My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Afwan
Maryam POV
"nur,," I approached Nurain and hugged him tightly.I let him drift in his tears first.after he calmed down a little I let go of his embrace slowly
"Iam,, ana is afraid, ana is ashamed of her parents, same mother caretaker,, huu,, uu," she began to talk, I just silently gave her a gap so that she could freely tell the story
"ana confused Iam, anaharus said what the mother babysitter later tonight if asked about this, ana is afraid that if ana open voice will actually cause new problems, ana must how Iam,,,huu, and so on,,uuu," he continued with his cry
"nur, if you can know, actually what violations have been anti-violated?" I ventured to ask about his mistake, so that I could find a solution that might help him a little
"ana,, it's not wrong Iam, ana did not commit the offense, this is a misunderstanding huu.uuu," her tears flowed more and more, making me feel sad to see her
"let's calm down first well, tell us more details to ana let ana understand"
for a moment he was silent, then wiped away his tears and tried to neutralize his feelings by taking and exhaling slowly
"She, anti-suck when Gus Luthfi gave a letter to Ana? after ana read then anti and assyila also read, tomorrow pas ana home from the poststren his letter has been thrown into the trash cans along with other papers, paper, but do not know why the letter suddenly can there be melancholy ana and ustadzah Mila find the letter during the raid. kemaren malem the ustadzah wondering about it ana confused answer should how, how, if honestly ana is afraid even make a new problem especially this is concerned with the nanny, ana is confused Iam ana hrus how. ana is also afraid that if ana honestly they will not believe the same ana, ana, moreover, Gus hafidz is not here now" at once my heart is not because, it turns out that nurain was called because of the letter.The letter that he turned out to throw but instead I keep it back glued. astaghfirullah,, so it's actually my fault, too.
"anti why Iam, ko anti apologise?" nurain was confused
"karna ana anti so must be punished, because ana anti so can not be anti-self martial,,, Afwan nur,,,,hiks,,"
"She, don't cry donk, it has nothing to do with anti ko it's obviously just a misunderstanding"
"not nur, ana is also wrong. anti-dispose of the paper, ana precisely who took the paper in the trash because ana do not know if the paper is anti-throwing, ana, when I took the anti book left behind in the paper clay room in the garbage can I thought it was anti accidentally throw the paper, he said, so ana took it again and ana simple on the sidelines of the anti nur book. at that time she wanted to tell you about it but ana forgot,,, Afwan nur Afwan,, huu.uu,,," I feel more guilty about Nurain, it turns out that it all started from there.
nurain just fell silent without answering all my words.I don't know what he thinks, whatever he has the right to be angry at me because I was wrong, I was stupid to plunge my own friend.he who should focus on studying for the exam actually had to lose his concentration because he had to face this problem.even when I already knew it was now, even when I knew it, I don't know how to help her.
"nur, anti can be angry same ana, anti can hate the same ana but for God's sake sorry ana nur, ana accidentally ana do not know huu, uu," I again apologize, I re-apologize, wishing to forgive me, but Nurain remained silent without responding to my apologies.
"Sir, ana to the room first yes" she was about to stand but I held her hand
"nur, anti may be angry same ana, but ana please anti do not be mememin ana rich gini, ana wrong nur Afwan," nurain just silent, he stood up and left me alone. I can't prevent or force her to forgive me. I let her go, maybe she needs some time alone first. I can only give up hope that Nurain can forgive my mistakes. Afwan nur,,, uh,,,