Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
The operations.
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Pov Diandra.
I don't know where to go. All the roads that passed through were so sharp that they made my legs hurt. I want to stop, but will I stay here forever? I'm trying to find another way. However, the reality of it all is not as easy as I imagined. There is no easy path, all need risk.
If I could choose, I would have come back a few years ago. Where we were still happy, the four of us gathered in a warm and cozy house. The debate Nara and Naro became warm when tired of attacking, when they fought over my rica-rica chicken. I miss, where the night hugs the body covered in romance. The warmth of Mas Galvin's body is like an electric center that concentrates the whole tribe. The dim lights of the room, as if to be a silent witness as we love each night. Warm, comfortable and safe. I miss that mood.
I miss my daily routine of preparing my husband's clothes and helping my two children wear their school uniforms. Then I made them their favorite breakfast. I miss, when my husband pays. So that's where I'm going to give him the financial statements, record all the money in and out. My husband never complied, and even gave me more money for treatment that I sometimes used to save children.
However, all of that has passed away with reluctant memories returning. When Mas Galvin chose to include a third person in our household. All broken to pieces. The trust I had placed in him vanished somewhere. The building of love that we built with great difficulty, instantly collapsed with the ground. The happiness that I engraved in such a way was no longer shaped.
"You are strong, son," said Mother rubbing my shoulder.
I nodded and forced a smile. Even if a thousand men say the same thing, I am not a strong woman. After this, I will completely lose the life I struggled with.
Mas Galvin's decision to donate his heart to Nara wasn't what I wanted. I was angry, disappointed and even hated him. He is, after all, the father of both my children. He was the man who spent warm nights in bed with me.
"Patience, Ra," said Henny also calmed me down.
I'm sitting on the bench waiting for the operating room. Nara and Mas Galvin are fighting death. Nara will survive for decades. As for Mas Galvin, it will disappear from the surface of the earth and disappear forever from my life.
"I'm sorry, Mas," I said.
Mas Galvin's last hug is still warm on my body. Why do I feel like I don't want to lose that comfortable hug? That hug I can't feel anymore, even if the world flips five hundred million times. Can I ask God to repeat time? I want to go back in time. Where everything is still fine. I am still a happy mother taking care of husband and son.
I stared at the operating room. It had been a few hours, but the doctor had not yet left the room. I'm worried about Nara's condition. However, on the other hand I also could not afford to see the face of Mas Galvin for the last time.
"Ma."
I turned my head, I saw Divta coming with a crackle bag in her hand. I don't know what else this guy wants, I'm tired of kicking Divta out. I don't care if Chelsea come and threaten us. I'm not gonna shut up. I'll fight. I am not a weak woman who can be played with by others.
"Ra, you eat first. From yesterday you haven't eaten" said Divta.
How can I appetite if rice alone tastes bitter I swallow? I thought of the food in my head only Mas Galvin and Nara. I can't imagine how my daughter would react when she found out that her beloved Papa was gone forever.
"Yes Ra, you have to eat. If you don't eat, you will get sick. If you are sick who will take care of Nara and Naro" Mira said.
"I'm not hungry yet Mir" I replied weakly.
"Son, eat. Your health is much more important. Nara's gonna be fine, " Dad continued.
I looked at Dad with sadness. Me, I'm just a mother who's afraid of losing her child. I can't, whatever I eat it's like I can't get in.
"A little bit" said Mira.
Mira takes the pouch from Divta's hand, then opens it. Divta bought me my favorite food. He still remembers if I liked this food since the school days.
Inevitably I had to eat, even though in order to swallow rice I felt like I had no energy. I ate while weeping. My mind flew off somewhere.
"Eat a lot so that you are strong" said Mira while feeding me.
While Naro is in school and escorted by Zinia. I'm grateful that Naro understands the situation, he didn't take this and that.
The operating light is off, indicating that the operation has been completed. Immediately I stood up from my seat and walked over to Doctor Aldy.
"Doctor, how's the operation going?" ask me impatiently.
"The operation went well, ma'am. Mr. Galvin's heart fits perfectly with Nara's" explained Dr. Aldy.
I should be happy and happy because Nara will be healed. Why do I feel emptiness in my soul. I can defend Nara but I can't prevent Mas Galvin's departure.
"Then Galvin?" ask me slowly. I felt a warm rub on my shoulder. Mother's touch always made me feel comfortable and protected.
The doctor shook his head, didn't I already know that there was no need to ask about Mas Galvin? However, either I still hope Mas Galvin survives. Stupidly I can't think, how can anyone live without a heart. The heart is the most important part of breathing in the human body.
"You must be sincere, Ra," said Mira.
"Yes Ra, this is Mas Galvin's choice. You don't feel guilty" said Just chiming in.
I couldn't say anything, the gentle pull of Mom's hand seemed to pull me into another world. I felt a warm touch on my back. The touch of the woman who gave birth to me risking her life. But I can't make Mom happy.
"This is a destiny you must pass. Leave it entirely to God. Be strong for Nara and Naro. Maybe after this you need to get ready, to face another reality," said Mother softly.
I can't get the word out. Tears that trickle as if to indicate that now, I am the most sinful man.
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