My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Confused Alone
"ko Abang said that to ka mut? can't talk rudely rich like that of other people" now Gus luthfi who immediately responded to the words Gus hafidz. young children only know that speech should not come out of the mouth of someone who does understand about education, because it will hurt the heart of people who hear it. I was speechless Gus hafidz just trying to digest the meaning of his words. "ka mut sorryin Abang ya maybe Abang just joking with the same words" continued Gus luthfi apologized to represent his brother, I was still silent, confused as to what to answer.
"no papa ko Gus cu, but sorry rich ka mut did have to go to the dormitory, Gus cu his training is not the same as you used to be, today, assalamualaikum" I immediately stood up and left the living room without looking at Gus hafidz. Actually I was not too offended by his words because for me it was usual that he was cold and ketus, he said, but if I still remain silent there and continue to study with Gus luthfi embarrassed dong because he had indirectly kicked me out of it. but I also feel bad with Gus Luthfi who feels very bad with me because of his brother's attitude. ah I became lazy. after reaching the dormitory I did not go straight to my room but to Maryam's room to invite her to see the state of Asyila.
"tumben did not take his training as Gus hafidz" said Maryam as we walked to the post-stren, because of the rules of this lodge for sick santri-santri must stay at the boarding school or boarding school so that it can be more easily noticed by doctors or nurses who picket there.
"no papa, it just so happens that his training is faster than usual" I replied as I continued walking without turning my eyes
"why? is there something, huh? anti can tell you the same story if you want!" Maryam stopped in front of me while looking me in the eye
"heuuummmm how yes, actually ana was also confused" I sat right under a large tree near the library
"you want to tell me a confused time? there's a story" Maryam followed me sitting under a tree. I finally told Maryam everything, starting from her lost book Gus luthfi, that, gus hafidz questions about my situation as if paying attention to me, thanks from Zahra, until his suddenly rude attitude and ended up driving me away indirectly.
"however, ana is also confused to give an opinion on what is the case if ana is in the anti position also becomes all wrong hehe"
"what awaits Gus hafidz to leave again, just to go home again to help Gus luthfi" said I gave an opinion on myself
"let's say, if tomorrow Gus hafidz calls anti Dateng, just assume nothing happened today" Maryam tried to convince me
"give it up, you think about it hee"
"yeah yuk, keburu daar no longer sting see the state of assyila" we also got up from our seats, and again walked to the poststren