My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
We love you mother

"well if you don't want to talk mommy doesn't force,,, you can see what her transgressions are?" then the mother transferred her words to the nia ustadzah, then the Nia ustadzah gave a book and paper which was a letter from gus hafidz. the mother began to open the paper, read and observe carefully every verse in the letter. will the mother know that the writing in the paper is the writing of Gus hafidz who is none other than his son? my God, why did you put me in such a wrong position.

finished reading, mom folded the paper again.no words, she just looked at me, that I saw at a glance because I wanted to know how he reacted.

"well, according to the rules of this hut for anyone who violates it must be ready to get a penalty from what he did. it has been agreed from you early into this hut, this hut, both with your own and your parents, don't you?"

we all nodded in agreement with his words.

"we are sincere and ridho Bu" we answered simultaneously

"Alhamdulillah, for the punishment let ustadzah Mila later read out. I hope after this there are no more violations committed by the santri son or daughter, especially you who are here, your age is the age of puberty because the mother has also passed that age, but that does not mean you have to obey everything in your self development both heart and mindset. if it is good for you and the shari'at does not forbid, then you may follow, you do. But if it is not good, many madhorotnya you should avoid, you stay away from it to be safe. later if it's time, God willing will come with his own, it will be more meaningful and bring barokah for your own.Most mothers see the offense you do is superstition with the opposite sex, it will be more meaningful and bring barokah for you, so I beg you to put an end to it immediately, then there will be a time for you. This applies to all of you, unless you will immediately step up to a serious level. it was even better by way of ta'aruf through your family directly.so what? in order to avoid the greatness of lust, you must fear your own passions, because the most difficult war is to fight against your own passions, the most difficult test is to control your own passions. Again very please, because you are still here, in this cottage. you are still bound by the rules of the cottage so inevitably you have to obey him.if you are out later, because soon class XII will pass, I ask you to always practice all the good that is in this lodge there is or there is no such punishment here.Live you by the rule of God, walk you by the way of God, in order that wherever you go God will always take care of you, Allah makes every deal easy, God willing you must be sure that your dear mother is with you, for your mother is a mother's daughter even though she was not born from the mother's womb. therefore the mother wants the daughters of successful mothers, happy world and the hereafter" his advice was accompanied by tears that began to fall from his eyes.ah, I really, really feel guilty because it seemed to have disappointed him.

his advice is always wise and has a deep meaning so that it can penetrate the heart of anyone who hears it that I feel as well as all that is here, until it did not feel we all shed tears hearing his advice, feeling how sincerely he loved us. Forgive us mother, forgive us mother, because we can't be good daughters to our mothers yet but know that we love you, as much as we love our own mothers, and,,,