
“Are you sure you want to break the promise between you and my brother?”
Zeki threw his gaze to the side, also heard the breath he let out, “ I understand,” he said back up and lay his body beside me.
I moved a little by grabbing the folded blanket near his feet, I stretched the blanket to cover his lying body. My palms were raised to reveal her hair as I kissed her forehead. “Can't you just go straight to sleep? I am holding myself back now, so honor my suffering,” muttered that still closed his eyes.
I smiled looking at him, “maybe this is one of the reasons why I fell in love with you,” said I who lay down and hugged him from behind.
I raised my hand that was holding her as she moved, turning to hug my body. Her face that was about to move closer to me stopped when the voice of a male call came from outside the room, “Sa-chan, are you inside?” the voice was again heard accompanied by the knock of the door that accompanied it.
“What's up, nii-chan?” I answered the call while sitting back down.
“Can you come out for a minute? There's something I want to talk about,” said his voice was heard again.
Zeki nodded his head as I glanced at him. “Wait a minute, nii-chan! Give me time to get ready,” I replied as I moved down the bed.
My legs grabbed the sandals near the bed and walked closer to the closet. I grabbed a coat inside, wearing it as my legs approached the door. “Izu nii-chan, are you here too?” I asked, when my gaze fell on the two of them who were standing at the door.
“What is Zeki inside?” haruki asked when I had closed the door again.
“He was reading the paper given by Haru-nii,” I replied staring at him, “what is nii-chan? Did something happen?” I asked again by looking at the two of them in turn.
Haruki turned around, “follow me!” at her command, Izumi nodded as she followed Haruki.
My forehead shriveled at the backs of those who moved further away. I followed their steps as I threw my eyes back at the door. The two of them continued walking and continued walking to take me into the secret room in the library. You guys remember that, don't you? What room I mean.
I pulled out one of the seats and occupied it when Haruki or Izumi had sat in the other two seats, “you, still clearly remember the terms I gave before allowing you to get married, right?” haruki said, I nodded my head in response to that question.
“You must understand, right? That every prohibition I say must always think carefully as a result.”
“But nii-chan, we didn't do anything. We honor the agreement,” I said, quickly refuting his words.
“Just do what you want to do. I, will not ban you,” continued Haruki chimed in on my words.
“Eh?”
“That Haruki means that, this is your marriage .. You, know better what is best for your relationship. We just do not want, if the ban actually makes your marriage bond deteriorate,” this time Izumi who opened her voice.
“Then, how about Zeki? Does he know this?”
“We didn't tell you, it all depends on you. Although our lives will be repeated, but if we do not remember anything that happened in our old lives. So, do whatever you want, I don't want .. If later, you regret whatever your decision was.”
“And also, we will continue the journey when Zeki has left Sora. So, just take advantage of the time together for you, before it happens,” continued Haruki, he looked at me while leaning himself on the chair.
I re-opened the room door, “what's the matter? Did something happen?” zeki asked, she raised her face as her arms crossed looking at me.
I turned back to close the door and walked by reopening the coat I was wearing, “not something important. You're not sleeping?” my question, while rolling the coat back and then put it in a basket that is next to the closet.
“I just intend to sleep after you come back,” he said, he raised his arm as I climbed into the bed.
I crawled up and laid myself in his embrace, “what is it?” he asked when my eyes fell on him for a long time.
What am I supposed to say? If you really want to do it, let's do it now! No, no, no. Of course, I won't be able to say it. Or, my two brothers have given us permission to do so.
“Sachi?”
“What's wrong with you? Is there something bothering you right now?”
My head turned to look at him, “that,” I said slowly, the more he looked at me, the more it was also my heart beating incoherently.
Zeki's brows furrowed at me, “if you really want to do it. Do it slowly, I've read it .. If it will hurt if a new woman first does it. I was often injured, but still I do not like if I have to feel pain,” my murmur, my eyes look turned to look at my fingers playing with each other.
“I, really don't understand what you're saying-”
“Kakku, has given us permission. They say, if we can resist delay having children first, it will not be a problem,” I cut his words by throwing away the gaze of avoiding his gaze.
“What you're saying is true, isn't it? Or my troubled ears?”
I turned to look at him, “but, if one of these parts of my body doesn't live up to your expectations. Ja-”
My words stopped, my eyes slightly closed when his tongue playing with a warm kiss touched my neck, “I will not do such a stupid thing,” he said, he slightly moved by kissing my forehead.
“If you don't like it, or if I accidentally hurt you, just say,” she said, I glanced at her hand that was wiping my hair when her own face was already very close to mine.
Zeki went back, his legs spread out between my legs as I returned the words with a nod. I gulped my own saliva as he undressed, the muscles in his arms and stomach becoming more visible as he turned to the side while throwing the clothes he was wearing.
My heart was pounding more and more, as he looked at me with both hands moving around in his own hair. Zeki again dropped himself with both arms resting on the right and left side of my body, my breath was hunting along with his breath which was also hunting in my ear, “you, will not regret all this, right?”
“Because of me, it won't stop even if you beg once, Darling,” whispered, my eyes were again closed, as the warm gust of air mixed with the bite slowly touched my ear.
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NB: Because, the next chapter may be how bad it is. SWEAR TO ME, YOU ALL! DO NOT REPORT THE CHAPTER IN THE COMMON INTEREST. Have pity on them, who have waited hundreds of days for these moments