My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
The Most Beautiful Grace

from behind the room, I saw that my husband was talking to doctor Aisyah. From his gaze there was a sense of guilt in tandem with the hope that doctor Aisyah would return to this cottage.

but as Aisyah's doctor walked away from Gus hafidz, she kept looking at Aisyah's steps until she was lost behind the door, that gaze was not as usual and I knew the meaning of that gaze.

"honey, haven't you been throwing up a lot lately?"

gus Hafidz asked as I returned from the toilet after removing all my stomach contents due to the uncontrollable nausea

"don't know nur, too, his nausea does not want to be lost even though he has tried to drink herbal medicine reject the wind"

"yes we have breakfast first yuk, umma and Babah already on our wait"

"the taste is not appetizing to eat bang"

"don't ditu dong darling, we eat first even a little. will let the spit healed"

finally I also obey Gus hafidz's will to breakfast first even though the actual nausea is still not gone too.

"here son, have breakfast first"

greet umma when me and Gus hafidz are near the dinner table

"why drowning like that? are you okay?"

"after the reception, some days nurain always vomit in the morning do not know why, even though hafidz has bought anti-nausea drugs as well as cold medicine"

Gus hafidz who answered the umma question

"nausea? have you checked with the doctor, son?"

"nurain always refused if hafidz invited him to the doctor"

"continue this month you have a guest coming, son?"

"guest arrival umma?"

ask me a little curious

"yes son, did you mean the moon?"

"oh, I don't think it's umma yet"

"astaghfirullah, hafidz forgot. at that time Aisyah had told hafidz that nurain as good as brought to the obstetrician"

"uh right, umma guess for sure your wife again contents"

I just quietly listened, unconsciously this hand touched my stomach which was still very flat.

'would I be a mother?'

"yes already abis breakfast so umma interdaughter umma to gynecologist subscription umma"

"Lutfi also goes with umma"

Gus Lutfi who from earlier was just cool with his food now said eagerly to come and take me

"this good news, Babah will soon be a grandfather. insyaallah"

I saw Babah saying with a full and happy heart.Till realize my tears flowed to see the warmth of this family, who was so happy to hear my pregnancy.

'if you are still there, surely you will also be very happy with this news'

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"so how do doc, my daughter really does it, right?"

tanya umma enthusiastically waited for an answer from the obstetrician who examined me

"o Allah, this mother can not be patient yes.this is again checked first"

replied the doctor who seemed to have been very familiar with umma

"i used to be USG to make it clearer"

then the doctor asked me to slightly lift my shirt so I could touch my stomach.

"well, here it is. It's still a very small fetus, but God willing it's healthy"

immediately Gus hafidz approached me and kissed my forehead.

"Thank God we'll be parents, dear Syukron to this special Hadian"

"Alhamdulillah, umma will be a grandmother"

once again I felt deeply moved by the happiness that emanated from the faces of my husband and my mother.

"goodbye son hafidz and nak nurain, soon you will be parents.and for the mother, I congratulate also who will be a grandmother, inshaallah"

"you're Rin, just call my name don't keep nyai Bu. shame me in front of my daughter"

The doctor's mother just laughed in response to the words of umma. I also joined in smiling, because it felt a little strange for the attitude of umma that so looks informal with the doctor in front of me.

"not just friends, but we're like family"

doctor Rini said kindly

"so my daughter's gestational age has been how many months Rin?"

"it's only been three weeks, not even a month" Miss Nyai"

"you're it's yeah"

umma and Dr. Rini laughed again because they threw each other

"already ah, embarrassed to see your children.we are not young so do not be a lot of shy whinyan the same young"

doctor Rini said as she glanced at me and Gus hafidz in turn

"son hafidz, this is for the prescription of vitamins that must be purchased. during pregnancy should be able to keep her with the intake of healthy and nutritious foods.do not be too tired of the move because this is still the first trimester, but also in the first trimester, so pregnancy is still very vulnerable.the point later umma you are kind hearted will tell which is okay and which is not well"

"yes, we'll excuse you Rin. Greetings to your children and husband"

"yes, I'll say God willing"

"excuse me, assalamualaikum"

after shaking hands and saying goodbye to doctor Rini, umma invited me and Gus hafidz to stop by the supermarket first.

there umma bought me a lot of fruits, milk and various kinds of snacks for pregnant women.

so the spirit of umma did all that for me, that I was forbidden to help push the grocery trolley, for fear that I was exhausted.

god, she is my in-law but loves me as a real mother.

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"how do you know the results?"

asked Babah who was sitting in the living room when we just returned from outside.

"yes, how are the results? aunt is curious too"

BI Nani who was in the kitchen immediately approached us and also asked

"patient dong, we ask the nurain to sit first tired abis from the outside. continue to drink love first thirsty"

the word umma that seems to want to make people at home feel curious a little long

"oh yeah let auntie get a drink"

immediately BI Nani went into the kitchen to get drinking water.

me and Gus hafidz look at each other and throw a smile at the cuteness of umma that turns out to be ignorant to others.

"so giman umma, what did the doctor say?"

ask Babah who is impatient because umma has not yet answered his question

"patience first dong Babah, let nurainnya eat first. umma also the same hungry"

"yes Allah, umma mu this rich fidz loh his seneng really see Babah curious rich gini"

"the Babah is impatient, hehe"

umma even laughed as if enjoying the curiosity Babah felt

"yes deh yes umma tell me. the result is____insyaallah soon we will be grandmother and grandfather bah"

"Thank God beware, may Allah always take care of Babah's grandchildren and daughters"

affectionately Babah prayed for me and stroked my head gently

"who is pregnant?"

asked Ning Farah who had just come from the direction of her room

"lady, son, God willing you will be an atheu"

"really? good luck, congratulations, congratulations on tea nur"

Ning Farah hugged me suddenly which made me a little surprised.

Gus Hafidz stared as if he could not believe what he saw today.

o Allah, is this the sustenance you give through the presence of a fetus in my body? I was so happy, for the first time Ning Farah wanted to smile and hug me sincerely.

I know, every child carries his own sustenance.and this is one of his sustenance, namely the sustenance of happiness for every inhabitant of this house.

again I express my gratitude for your great gift.