My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Hugged

this morning, my legs felt a little stiff and painful due to the effects of last night's rattan punches, but at least my heart was calm unlike yesterday, he said, it's all because the nanny's mom gave me some really touching advice last night, not only that, but, I saw from the look in his eyes like there was no doubt about me even though he did not offend about the letter from Gus hafidz, he said, but I know he understood why I did not answer honestly before the rest of ustadzah and the other santriwati, and I also believe he must know who the author of the letter was. I was actually ashamed, I was ashamed, when he opened and read the contents of the letter but what is possible for all has already been done.

"assalamualaikum" I heard someone say a greeting in the doorway of my room

"waalaikumsalam wr wb" answered me and the others in my room

"uh, Iam here come in" Widia told Maryam who was just pecking at the door.

I know it's Maryam, because her voice is familiar to me. I see at a glance she looks at me and then looks at Widia.

"have already entered here, would you like to meet Nurain right? or assyila? if Asyila is still in the bathroom, but if nurain,,, again finish the book in front of her closet" said Widia while glancing at me at a glance. actually I do not care about the arrival of Maryam, actually, it's just me,,,,,, it's just me, it's, uh, it's, it's, uh, it's just me, it's, uh, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's just, it's, it's just me, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's just, it's just, it's, it's just me, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, uh, it's, it's just, it's, it's just, it's, it's, it's, uh, it's just, it's, uh, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's,,,,

"nur," Maryam approached me with a slightly doubtful face

"yes Iam, why" I replied with a smile and a quick glance and put the books and books back in my closet.

"can you talk to me for a second?" ask her again still with a doubtful face, maybe she was afraid that I would ignore her like yesterday

"talk aja Iam, ana listen ko" answered me still busy with my book and book

"but not here, in the back yard can you?"

I stared at her for a while, then nodded my head in agreement at her request.After I put on the hijab, we walked out into the backyard, because today's exam class XII schedule his afternoon so we have a little free time.

"nur,, anti still angry with ana?" asked her when we were both sitting on a chair that was already commonplace on the grass behind our room.I was silent, not immediately answering her question.

"nur,, Afwan. ana does not mean to be anti-punished. ana really-do not know if the letter is anti-disposal. sorry also ana did not say the same anti if the letter ana simple back" continued again.I am still silent while continuing to look straight ahead.

"nur,, if it is necessary to let ana say the same ustadzah and mother caregiver if anti is not wrong, this is just a misunderstanding. ana wants to testify to it" Maryam began to shed her tears upon seeing me as if there was no response to what she said

"so, have you not been angry with Ana nur?" ask Maryam to make sure

"god willing" I replied with a smile to reassure him

"Alhamdulillah, Shukron ya nur" Maryam immediately embraced me with her glee.

"yes,, yes, ah don't hug her" my guyon while releasing his embrace.

"biarin, if lebay is not our name" Maryam hugged me again

"dihh, us? anti aja keles is not ana hihi"

we laughed together as usual, no more anger, no more silence, all was done about the misunderstanding between me and Maryam. that's how we never get angry with each other for more than a day, even that may be the longest because usually if we have a problem or there is a misunderstanding that must be finished and better at that time, too, but this time it seems a little bit more then it takes a little time for us to forgive each other hehe

"yeah, shall we have breakfast? definitely not breakfast yet" said Maryam who already knows my habit of delaying breakfast time

"do you know ana hasn't had breakfast?" ask me back

"know it, it's anti kabababutu anti kalo not invited to breakfast first where want to idep himself. anyways from earlier ana nungguin anti in the kitchen for breakfast taunya even not nongol"

"so sweet really until the rich attention to ana hehe" I poked Maryam's chin to tease her

"what the hell di, the makeup of that makeup. ticklish ithh, ana still normal know"

"haha, kirain"

I was most happy to tease Mary by poking her chin, because I know she would not like it the most if anyone did something like that to her including me, she said amusedly how it was. but instead I like to do it just to justify it. cruel also yes me, hihihi