Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 04's. Chaptre 30.
Ariana and the things we've been through are reasons I can't forget about her. Although some plans seem threatened as mere memories. But my heart can never be denied. I never really got away from everything about my wife. Everything I've ever dreamed of. Something I have retained to this day. Still fighting.
I cried again in the silence of the night. The Galactic Speech this afternoon was like a slap that made my heart ache for a moment. I am a cruel and evil husband who can torture his wife just because she is humming another man's child. I should have let her go if I didn't love her at all. However, being angry and disappointed after he was betrothed to me seemed to cover it all up.
"Are you really in love with me Arin?"
I couldn't believe it when the Galaxy told me that Ariana loved me. I know how much he loves Mas Angga, the father of the child in his womb. But if he loves me, doesn't that sound impossible? Moreover, I am a man who has tortured my own wife.
I cried even more violently while hugging the photo of Ariana on the nightstand. God, please give me one chance to make Ariana happy. I promise to be a good husband and father to him and his children. I'm willing to be the next father for those twins. I really wanted to make amends for all my mistakes with him.
"Arin hold on, honey. I'll see you now."
I put my stuff in a suitcase. After this I will fly to Malaysia to meet my love. I hope there is time and opportunity this time.
"Sister." Tata went into the room.
I just turned my head and focused on the things in my hands. I would do anything to keep Ariana alive. I will seduce God so that the opportunity for him to be with me is greater.
"I'm sorry Tata, Brother." Tata looked down and felt guilty. "The word that made you hate Arin."
I don't blame anybody. But Tata was one of the people who made me hate Ariana.
"Tata hopes Arin will forgive Tata," he said again.
"Forget, Ta. It's not all your fault but Brother who was wrong for not seeing Arin's good side" I said.
"Yes, Brother. May you find happiness with Arin." Give me a warm hug.
I came out of the room dragging my suitcase. There are family members waiting. All of us will launch into Malaysia except for Kak Nara and Mas Bingag because Angkasa is not healthy. His condition did not allow him to go there.
Daddy and Mama also did not come because they had to go to Singkawang because grandma was also sick.
"Son." My mom smiled at me.
"Wish Naro could see Arin, Ma" I said giving a warm hug to my mother.
"Yes, Son. May you be happy. My mother prayed the best for you."
I got in the car and headed to Supadio airport, Pontianak. Along the way I daydreamed and this time was delivered by my sister Shaka.
"Yes, Shaka?"
"Whatever happened to Arin. Brother don't blame yourself. All of this has been the destiny of our lives as ordinary humans" said Shaka.
I was silent at the words of my sister. Is it possible that Ariana and I will not be together? No, I don't want to. Ariana had to stay with me and take care of the twins.
I got off the car. There was already a large family of my wife waiting. Om Divta, Mama Tari, Al and El, Mas Angga, Auny and Galaxies. I walked while dragging my suitcase. My heart is pounding and I can't wait to meet the woman I loved and missed so much. I just realized I love my wife Ariana. All this time I was too ignoring her feelings and attach importance to Sherly who incidentally other people and will not be able to make me happy later.
After check-in and take care of all departures. We all got on the business class plane. I sat by the glass window of the plane enjoying the short ride. God feels like my heart is pounding again. I can't wait to meet my wife. I want to hug and kiss her. I wanted to apologize and I promised to keep him with all my soul and my feelings.
I was shocked as Mas Angga sat beside me with an expressionless flat face. After several treatments, he recovered after the accident.
"Mas disappointed with you" said Mas Angga without seeing me.
"Sorry, Mom." I'm looking down embarrassed. It is only natural that if everyone is disappointed and blames me, it is not I who am wrong to have created suffering for my wife.
"You knew? Why did you choose to marry Arin? Because I want you to take care of him. I want you to be the protective wing for Arin, but why are you letting Mas down like this?"
And now it's time I realized one thing. I really lost Ariana. He didn't want to be the most important part of my life. Everything I wanted to take care of, it had become a waste after I had infused a wound in his heart. Now he's leaving and doesn't seem to want to go back. He became someone else and a stranger to the things I dreamed of. He became left behind and dated for something I painstakingly singularized.
"But Arin loves you. I didn't know if he could fall in love with someone else. Maybe Arin thinks Mas really betrayed."
I cannot say anything or just defend myself. I'm guilty and that's the truth why I can feel all this? As a man, I should be wise and understand all the things that he has adopted as a plan in life.
"But blaming you is pointless, right? Arin's condition won't be possible back as before."
I know what Mas Angga said like interrogating me. She loves Ariana even though they have fallen into the wrong relationship. She also seemed heartbroken when she found out that Ariana loved me and didn't love her anymore.
"I promise I'll fix everything, Mom," I said.
"Repair what?" tanya Mas Angga looked at me deeply. "You think something that's broken can you give it back to how it was? No, Naro. Arin will not be whole after you kill," said Mas Angga full of emphasis.
"You've created a wound in his heart. So to fix everything is not as easy and easy as that. We do not know if there is still time to see Arin" said Mas Angga lirih. After waking up from a coma, she hysterically searches for my wife's whereabouts and Mas Angga is shocked to hear the painful news.
Seriate....