My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
The Delayed Miss

I don't know how long I was unconscious, but obviously in my long sleep, I was always accompanied by beautiful dreams that made me sometimes reluctant to wake up.

I don't know how many events I don't know, I don't know how many seasons I've been through, but obviously I just want to know, I just miss the figure that's in front of me.

a man I loved after my father, a man who was able to make me laugh and cry at the same time.

well,, he's my husband, my hafidz, the guardian of my heart.

"nur_nurain"

he looked at me with a look of longing, sadness and love mixed into one.

I smiled towards him with a sense of longing that was no less great.

slowly he approached me, touching my cheek, touching my hand, as if not believing that I was a real figure standing before him.

"Dragon"

"o Allah, finally"

immediately he who was my husband embraced me and kissed me nonstop. many times he said the asthma of God with tears that continue to flow, hugging me tighter as if afraid if I'm going to walk away from her.

"Abang misses you so much, Brother loves you so much, thank you so much for coming back to Brother, thank you dear because you want to wake up from your long sleep, thank you for making miss Abang so far treated, thank you dear"

her words by continuing to kiss me endlessly, I just nodded with tears that continued to flow profusely because I was unable to speak so happy words.

"umi, is that umi naula?"

suddenly a tiny voice averted my eyes and made me take off my brother's embrace.

at first glance I looked at my husband, asking him for an explanation about who was the little boy who was being carried by my father.

"our daughter"

I who heard Gus hafidz's words looked back at the little boy in disbelief.

is she really my daughter? the daughter born from my womb? oh God, I don't think she's this big now.she's beautiful and adorable.

dad brought her closer to me, I kept staring at her with a full day and still couldn't believe if I left her all this time.

I looked back at Gus hafidz, before this hand reached for the tiny pitri that was in front of me.

"Naura dear, the name of our beautiful daughter Naura"

gus hafidz seemed to understand what I wanted to know just by looking at him.

"my daughter,,, hiks,,, hiks,,"

without a doubt I immediately grabbed my daughter from my father's lap, I don't think I'm holding her tight.

'well, she is my daughter, the daughter I gave birth to, the daughter I bear, the daughter I always look forward to her presence. Syukron o Allah, shukron'

I kept hugging her tightly, and showering her with kisses as a sign of language I loved and missed her so much.

"umi, naula tightness"

her words suddenly as I was hugging her tightly.I immediately took off my embrace and looked towards my father and husband in turn.

we laughed and heard her plain words.

"sorry well dear, umi swooped her firmness yah hehe"

I said while kissing her cheek once more

"umi why sit down? umi pegel yah?"

likewise, Gus Hafidz who immediately saw me as if he had just realized that I was just sitting on a wheelchair.

"nurain only realized last night, his body has not really been able to move thoroughly, he said, it takes time to restore all the functions of the muscles in his body because of the coma effect he experienced during these years. so for a while his legs have not really been able to move it is the reason why you have to sit on a wheelchair"

obviously dad on Gus hafidz

"but this isn't paralysis, is it?"

gus hafidz asked in a worried tone

"no boy, what's possible is that his simple language Nurain's body must re-learn to adapt"

"Alhamdulillah"

said my husband with a face that sparkled again.

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at night, I tried to recite sholawat so that Naura could fall asleep in my arms after playing with me, my father and Gus hafidz, my husband.

I kept staring and caressing her petite face, she slept easily. Her face was so petite, so sincere like an angel.

I came back crying considering how unlucky I was for not being able to look after my daughter, I couldn't hug my daughter the first time she saw this world and I couldn't give her anything to support her growth.

"don't cry baby, for now is the time for us to smile"

Gus hafidz touched my cheek and wiped away my tears.

"here let my brother help me put him to bed"

I also gave Naura's body to Gus hafidz to lay on the bed.

"how do you feel now Heum? is there any part of the body that hurts?"

now Gus hafidz sat before me tightly clasping my hand, I just shook my head in response.

I looked at my husband with sadness, and there was guilt and sadness in my heart.

"forgive Abang because that time has made you misunderstand, forgive Brother because the misunderstanding makes you hurt and wretched, he said, forgive brother because the misunderstanding also makes you unable to hug our daughter when first born into this world. Brother regrets all the mistakes you've made, but one thing you should know, Brother loves you more than anything and anyone. You cannot afford to lose you, Brother__"

"well, nur believes in brother"

I said cut off his unfinished words.

"nur is sure that Abang loves nur and also can not lose nur. without brother said nur can see the love and loss of that from Brother's long hair and a thick beard of Brother"

as soon as Gus hafidz smiled at what I said to him, he was embarrassed to realize that I noticed his changed appearance.

her body that looks thinner, her hair is long and her beard is thick but still looks neat. so looks different from the appearance of my husband who used to be.

"yes, Brother has not had time to cut his hair and tidy up the beard Abang 😁"

"yes no papa ko Abang is still the same as before, still handsome and dashing"

"yes? well, it turns out that after the coma of his wife Brother became more clever to praise people"

I just smiled in the arms of my husband who I missed all this time.

Thank God, you still gave me a chance to reunite with my little family.

may through this test, our faith be stronger, our love stronger, and our happiness more complete.