
“Sorry,” he said once more as he lifted his face back off my shoulders.
I sighed before turning to him, “aku, want to apologize for making you all worry,” I said by again directing both eyeballs to the left corner of my eyes.
I glanced back at Haruki who had gotten up, “you haven't eaten from yesterday, right?” he turned his palm towards me.
I raised my palm until he grasped my palm earlier then helped me to stand before him, “nii-chan,” I said calling him until he who had previously walked turned his head towards me.
“I, want to end my relationship with Zeki.”
Haruki stopped her footsteps, “you said what?” tanya who stood before me.
“She, is hiding too much from me. I feel like he never believed me. I, disappointed .. But not to him, but to myself,” I said by directing my eyes slightly towards the edge of his shoulder.
Haruki let go of his hand grip on me, “think about it very well first. I don't want to, if you end up regretting the decision you made in this kind of uneasy state. Follow me, just like you .. I too, have not had time to eat because my mind is busy thinking about my sister,” he said who kept stepping his feet left me.
I long stared at his back that was walking away, along I walked with him that led me back to the dining room. I took a breath as their gaze turned towards me as my footsteps re-entered the room, “does anyone want you to eat?” haruki asked as I had sat beside him.
“Sup?” the question came back by lifting a small bowl that was nearby towards me.
“Thank you,” I said grabbing the spoon he also gave me.
I sipped a spoonful after a spoonful of soup earlier, “nii-chan, when are we going to continue the journey?” I murmured by sipping soup back.
“Why, you did not say directly to the person concerned, the purpose of us visiting this place,” said Haruki, I glanced at him who was sipping a cup in his hand.
“No, a brother should represent his sisters,” I said as I put the spoon I held back into the bowl.
“What are you talking about?”
Haruki put the cup in his hand on the table, “we intend to visit Ardenis. But, when on the way, we met with Alma.”
“Alma?”
“Prince of Juste Kingdom, do you still remember the two men who joined our group while in the forest first?” tukas Haruki chimed in on Zeki's audible words.
“We want to visit there, because Adinata got a letter from Alvaro. However, Alma said that Alvaro had died two years ago. Did you find out about this, Julissa?”
“Ardenis, Alvaro .. Believe it or not, the spy I sent there, never heard from again,” said Julissa answered Haruki's question.
“I believe it, because I myself used to actually want to send someone there. However, someone told me not to approach the area if you were a newcomer. I thought it was just a myth,” Haruki murmured as he directed his gaze towards the cup that was before him.
“And also, we would like to borrow money for supplies with horses and weapons to you, Zeki. I will send a letter to Dad, to change everything later,” Haruki said again while turning to the right side.
“Why when I heard it, like I was treated as a stranger. Or this, just my feelings?”
“Entahlah, as a couple .. You should talk to each other,” Haruki said again as his hand again grabbed his cup.
“Lux, come with me!”
I glanced at Lux who had flown past me following Haruki who had already gotten up from his chair and then walked away following Izumi, Eneas and even Julissa. “What are you, can you explain what Haruki meant earlier?”
I raised my face turned towards her who was looking at me from her chair, “aku, telling my sister ... If I, want to end our engagement.”
I closed my eyes, my heart rumbled as Zeki struck the table in front of us, “what did you say?” the sounding crackle was shaking in the ears.
“I, feeling that this relationship will not last well in the future,” my voice that came out vibrated especially when Zeki stood up and walked over to me.
He pulled the chair Haruki had previously occupied, then pushed the chair so firmly to the side that it hit the floor, “what kind of nonsense are you saying? Do you, can see the future so you can easily say it!” I was silently flinched when his hand hit the table beside me.
“What am I, making a mistake?” Both of my eyes widened as he looked at me with both of his eyes that had reddened. “This is not your fault, this is just me .. Who lost the confidence to stand by you,” I said as I stood before him.
“Then what about me?” he said by immersing his face on my shoulder, “just tell me my mistake. I promise I will fix it,” followed by both arms that embrace my waist.
“Is it because I hid from you that I've been friends with a woman since I was a child? Or because I'm hiding so many secrets I know from you?” He lifted his face from me as his palms touched my neck.
“Ask, whatever you want to ask. I swear, I'll answer everything you're asking. Kill me, if you really want to end our relationship,” she said, I felt my face go forward in her chest as my head felt pushed forward.
“You really hurt me.”
“Sorry,” he said briefly chimed in on my words.
“I don't like it, when you let another woman touch you.”
“I don't like, if I know something about you from someone else.”
“I hate, when I can't recognize my own partner.”
“I don't know what to do, when my partner keeps a lot of secrets from me.”
“I hate you, Zeki. I really hate you,” connect me again by raising my hand to hug her body.
“Sorry, for making you uncomfortable,” he said as I joined the kiss that touched my head.
“Is there anything you want to eat? Is there a place you want to go?” Zeki rubbed my eyes as I raised my face to look at her.
“Are you sure? Because I, will spend a lot of your money,”, said me who replied to the smile that he did.
“Do we have to buy a new closet that we will put in my room? Is there a place in this palace that you don't like? I will change everything as you wish, so just tell me,” she said while kissing my forehead, nose and cheeks alternately.
“There are places I want to visit. More than that, can we invite two people to come along?” I said as he rubbed my hair that had fallen over my face.