My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Mammahic attitude

POV Alfan

it feels like a dream to be able to ask the girl I've been waiting for, I love and I admire.

for many years long I harbored a sense in him, although it was rejected by him but Alhamdulillah now he wants to open his heart to me.

today's event went well, although there was a bit of disappointment to see Aisyah's expression when the MCs said they wanted to instantly justify our bond.

quickly Aisyah said 'no', but it was just a guyonan only. although in fact the father wanted me and Aisyah immediately married, so as not to cause slander in the future.

but like her Aisyah is not ready for it, but yes I will be patient waiting until Aisyah is ready.The important thing is now she is willing to open her heart to me.

"fan, mamah ko feel less srek same Aisyah.he is rich who does not really love you"

mama said when we just got home after the engagement was over.

"mom why did you say that? it's not good to talk like that after Aisyah's fiancee Alfan"

papah said wisely

"iya nih mamah.should his mamah seneng dong clay his son happy"

it was Husna's turn to speak

"it is precisely because mamah thinks too much about the happiness of the mama children, then his mamah does not want the mamah child to get the wrong person to accompany his life"

I just kept quiet without responding, because I at least dared to speak before mamah was completely finished with his words

"in any case, just yesterday the MC said he wanted to be stopped quickly Aisyah's reaction immediately rejected you fan. honestly mamah disappointed with her attitude today, indirectly she has made you embarrassed"

true mama said, Aisha's reaction earlier also disappointed me. But I must be able to be heartened and understand her, God willing someday Aisyah will really be able to accept me with her heart

"try you want to hear the advice of mama to prefer Rahma. she is besides beautiful, Sholehah, her family is close to us, and most importantly she loves you. but you're an__"

"it's not good to keep talking about our prospective daughter-in-law, however Alfan has chosen and our duties as parents can only support and pray for her, however Alfan has chosen, as long as Alfan's chosen girl is good at her religion we must agree"

I just keep quiet because I don't want to argue with mama, let papah mediate and calm mama.

"yes already, alfan reward to the room first well want to rest"

"yes it's there, but again mamah ask you to think again with the choice you mengpeng still have time to choose"

"mah,, that,,,"

"yes, yes"

with a little frown mama also obey papah so as not to talk again.

once again mamah showed her feelings that indeed from the beginning did not agree if I prefer Aisyah and not Rahma.

mamah has always wanted Rahma to be her daughter-in-law because in addition to our family being good friends with Rahma's family, Rahma was also very close to mamah since long ago when we were both in college.

but even though Rahma was a beautiful and kind person, this heart could not consider more than a friend because it was filled first by Aisha.

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"are you going to the store today?"

my sister Husna asked, as we were having breakfast together.

"insyaallah na"

"Husna nebeng yah to the campus, about her Husna car again brought to the workshop. if you use a motorbike, fear of rain about the sky outside already cloudy"

as usual, my only sister put on her sad face to be loved by me.

"don't you dabble in that rich face in front of your sister, don't work"

I said as I continued to bribe the fried rice that stayed a little more into my mouth.

after finishing breakfast, I immediately stood up to say goodbye to mamah and mama.

"fan, today you're in the store until the store closes, right? said Jeng Nita later noon Rahma wants to go to the store to buy building materials for the mosque that wants to be built.so mamah hope you directly serve, so there is no mistake"

mamah said as I was about to step away from the dining table

"god willing, because today Alfan wants to go to the place where the children used to give new books to them"

"it can ask for help others, mamah do not want yah if until Rahma to the store but you are not there"

"mah, I'm sorry if Alfan's words are a little harsh.but Alfan knows, this is only good reason for Alfan to be close to Rahma.but sorry, my heart has chosen Aisha, Alfan has chosen, so Alfan hope you can understand"

"well, already well do not discuss it again. later Husna late to campus because he had to wait for ka Alfan who was continuously lectured equally mama"

from the tone of his voice, I could tell if Husna was upset with the mamah who constantly betrothed me to Rahma, even though I had made a choice.

"na, already. we leave well pah. assalamualaikum"

me and Husna finally left together in my car.

"ka, it'll be noon if you want to go to the study house I'm coming with ya?"

husna said as we reached the gates of his campus.

"tumben, do you want to help teach the kids? don't you like it the least when you teach kids?"

"not do not dislike ka, but can not. especially if they have fuss haduuuhhh,,, dizzy deh head"

he said while holding his head

"what do you want to do?"

"want to meet Aisyah.he likes to come there, right?"

"kirain wants what. don't know if today. depends on his practice schedule, if it's sure to go there"

"yeah, anyway I'm coming if brother goes there"

"goddessa"

after I finished delivering Husna, I continued driving to the store that I had been building and I treated with my best friend.

since the beginning of college I pioneered running a matrial business or selling building materials with my friend named Rama.

actually this store I have, it's just the two of us who run. because only Rama can I trust to replace me when I'm not in the store.

Thank God, this store is now growing very rapidly without the help of parents.

well, my parents were successful mining entrepreneurs, but I did not want to follow in his footsteps, because I wanted to make my own business and Alhamdulillah papah and mamah understand, because I want to make my own business, so that thanks to their permission and do'a, my efforts can now grow and progress.

"sir, this is the report that Mr. Alfan requested"

rama said while handing over some files on my desk

"ram, don't call me father, we're partners not superiors and subordinates"

"it can't be that, in the office we have to be professional"

"yes, but I am not comfortable.from the beginning we pioneered this business there is no term superiors and subordinates, anyways all employees here also on know that we are legitimate"

"that's exactly what I don't want, employees here Look if we're not professional"

"don't talk about it anymore, I'm missing the same debate Lo"

Rama also laughed at my speech which was the laziest when it was invited to debate by him, which at the end he did not want to relent.

"but by the way___"

"just, hp I sound"

I said while raising my hands in front of Rama

"assalamualaikum mah,, already mah,, insyaallah, Alfan no promise,,, here there will be Rama who can handle all that, after all Rahma is also familiar with Rama so__ come on mah, and so on, we have discussed this matter at home, right, God willing, the point Alfan did not promise,, already well, Alfan was busy having to check the report that was delayed yesterday,,, Alfan close yes mah, assalamualaikum"

"Auntie why?"

rama asked when I had closed the phone call from Mamah.

"hmmm, I am confused by the same nyokap attitude that constantly tries to match Rahma with me. whereas yesterday was just my engagement with Aisyah"

"but not Aunt Arin has agreed with your relationship"

"yes anyway, just because yesterday Aisyah's attitude that immediately refused to be halted, mamah so no respect again the same because she thinks Aisyah does not really love me"

"yes anyway, I also somewhat disagree with the attitude of Aisyah yesterday that seems to reject Lo indirectly, but well,,, because I know your story, really, because I know your story, so I understand maybe Aisyah still needs time to be able to fully Nerima Lo"

"yes, that's what I'm trying to understand"

but it didn't seem to be with mamah, and I became even more confused by all these situations.