Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. Whose love?
POV Nara's
Because falling in love is things that are not always able to be called by the word; sometimes only incarnate eye-to-eye and degup in the chest. So, I just leave all this frozen lips in the face of his eyes, in the span of your arms, on the small talk that I hold so as not to pass quickly. I, have tried brokenly cursing the time holding you back with all the rumbling in my chest. Something I ended up concluding as a longing.
"No, how many times have I told you, never approach the stars again. Whatever the reason," said Rimba slightly snapped at me.
I shook my head in disbelief to see this man in front of me. The look of love that I once saw clearly in his eyeballs has now turned into something pseudo.
"Brother forbid me to be close to Mas Bintang, then how are you brother who prioritizes Kak Putri on my appeal?" I asked with disappointed eyes.
Sometimes it's not far from what people say. The man will fight half to death before getting the woman. But after he got it, he even considered it trivial.
"Ra, you should understand. The princess needs me by her side. The princess has no one. I can't bear to see it."
Starting from pity, the seeds of love will grow. Moreover, Kak Rimba and Kak Putri are former lovers who are separated because of a betrayal.
"Sister cares more about Sister Princess than me. What Brother forbid me to do this and that but Brother can walk with anyone without thinking about my feelings." While I pointed at the painful and painful part of my chest.
Some things in this world sometimes look funny and feel funny. It could be that today someone is in love with his lover. Start to feel comfortable and make various plans. Everything goes with it should. Work more vigorously. Sometimes you have to know there is a bigger responsibility. Who would have guessed, however, that thing was earnestly fought for. Apparently not doing the same thing at all. In fact, removed, drained, taken for granted. Then, someone called love. It even shows its true nature as if asking to go slowly. That's how I feel now, when Rimba said he loved me I thought it was a sincerity but after time went slowly everything changed.
"Ra, please don't talk about this. I'm asking you to understand. I mean nothing but pity for the Princess because she has no husband. Her husband cheated on her and left with another woman. I can't bear to see his little son and have to bear the pain" explained Kak Rimba trying to give me understanding.
If only occasionally maybe I could understand. But if every day is like this. How can I understand? How can I understand? Every time we were together, Putri always called and asked Rimba to come to the hospital. I was surprised, before I met Rimba again who he bothered to help care for his son.
"I love you. I don't want us to fight like this. Please understand." Rimba's brother cupped both his hands on his chest.
Even Kak Rimba no longer calls himself brother. Usually no matter how angry he is when we fight he will be gentle.
"The princess needs me. His son was lacking a lot of blood. I need to find that rare blood donor."
I don't know, is it love or just an outlet, am I wrong because I open myself too quickly to other men? I promised to close my whole heart if someone new tried to get closer.
"Sorry."
Rimba's sister pulled me into her arms. I didn't reply let alone refuse, I just let this guy hug me. In fact, if I used to feel warm and comfortable when I was nearby but now I even feel emptiness and emptiness?
"Sister love is with you, Ra. Brother doesn't want you to misunderstand. Brother has no intention whatsoever of the Princess other than to help," he explained as he rubbed my head that was leaning against his chest.
I closed my eyes for a moment to absorb all the pain that spread in there. Every beat of my pulse stops when I remember all the things that are really painful and cannot be expressed through words. My fingers clenched tightly. I once thought that Brother Rimba was the one who would be the most comfortable place for me to go home but in fact it was all just a fantasy for a moment.
Which woman is not hurt when she sees her lover cares more for her friend than her own lover. Not only that the treatment of Kak Rimba to the Princess is also different. Although I have people who can read minds, I know that they still love each other. If not, how could Brother Rimba care for Princess even though he has been hurt repeatedly.
Rimba let go of her embrace and rubbed my cheeks wet with tears.
"Sorry it made you cry. Guilty sister. Sorry, Nara," he said. Just an apology without regrets let alone fix everything, is not it useless.
Since I chose him I have learned to believe. Although many things sometimes try to make doubts. However, I understand I've put him into the most important person in my life. Someone who is learning to love. Someone I know is not perfect, but always tries to improve. I believe in his innermost heart it is not entirely mine. Just like I couldn't fully put my feelings on him in one piece.
"After all the problems are over, I'll marry you and we'll live happily."
I don't know why I didn't feel the slightest happiness when I heard that. It all felt empty, empty and felt nothing.
"Yes, what do you want to eat. Or are we going to caffe?" he said divert the conversation.
"To the cafe" I replied.
I don't know how our relationship will go. He always forbade me this and that. Even when I came to the police station during Doctor Ikmal's criminal trial we had a great debate and Kak Rimba's harsh words came out. However, when he cares more about the Princess I am not allowed to be angry. Whatwant?
He returned to running his car with his right hand in my hand. Sometimes he kisses the back of my hand.
"Front month Papa Mama wants to see you. You get ready yeah. They'll come here" he said.
I replied with a nod. Want whoever comes I don't even care. For me, everything is free. Why believe empty words that are hard to believe.
Suddenly stopped when a phone call came in and made his phone ring.
"Wait a minute. Brother pick up the phone first."
I replied with a nod. I don't want to talk to anyone.
There was a long sigh as he put his phone back in his pants pocket.
"What's up, brother?"
"Ra, sorry. Looks like you have to go to the hospital again. The condition of his son Princess is still unstable and had a convulsion."
Seriate....