My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Both Time

POVs hafidz

"when are you going to Bandung?"

tanya umma over there while we were video calling via WA

"insyaallah as soon as possible umma"

I answered while hugging the nurain who was sitting on the chair

"yes soon when is fidz? umma has been very upset with you, especially the umma princess"

nurain just smiled at umma's speech while looking at the screen of the phone in his hand.

"after Nurain can really walk our new to Bandung"

"may the umma princess recover completely, umma already misses you very much son"

"amen O Allah amen"

answer me and nurain

"oh yeah umma about Babah until when in Morocco?"

"his words a week again just returned home fidz. umma also if Babah has returned to want to follow you, but the return of babah even in the retreat. yes you are well there, you are well, umma want to teach first, now the schedule of study of the umma book of the santri has been waiting"

"iya umma, umma also healthy well there"

"yes dear insyaallah, assalamualaikum"

"waalaikumsalam wr"

our conversation and umma ended.

"Abang, why don't we go to Bandung? it's healthy and strong"

"later after the muscles in your body are completely recovered baby, you do not want if until you do anything else"

"god willing not to bang"

nurain still kekeuh want to mepet-cepet return to Bandung

"you're the same brother, it's for your own good, baby"

I try to give understanding to Nurain in order to be patient for some more time

"don't you guys want therapy today? why haven't you left yet?"

father came while holding Naura who Tampa was asleep in her lap

"yes yeah, but,,,"

nurain pointed to our daughter who was carried by my father

"today you two go alone, let Naura father take care. Besides kasian she has fallen asleep after playing with father"

"but are you having no business out today?"

ask me to make sure that you are not disturbed

"no son, today I'm really off and maybe a week ahead is my last assignment here"

"what do you mean, yeah?"

nurain asked as if he was starting to worry, so was I.

"later I will explain after all this for sure. now you leave first to go to the afternoon hunt"

"but yeah"

"don't but-but an, let's go you guys"

"then hafidz inter-nurain therapy first yes well, later after we finish straight home"

"yes you guys just go, don't worry about Naura well. oh yes if you can take a walk fidz, cassia she's been locked up in the house too long"

"with pleasure well, then we say goodbye"

"nur tipped Naura ya yah"

dad just nodded with a smile and we left after kissing our sleeping daughter.

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these tears fall back when they say all their heart to someone whose smile has returned after several years of being lost.

"but Brother really has no taste in doctor Aisyah right?"

nurain asked with hopeful eyes, and it was able to make me again feel guilty for the events that befell him

"for the sake of this heart-grasping substance, for the sake of this heart-throbbing substance, Abang's feelings are only for you shafina Shidqia nurain not Aisha or anyone else, god willing, you will accompany your brother in this world and the Hereafter"

I confidently said what was in my heart and mind.

"yesterday Abang was only worried about Aisyah, Abang did not want her to torture herself because she made a hasty decision. You know he likes you, but that doesn't mean you're the only one for him? Brother just felt that if yesterday was not the right time for his relationship seriously, you could see it from the look in his eyes because we grew up together. Brother loved Aisha like Abang loved Farah, that was it and nothing more"

nurain just nodded while shedding tears and directly hugged me so tightly.I know, this is a form of his trust in me.

'thank God you give me back my wife and her trust in me'

"so where are we going today, baby?"

asked me when Nurain had already taken off his embrace.

"we go home, nur kangen with Naura"

"Naura has been accompanied by my father, after all we just take a short walk will not be long. Brother miss the time we went alone"

"yeah, nur also actually miss those times"

"where are we going?"

"where is up to you"

"where is it good? Brother is not too memorized blood here.you dong who love the reference place will have been a few years here"

I said while raising my eyebrows trying to tease her

"BRANCH"

she said with a frown, and I just laughed crisply looking at her facial expression.

well, the face that I always miss.especially when she pouts, really it's so adorable.

after a while looking around for references to places we want to visit, we finally decided to go to one of the tourist attractions in this city.

**m*ngr**e tour, this is where we are at the moment.The place is very beautiful and comfortable.

Besides being able to breathe fresh air, we can also walk through the forest m*ngr*ve on a wooden bridge.

nurain loved the quiet places, and I saw him so much enjoying every sight here.

every now and then we take pictures to make mementos for someday, as we age together.

"do you like the place?"

asked me while hugging her from behind, she nodded with a smile.

"but unfortunately we're just the two of us well, try Dad and Naura come along. We can take a picture of the four"

"we'll take a walk before we go back to Bandung"

nurain smiled back in agreement.

"what do you want to do, baby?"

asked me when I saw Nurain standing up from his wheelchair

"nur wants to walk on foot, can ya?"

"your feet have not fully recovered yet"

"no papa itung-itung nur practicing, right?"

"okay, but Papah yah"

back, nurain nodded with a smile.

I also helped nurain to re-train his legs to be able to walk again.we walked down the bridge on foot, see how beautiful the scenery here.

occasionally nurain almost fell, but I swiftly hold his body so as not to fall.not to forget we also tell each other and occasionally nurain laugh crisp when he heard something that he thought was funny.

heeumm, it still seems to be in disbelief if now his laughter again fills this heart space. There is really nothing happiest for two people who love each other but to be united in a halal bond, and there is really nothing happiest for two people who long for each other than to meet each other.