Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Survive because of the child
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I got in the car. For a moment I closed my eyes to all the anger that was brewing in there. I glanced back at the house that held many of those memories. This is the last time I set foot in this house.
"Are you okay?" divta asked, wiping my arm.
Lying if I'm okay, I'm holding back the pain that hit my chest. The feeling that used to be dusty in the chest is now eroded along with the tears that escaped my eyes.
No, I didn't cry because Mas Galvin slapped me on the cheek, I was just sad and hurt. How could the man who used to love me so much turn into the man I hated so much?
"Hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx."
I hit my chest repeatedly, trying to remove all the tightness that was in there. Being treated as worthless by humans, made me realize that life will not always make others like us.
"Ma."
Divta took my body into her arms. He held his hand so I could get in there. I really need a hug. I need someone to lean on.
"Cry, Ra. I know you're tired" Divta said, stroking my back.
I did not respond to anything, other than the crying that indicated that all this time I was really fragile and helpless. If it wasn't for Nara and Naro, maybe I'd rather end my life. So that all this pain will cease to exist.
I quickly let go of Divta's embrace and wiped my tears violently. I can't be weak. I must be strong, for the sake of both my children.
"Sorry Ta" I said, turning my face away.
"Is it better?" While brewing a bottle of fresh mineral water.
I took the bottle and waited until the toilet.
"I've enlisted the help of some of my friends to investigate Nara and Naro's accident case. That guy won't be able to escape" Divta said.
I nodded, in times of helplessness like this sometimes my mind blurred and could not think of anything. Especially if you see the faces of my two children, it hurts so much. How could anyone harm a young boy like Nara and Naro, they don't know where they're wrong? Even if I am wrong. Why didn't I just get hit? Why should those who do not know anything?
"You hungry?" tanya Divta started her car engine and left Mas Galvin's residence.
I'm shaking. I have no appetite at all. Moreover, I just felt the pain and pain of being betrayed by a loved one.
"Ra, how about lunch at my house? I want to eat your cooking. I miss our high school days," said Divta glancing at me.
I replied with a nod. I was tired of saying words through my mouth. It still dawned on my head how Mas Galvin slapped me just because I snapped at my mother-in-law. I know she loves her mom, but can't she see who's wrong?
"You don't get too sad. You don't have anything to do with Galvin. Let it go, one day he will regret having thrown away a woman as good as you," said Divta comforting.
I smiled wryly, I'm not as good as Divta said. If I were both my husband and my in-laws wouldn't throw me away like a useless piece of trash. If I am good, I will have a good man to be my husband. But the truth is, I got betrayal from the love I was fighting for.
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"Son."
My tears shed, especially when I see Nara's legs that can't walk. Is that bad for humans? A child as small as Nara must suffer a suffering she should not feel. A child as small as Nara had to sit in a wheelchair for a long time. Although doctors say that the possibility of recovery is still there. But why did my heart break to see Nara everywhere having to use a wheelchair.
"I'm sorry Mama."
I kissed my son's forehead with a baby. Trying to transfer all the pain and distress that's going on in there. Yes, every time I see my two children, the pain is like a stab in the chest. I feel guilty for not being able to give my best to my two children. I can't make them happy in my own way.
"You are the reason Mama has survived to this day."
Yes Nara and Naro are the reason why I survived the bitterness of my life. When I wanted to give up, I was always reinforced with smiles engraved on their faces.
I also apologize, my children had to lose a father figure at an early age. The age that should still be in its infancy. An age that needs affection from parents. However, they had instead lost that figure by force.
"Mama promised, honey, Mama will make you both happy. We'll be fine without Papa" I said softly.
All the pain that was held back for months by loss, is now slowly disappearing after a betrayal. After this, I really have to start everything from scratch. I reorganized my hard life, becoming the sole parent of my two children. And worked hard for both of them. I had to really be a tough woman to deal with the cruelty of the world.
Yesterday, I made sure it was the last time Mas Galvin touched my body and hurt me.
"Good sleep, Mama's son."
I kissed Nara and Naro's forehead fondly. I looked at the calm face without any burden. A smile was engraved on my face, more precisely a forced smile. Yes choosing to part with Mas Galvin is something that is not easy. But now I realize that God wants me to improve.
I'm out of the room. Rumah Mas Bayu and Kak Dea, very large with several rooms available there.
"Ra," called Brother Dea as I was about to grab a drink in the kitchen.
"Yes Brother?" I'm turning.
"In Mas Bayu, there is something he wants to talk to you about. Come on," take Kak Dea while holding my arm.
"Speak what Brother?" I asked with a frown in wonder.
"About Nara and Naro's accident. Mas Bayu has found the person and surely you will be surprised after knowing," said Kak Dea with a long sigh.
"Sister, who?" manya curious.
"Later you will know" replied Dea.
Me and Brother Dea walked towards the living room.
Seriate......