I pray and pray that God will strengthen my son.
"You are the source of Mama's strength. You're everything to Mama."
I want to seduce God and ask for healing and miracles to happen. I hope that my little princess Lala and my only one will survive to adulthood with me. I cannot afford to lose the most precious treasure of my life. If I may ask, let me be the one who is sick, not Lala. He was still too small to understand the meaning of the pain in his body. He's too small to know the real loss.
Rey put my head on his shoulder. I take this warm, comfortable hug. Mas Rey, even though there was no love growing on my chest, but she was the most comfortable place for me to go home. When I lost my backrest, Mas Rey came as the helper I had been looking for all this time.
"I couldn't have if Lala had to go, too, Mas."
"Lala won't leave us, honey. She's a strong little girl. I'm sure he can get through all this." Rey peeped the tip of my head.
I have always believed that there is nothing eternal about sadness. Or from whatever it is. There are only people who have survived together throughout their ages. And, that's not an eternity. It was an attempt to keep the deal. While someone who can't keep the chance. So, there's no more reason to let you stay here. Although it comes occasionally to the head, really my chest no longer needs taste.
This life is the care of the people who are near us. Nothing is entirely eternal. All will return to the creator, whether sooner or later humans will feel the name of death. No one can avoid that. No matter how good he is, how rich he is. If it is time for God to say and call him home all will meet his end.
"Tag."
I'm looking. I saw Daddy and Mama and Kak Nara, Mas Bintang, Kak Naro and Shaka.
"Mama."
"Tag."
I rushed towards Mama and complained about all the pain that was now hitting my chest. My mother was not my mother and she gave birth to me. However, he treated me like a child born from his womb. My love for her is greater than anything.
"Fearful eyes, Ma." I snatched in Mama's arms.
"Mom understand, dear. You know it's not easy to be in your position. Closer yourself to God because only to Him can you ask for anything including healing for Lala," Mama said as she rubbed my long hair with her soft hands.
The first meeting when I called her mommy back then. I felt so warm when she hugged me.
Mama let go of my embrace. Then she wiped the tears that wet her cheeks. All this time I grew up to be a sweet woman and I never thought all these things even made me worse in keadaantanv I did not want at all.
"You're never alone. There's Mama, Daddy, Naro, Nara, Shaka and we all love you. We'll help you get through this. So, whatever happens leave it all to the God who rules over everything," said Mama kissed my forehead fondly.
I closed my eyes for a moment to soak up all the warmth he was pouring through the kiss. I realized that in this world I was not really alone. There are people closest to me who love me sincerely.
There's not much I want in this world other than Lala waking up from her sleep. Then came back smiling at me and saying she missed my figure who always hugged her in the silence of the night.
Now everything is different from what was once called a plan. I have chosen my own path, though no one accompanies me through all this. I let everyone stay away, because what it means to keep something that always makes it fragile. I learned a reality I never thought of before. I'm looking for a way to understand what's going on. Although never with all my heart.
I thought this was God's plan because he wanted me to be a better human being. However, it turned out that this was indeed the path of destiny that I had to go through. It's hard to be between the three points between yesterday and the life I never wanted to have.
Falling in love is things that are not always able to be called by the word sometimes just incarnate in the eye and gurgle in the chest. So, I just leave all this frozen lips in the face of the eye, in the span of the arm, on the small talk that I hold so as not to pass quickly. I, have labored to curse time with all the rumbling in my chest. Something I ended up concluding as a longing.
Tit tit tit tit tit
We were all startled by the clanging sound of Lala's heart-detection device.
"Sister," call me Galactic Brother.
Galaksi went straight to Lala's bed with a panicked face. Several doctors and nurses also went inside to check on my son.
"Lala," Iid.
Soon Mas Rey calmed me who was crying so much. Other family members were told to leave by the doctor. While I'm holding myself back here, I don't want to go out I have to make sure that my son is okay.
Lala and the things we've been through are reasons I can't forget about her. Although some plans seem threatened as mere memories. But my heart can never be denied. I could never really get away from everything about my son. Everything I've ever dreamed of. Something I have retained to this day. Still fighting.
I cried again in the arms of Rey. The Galactic Speech this afternoon was like a slap that made my heart ache for a moment. Fear for fear has penetrated my soul. How can I face this life alone? I can't completely lose anyone, I want to live like a happy woman in general.
"Get the pressure!" kak Galaksi's.
"All right, Doc."
There is probably no new love in this world other than first love. Everyone has a story of the past. The longer you are in a relationship with someone else, the more stories you will find in your memory. I understand that whole.
Understand that everyone is not going to get away from something. If you never really want to get rid of your clothes completely, just want to go through all this with something new. Let all that has gone by be truly left behind and dated. Don't bring anything, because I feel the same way.
"Take CPR!"
"All right, Doc."
Galactic sister pressed the object that I did not know her name on Lala's chest.
"Dok, the patient's heart stopped beating."
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