My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
The Arrival of Aisyah

POP Gus hafidz

"Alhamdulillah the daughter of umma has come safely"

umma greeted us happily, so did Babah and Luthfi who immediately embraced me and nurain.

but not with Farah, she just smiled a little at us. Even when Nurain was in his hands, Farah did not react.he was still with her cold attitude, she said, and it does not seem to be willing to accept nurain with all his.

"umma, bah, Farah please permit to be ready to go out because there is an appointment with a friend to attend the wedding"

"loh, ko impromptu son? though Abang and Nurain only until. when you go, we want to eat together"

the word umma was like trying to prevent Farah's departure

"will be tonight also if only eat together. anyways not good if Farah is not present, already promise also time not to come"

"yes it's not papa umma, justin aja. not good if Farah has promised her friend, anyway hafidz same nurain here also not for a short time.so justin aja Farah go, anyway, later tonight we can get together again, inshaallah"

abah said wisely

"yes, if that's the case, but don't go home too late, son"

"iya umma. ya umma Farah into first want to get ready"

"de you really want to go to the wedding ceremony or want to avoid Abang sama nurain?"

I asked when I met in the kitchen, Farah was about to take her shoes and I was fetching water

"why should Farah avoid Abang?"

"yes that's why? you know the answer yourself"

Farah did not answer, she only focused on the pantofel shoes she wanted to wear

"de, Brother asks that you do not be cold with your wife.You can be angry with Brother but do not bring nurain, because he does not know what this is about"

Farah stopped her steps just a few steps away from the kitchen door

"i don't know what bang, here who's wrong, but one that Farah knows, if you see Brother's wife, it always makes Farah remember the same sadness on Aisy. even today you still do not want to reply or pick up the phone from Farah"

I just kept staring at Farah's back which was walking further and further away

'if only you could understand Abang de's position'

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"where are you from, baby?"

"from Gus Lutfi's room, abis bacain's story before bed"

"oh kirain from where"

"bang, eumm__nur want something?"

"by dong, why get permission first"

we both sit on the edge of the bed facing each other. I take off the safety pins that are still faithfully perched on the hijab that is used.

"what do you want, honey? ko is silent"

"doctor Aisyah why not attend our wedding ceremony?"

I immediately turned my gaze to Nurain

"yes, maybe it's busy again.anyways the event was only attended by a close family aja dear"

"oh, but not because doctor Aisyah was disappointed with you, right?"

"ko said that"

"karna was accidentally horrified by Brother's conversation with Ning Farah in the kitchen"

I was still silent, because I was confused to answer what.I was afraid nurain would feel sad and uncomfortable if he knew it all. Especially now his smile just returned after the departure of his mother.

"was that also the reason Ning Farah had always been so cold?"

the question again made me go awry in answering.

"we don't have to discuss other people in our room, baby. let alone this is mending night we sleep rest"

"why? I'm afraid I'm sad, so I don't want to answer?"

"insyaallah nur will not be sad, as long as Abang wants to tell the same story so that nur can also know how to behave the same doctor Aisyah and Ning Farah"

"hmm, well Aisyah does like Abang and Farah also wants her brother to marry Aisyah, but Abang can't because Abang loves and Abang loves only you're not Aisyah. even though we were friends from childhood but not a guarantee for Brother love is not the same him?"

"continue ning Farah does not agree that you are married to nur?"

"maybe not disagree just not willing to defend the fate of God, but you are sure sooner or later Farah will accept our marriage.so will Aisha"

"amen, inshaallah"

"we don't have to talk about that anymore. I'm tired of going to bed and hug my beautiful brother's wife"

I hugged Nurain and laid him beside me

"by the way kamari night time in Turkey, we continue here yuk mengpengpeng atmosphere is already quiet"

"ih, basic omes"

he said while pulling my thin beard, and we drifted away in our joking laughter before actually falling asleep

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a week already me and nurain were in the cottage.nurain was busy with his activities teaching at MI which is in this cottage. I was busy teaching students while making writing and art to be sent to Turkey or to be sold in Indonesia.

"fidz, here son. Babah wants to talk to you"

that afternoon when I was just coming home from the madrassa

"let's see, you've been here a week with your wife. keep you married and also just an automatic agreement not everyone knows that you are halal. so babah wants to hold an event to officially celebrate your marriage so as not to arise slander for those who do not know"

"yes son, umma agrees with Babah"

the word umma that suddenly came with a glass of water and given to Babah

"if hafidz sama nurain follow the same umma and Babah. anyan__"

"assalamualaikum"

I heard someone say hello, and that voice I knew very well.

"waalaikumsalam, ka aisy"

farah's voice was so enthusiastic when she saw who came to visit this house

"assalamualaikum umma, Babah__fidz"

he said while looking at me for a moment

"waalaikumsalam wr wb, how is this umma princess?"

umma hugged Aisyah tightly like she had not seen each other for a long time

"Alhamdulillah good umma"

"dad same healthy mom son?"

babah's turn asked

"Alhamdulillah healthy wal'afiyat. they also send greetings, he said sorry because they have not been able to visit here. are still busy in Malaysia"

"yes, no papa, the important thing is that they're all healthy"

"this umma, bah, actually Aisy's coming here to ask permission from umma and Babah. aisy may not be able to help the treatment anymore for the santri"

"why is that son?"

tanya umma who sounded shocked, so did I who did not expect that Aisyah would talk like that

"yes, why? kids really need anti here"

it was my turn to ask

"ka aisy don't do that dong, later Farah more rarely meet ka aisy if ka aisy no longer practice here"

"yes son, Babah also feels lost if you don't practice here anymore"

Aisyah just kept quiet as we all simultaneously asked her what the reason she wanted to get out of this cabin was.

what is his feeling towards me? if it is like that, I am very disappointed because Aisyah mixes personal affairs with her work