My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
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POP Gus Hafidz

today is a very tiring day for my heart in particular, because from the beginning I left until I returned home really this heart is unceasingly pounding fast, because from the beginning I left until I came back home, and it makes me tired beyond the tiredness of the journey from Indonesia to Turkey.it may sound a little more, but well that's how if someone has felt in love everything sometimes beyond our reason? hee

but I am happy with the feeling that I now feel. because it is beautiful if accompanied by faith and not put forward lust, God willing.

"fidz, not three more days of graduation? ko's still here not a flight to Turkey"

alif asked while we were eating at one of the cafes in Bandung

"yet elevator, ana is still waiting for certainty first let this heart calm down to leave for Turkey"

I replied while drinking the ordered drink

"certainty? he means the certainty of the woman who was waiting for it right near the gates of the fidz boarding school?"

alif's tone of voice was loud enough that it managed to make some people look towards us

"fidz anta sure same choice anta?"

Alif again asked when I had not yet responded to his question that was raised.

"how is Fidz?"

"hhmm, if any of her questions about it, ana also does not know what to answer. because this (pointing towards the chest) has been arranged, there is also no set, even if I forced to be able to compete with Aisyah I was afraid that in the future Aisyah would be disappointed.but ana sure everyone was created in pairs including Aisyah. and ana is sure she'll get a lot better than ana because she's the Sholehah woman, inshaallah"

"yes anyway, what you just said is really.just be honest, it's regretful if you are not a match. you guys Deket from the time you were little, you guys, it's his father Aisyah a businessman whose property is always devoted to the progress of the cottage, even your parents are also friends since long ago until now.but, well, that's how it is, this is only a very limited view of man, while the decision of all is in the hands of God"

Alif said as he sipped the coffee on the table with a straight look forward.I don't know what it means to talk like that.

but it is true, I and I have been close since we were small to grow up. Even when viewed from the outside, if we are paired we might look harmonious and like complementarity.

because his uncle Yusuf his father Aisyah was a fairly advanced businessman who always donated his property for the benefit of religion, and, while Babah is a high enough kiai religious knowledge to spread Atan who broadcast his proselytizing.

but the view of man is very limited, which according to him is good not necessarily good before God or vice versa. Allahuakbar,, by the way,,

~

{assalamualaikum hafidz, he said anta again in Indonesia? why is there no news at all?}

one WA message came in, and it was from Aisyah.

{iya isy, ana again in Indonesia because suddenly had to go home first}

reply to Aisyah's message from me

{oh so, if you can ana want to go to the house between many things you want to discuss it even if you are not busy} anymore

{by}

{ alright, maybe tomorrow ana stop by the house after from hospital}

~

the next day Aisyah came to the house which was greeted cheerfully by my sister Farah.

they are close even like sister and sister.maybe because Farah is the only daughter of Abah, so she does not have a sharing friend or story friend among her sister and brother. so close to Aisha.

"ka aisy ko just came here again. Farah kangen loh same ka aisy, much to tell the same Farah to ka aisy"

Farah said in a powerful tone like a sister to her brother

"iya Afwan, in the hospital is busy because many patients are in and out of the hospital"

aisha replied meekly

"yes, of course, ka, especially the rainy and hot seasons that alternate suddenly rich gini. weather so difficult to predict"

I who from sitting not far from them can only listen to what they are talking about without responding to it

"Abang, ka aisy came nih. instead of being welcomed even cool own same book"

"assalamualaikum hafidz"

greet Aisyah when she was right in front of me, across the chair table to be exact

"waalaikumsalam wr"

I replied by looking at Aisyah for a while then refocused on the book I was holding

Aisyah immediately sat down without my permission first.not that she is not disrespectful, it's just that for her this house is like her house because here we always play together. but it does not reduce his manners when at home especially when there is Babah and umma.

"the same mumma Babah where's fidz?"

aisyah asked by circulating her gaze throughout the room.

"again go to the Babah ka event"

Farah answered

"ka Farah ko lama, Luthfi has been waiting from earlier too.he said just want to take drinking water to the kitchen"

suddenly Luthfi came up with a sullen face and was definitely very adorable.

"astaghfirullah brother forgot de hehe, abis pleasures pas see ka Aisyah came. here de Salim used to be the same ka Aisyah"

Lutfi also complied and immediately approached Aisyah while clenching Aisyah's hand with a knotty smile that removed the pouting expression from her face

after a short conversation Farah and Luthfi went back inside to continue working on Lutfi's school PR

"fidz, ana wants to ask about your opinion on how Islam views one's mental health?"

I looked at Aisyah and frowned as a sign that I did not understand the purpose of her question. Because to my knowledge Aisyah is a general practitioner not a special doctor of psychiatry

"gini you know, five more days there will be a seminar in Sukabumi and ana is asked to be her resource person. actually ana has been rejected because this is not the scope of ana, but, but Ana's friend forced so ana can not resist"

"oh, kirain is one of the anti-patients who has a mental health disorder"

"actually there is, but this is more precisely her depression may and ana has proposed for her to go see a psychiatrist but her people do not want, her word free it will not work. until finally his sister asked ana to help her sister's treatment in a way that is in accordance with Islamic teachings. honestly ana was very confused how to help her"

"is the patient a Muslim?"

ask me curious

"no, he's not a Muslim"

"then why did his sister ask anti to do treatment by Islamic rules?"

"ana also does not know for sure, but this is only an estimate ana. maybe he is indeed interested in Islam but he has not really studied or studied how Islam. so he wants to know how Islam functions for health because his brother once said, he likes Islam and he often heard that in Islam everything is measured there is already a language. then her she wanted to apply that now on her sister before she actually moved her faith"

obviously Aisyah was at length.

I then tried to explain how Islam functions for health, especially mental health, which one of them has been discussed in QS Al-Ra'ad verse 28.

DERRT

suddenly my phone vibrated at the sign of an incoming message, so I stopped my explanation to Aisyah.

message content 1:

{assalamualaikum wr wb, by saying bismilbornrahmanirrahim ana syafina shidqya nurain wants to answer the question asked by Gus hafidz two days ago. and through this message and with a heart that God willingly believes in his permission then ana's answer about it that is, bismillah ana received a proposal from Gus hafidz}

message content 2:

{This mouse with his sister's number syafina, just wants to convey what has been the answer from Gus hafidz and family yesterday. sorry if the answer can only be sent via WA because nurain himself said his shame if you have to convey it directly via telepon}

I got two messages from the same number, which is her sister nurain's number.

with a tremble this hand held the flat object, and with trembling also this heart read the contents of the message. subhanallah walhamdulillah, O Rabb. you give me what is prayer in my every prostration to you.