My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Friends of Aisyah

POP Gus Hafidz

seeing my wife always smiling and being spoiled makes me happy, and sometimes I feel strange with her attitude that always does or asks her unusual.

like yesterday morning, he suddenly wanted to do photoshoots in the open, but he wanted them in the yard of Abah's old house. want to not want dong followed and as a result we became the center of attention of the santri who then passed by alternating.

his attitude becomes very spoiled, but more mature and wise.whether that is because of hormonal changes during pregnancy, or indeed because of his increasing age.

whatever it is, I will always support my wife in all good things.

"sadly, you do not papa well go with Farah first in Anter same ustadz Ilham. later after Abang finished meeting with the ustadz and ustadzah insyaallah Abang nyulai"

I said to Nurain while we were in the room

"iya bang no papa, will go with Ning Farah same umma too"

his words while tidying up his black hijab that is almost perfect in his wear

"so umma's coming too?"

"iya umma come along. would you like to buy a gift for the hitmaterial doctor Aisyah the day after tomorrow"

oh yes, I almost forgot that the day after tomorrow was Aisyah's engagement to a man named Alfan.

I did not know him, but somehow my heart felt if Alfan was not the right man for Aisyah.especially when I saw her eyes Aisyah, there was no radiance of happiness in her eyes.

but, I have no right to speak or express an opinion if only based on my heart.in addition I also do not know Alfan well.who knows it turns out my heart suspicion is wrong, he said, wallahualam.

"Air, Abang, Abang, Abang,,"

"huh, why baby?"

"Any daydreaming?"

"eh,,eum,, what,,,Abang is not daydreaming, just__"

"just thinking about Doctor Aisyah?"

"ko you know?"

ask me who does not expect if Nurain can know the contents of my mind at this time.

"Abang, nur want to ask but you answer honestly well"

"what is it, honey? so rich!"

"Did you like doctor Ayesha?"

DEG

my heart was shocked when Nurain asked me something that had never been in my mind.

why did Nurain suddenly think like that? has there been an attitude of mine that shows that I like Aisyah?

"why do you ask that, baby? you know you only like and love you"

answer me trying to give confidence to his heart, but nurain just silent while looking down.

somehow I felt guilty about it, because it made her think that I had more feelings for Aisyah.

"here, look at Brother's eyes. What makes Brother's wife think that you like other women Hem?"

I held her hand tightly while looking at her loving eyes

alas, it turns out that this started from my attitude that seems to be less like if Aisyah is engaged. what is my attitude too excessive? to the extent that my wife thinks that far?

"nur, Abang's most beloved wife.there is not the slightest bit in the heart save the name of another woman, even terbesit not only. Brother does not dislike Aisyah in the hitbah by other men, it's just that Brother is afraid if the man is not good for Aisyah"

"how can you tell if the man is not good for Doctor Aisyah? though Brother himself only met once when we accidentally met in the mall"

"well, Brother has only met once, but it is natural that if you feel worried and afraid.This is only the feeling of a brother or maybe it can be called the feeling of a brother on his sister. because Abang's affection for Aisyah is the same as Abang's affection for Farah, no more. However, Abang and Aisyah grew up together, from childhood we always played together, but we always played together, even to adulthood we are still close, so Brother has considered Aisyah his own family"

answer me trying to explain it slowly so that nurain does not misinterpret my words.

especially when she is currently pregnant, I do not want to burden her with thoughts that will make her sad.

"assalamualaikum, is the tea ready? Farah is ready"

farah's voice from outside called out to Nurain without opening the room door.

"iya Ning, come out soon"

I answered her in a slightly loud voice to be heard by Farah who was behind the door

"well, Farah just waiting in front"

said Farah who might have walked away from the door of our closed room

"yes already nur, want to go first. has been awaited umma and Ning Farah"

"but baby, do you believe me, brother? you don't think no"

nurain just nodded his head without looking at me, then he kissed my hand and immediately walked away leaving me alone.

sorry Abang nur,,,

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"assalamualaikum, Gus the ustadz and ustadzah have gathered in the hall all of them"

said Ustadz Alman who deliberately went home to catch up with me

"waalaikumsalam, yes let's go there now"

answer me while walking with him.

"so, I want to do studytoor and pilgrimage at different times not in the same as the years before it. Why is that? first so that we do not take too much time on the trip especially the weather now can not be predicted.if we force to be united in the trip, especially the weather now can not be predicted, I worry that if the children are too tired and have an effect on their health, especially after that they will be faced with exams.so in my opinion, I think, what if the studytoor is carried out a week before the exam and a pilgrimage a week after the exam? that way children's minds will also be more fresh after facing a test that is quite draining of energy and thought"

"iya Gus, we think it's better, and I also want to give advice, how about studytoor now is a game or competition for children, he said, so that during the trip is not too saturated if you only listen to guides that provide an explanation of history"

"maybe, I strongly agree.well means our task now is to think about what games or competitions are suitable for the students, either, both ustadz and ustadzah must give direction to the santri from now on, so that they all participate in the event of our cottage"

almost an hour I and the Asatidz conduct a meeting for the planning of the studytoor of the students that we usually carry out every year.

hopefully this year, everything goes well, amen.

"Where's gus hafidz going?"

bi Nani asked as I passed through the living room to pick up the keys to the car near the television

"want to follow the nurain to the BI mall, why is that?"

"no, there was a friend who called to the house phone nanyain Gus hafidz. he said, please make a call back if the meeting is over. there is something important to convey"

her friend Aisyah? who's?