My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Plans Tomorrow

"no way we already want two weeks here, and tomorrow we will start our lives in Babah's cottage. You are sincere nemenin Abang to continue the preaching through Babah's cottage?"

asked Gus hafidz when we were busy packing things into the suitcase, because tomorrow morning we should already be at the airport.

I just smile and nod with certainty that I will always support every decision taken by my husband as long as it is good and still in the path of Islamic sharia.

"you why the more rich days the more beautiful"

Gus hafidz stopped his activity and instead approached me at such a close distance.

without waiting for my cue, he immediately kissed my lips warmly.

I just quietly let what my husband did to me without replying to him like an amateur.

because somehow every Gus hafidz touches me the feeling of deg-degan is still always approaching me.

just like the first time we did it the first night.

"What's the matter?"

ask me when Gus hafidz stopped what he was doing to me.

"no, it's okay. Sorry yes Brother is too aggressive with you. You must be tired, now mending rest well. let Brother settle all this"

I saw a smile from his lips, but that smile was unusual. somewhat forced, perhaps more precisely.

but why yes? is Gus hafidz disappointed in me? ah, I got confused myself.

"let's help yah bang, nur not tired ko"

"yes, if so, go to the bathroom first"

Gus hafidz stepped inside while stroking my head, but I felt uncomfortable because there was something different from the look on his face.

~

in the afternoon, I was in the apartment alone waiting for Gus hafidz or maybe now his good call my husband just so let's not stiff hee

still thinking about the look on my husband's face that suddenly seemed bad mood when kissing me. What because I'm not attractive? or maybe I'm too stiff?

want to ask for opinions also ask for the same opinion who? when I tell about my household to outsiders, it is the same that I open my own disgrace.

while sleeping in the chair, I also fad open google with the title 'how to please the husband'. A lot of things to do, I became confused myself want to sell which one used to be.

finally I decided to contact my atheu which has always been my vent after my mother.he was three years above me, but the thought was quite mature and wise when asked for an opinion.

and most importantly he cool if invited to the story, then I am very comfortable if I have been with my atheu number two.

"assalamualaikum ponakan ateu dearest"

the voice over there greeted me cheerfully

"waalaikumsalam ateu dear"

"how are there happy news what are the sampe-sampe that is cool again honeymoon had time to call ateu?"

"no, not busy anymore? aslan is no more, is there?"

"no, atheu is not busy anymore. Ateu's husband also has not come home at this hour.why then ask the husband atheu? kangen's with Ateu's husband?"

he said while laughing over there

"what the heck, haram know. this___nur want the same story want to ask the opinion of atheu who must have had a very hehe experience"

"what the hell? so curious"

I also began to tell about the incident last afternoon, but not too detailed just the outline alone because after all I should not be too open about the contents of my household because it is a very sensitive thing, because it is a very sensitive thing, and I also have to take care of Marwah from my husband.

after I finished listening to my story, Ateu gave me some advice and some advice to please my husband.

in fact he also said that pleasing the husband not only with cuisine and understanding, but also in terms of which, ah I became ashamed of his own pronunciation.

"how do you know what I mean?"

ask her when I just quietly listen to what she said to me

"what's that gotta be like?"

"yes, do you try what's wrong to make the husband's heart happy. can this reward"

"hmmm, yes God willing try what Ateu said just now"

"that dong, do make your household harmony as well. This ateu say rich because atheu himself has tried it, and the results insyaallah make the husband more affectionate with us. so there's no bad mood if it's the same with us"

his words with great enthusiasm

"iya deh teu insyaallah, if so nur close first yes call her bentar again want magrib. nur must be ready to pray magrib"

"okay ready, if there's anything you call ateu aja. ya already closed yes, assalamualaikum"

"waalaikumsalam wr"

I hung up the phone and kept the flat object on the table next to my bed.

~

"honey, come home in the retreat papa?"

my husband said as we sat at the dinner table enjoying dinner.

"why bang? did we order a ticket?"

"yes, Abang's job is not finished.so his return home in the retreat one day more, Brother must meet Miss Reyan first to take care of the transfer of work to Indonesia. and it just so happened that he was out of town, so the possibility of tomorrow can only be found"

"yes no papa bang, go with me"

"sorry yes, the return must be delayed first"

"no papa ko, nur ngerti"

"Syukron dear . now you rest first Brother still has to do in the workspace"

gus hafidz entered his study after peeping at my forehead as usual.

in the room I was busy pacing back and forth thinking about what I should do now, and I also had to start from where.

I open the closet and choose clothes that I can wear like what my atheu talks about, but none of them fit, either, because I do not have clothes other than my toys neatly displayed in my closet. and one lingerie, that was given by my atheu.

"honey, you're not sleeping yet? this is already malem loh. continues that why the closet is still open that way?"

"eh__no bang, I was looking for something but not important"

"how do you mean?"

asked the confused Gus hafidz hearing my ambiguous words

"Again the job done? we are bobo yuk"

"yes come on, but wait for you to clean yourself first"

Gus hafidz went into the bathroom, and I waited for him on the bed.

"we're bobo yuk now"

as usual, Gus Hafidz always hugged me when we were about to sleep.

"hmm, brother__tomorrow can not shop?"

ask me doubtfully

"shopping? can dong time not. even Abang seneng really beloved wife Brother is suddenly asking for shopping.want to shop what? let Abang temenin, but if you can shop after Abang came home from see Miss Reyan"

"his wealth does not need to be bang, nur shopping itself, not far from Deket here and here"

"but Brother is not calm if you go alone.or gini aja, Abang Anter you used to fit home his brother also picked you up. insyaallah Abang not long ko nemuin him"

"yes, baby"

maybe tomorrow I start acting for my heart mengenin brother.hopefully smooth and no interference whatsoever.

not nothing has been ashamed of itself ngebayangin his hihi