My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Curiosity

the time showed pkl 19.45 wib of study was completed and we immediately held the congregation prayer.after we finished we all returned to our respective dormitories, there was 15 minutes for us to get ready to learn the boarding school lessons each. but walopun studied each and every and freely but we were supervised by ustadzah in each room. the rules during the study or mutolaah we used to call it, every santri must keep a book or book that will be reviewed outside the closet, there should be no chatting, should not be sleepy, should not be, and can not open the closet until the mutolaah is finished. if anyone violates then after completion of the mutholaah there will be a call to the amni court to get a sentence. the bell reads the sign mutholaah immediately began.

"alkalamu huwa lafdul murokkabu mufiidzu bilwadh'i waaqsammuhu tsalasatun Ismun wafi'lun waharfun jaa lilmakna,," heard some santri princess is memorizing the temple of jurumiyah book

"farrojulu man ro'yun song shooibun wayusaawiru," there are also those who are memorizing the temple book ta'lim muta'lim

what a beautiful sight, impossible to find out there. Thank God my parents are not graduates of pesantren but they put me into a pesantren so that I can learn more here not only about religion, but many lessons that I can here, about independence, about self-reliance, cohesiveness, care and much more.

pkl 21.00 wib bell again reads the sign mutholaah is finished and the ustadzah return to their respective rooms.I see alisya is leaning in front of his closet, like there was something he was thinking because his gaze was only fixed in one direction.I was about to approach his eyebrows but suddenly a call turned my gaze away from his eyebrows

"yes why Hafsah?" I said to Hafsah who called my name

"ka Nur ustadzah early asked antum to make it to his room for a while"

"oh yes soon there" I returned to see alisya, and still with the same position.later I might ask after returning from the room ustadzah early.

"ukhti nurain another week of the accountability hearing of the manager, usually time does not perk quickly pass ana want to ask anti to complete all records about the activities of the princess and the absence of all the princess santri, ana also wants to ask for records of income and expenses that have been used to buy books, newspapers and Islamic magazines" said ustdzah early after I was in her room. he is one of the supervisors of management, especially in the field of education that I now carry his mandate.

"iya unstdzah insyaallah as fast as he is" I replied kindly

"three more days please give it to ana well the note" he continued

"yes, Syukron yes, Afwan has disrupted his time" he smiled again

"no papa unstdzah do not disturb ko, if so please excuse me first assalamualaikum" I leave from the early ustadzah room and go straight back to my room. I saw the others had the title of each mattress about to sleep but assyila was still in the same position as before. I went straight to him, because me and Asyila were indeed one room.

"asyila" I gently touched her shoulder so she would wake up from her daydream

"eummm, uh yes why nur" she seemed to have just realized my presence

"others have been on the title of a mattress preparing to sleep, ko anti ana perhatiin from the rich who were dreaming"

"well, I don't realize that everything is a hee bed" she smiled as if she was doing fine, even though I didn't know what was going on but I'm sure she wasn't okay

"syil, is there a problem?" ask me slowly because I am afraid to be heard by others

"don't ko nur, just happened to be delicious ana again daydreaming" he said

"sure?" I'm still trying to get her to share with me

"iya sure ko, already anti also ready to go to sleep at night" he smiled again, as if giving confidence to me that he was really good.