My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home

My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Your sincere affection


one by one the ustadzah gave a rattan punch to our feet, each ustadzah hit the rattan as much as ten times.can you imagine how painful and painful our legs are? no one is not crying, including me. This is the first time my legs were hit to blue and purple, masayallah,, very sick, this is the new law of the world, this is the law of the world, it is unthinkable how sick and grievous the law of the Hereafter is. ighfirlii, Rabb,,,,, that is,,,


the ustadzah also returned to the dormitory Meraka, we are here still sitting with the pain of each leg. After the ustadzah completely disappeared from our sight, we are here, one by one we began to return to our rooms by touching each other, because our feet really hurt so a little difficult to walk.


I stayed alone, waiting for the nanny to see me. Because the usatadzah said mom wanted to talk to me directly. I did not think too much about what he wanted to say, he said, my focus at this time was to endure the pain in my legs.until the mother caregiver came, I immediately wanted to stand but he immediately forbade it, so that I remained in my position.I also obeyed him, he said, I bowed my gaze before him because of my shame and disdain for him.


"nur, here's where I'm trying to see her feet" the nanny approached me and tried to touch my feet, I was shocked and immediately avoided, because I was hesitant if my feet should be touched by her.


"no papa, here I want to see" he forced me, probably knowing if I'd been against him


"BI,,, please get water with the same compresses yes, all ointments that make ngobatin bruise yes" mother called BI Nani and immediately asked aunt to take the medicine, and then she asked her mother to take the medicine,


"iya neng" BI Nani also took what she had asked, I was still silently staring with a face that continued to look down. I don't know what the nanny's gonna talk to me about this I don't know.


"BI all please take a floor mattress in the corner of the guest room"


BI Nani also took back what I told her to do, when all the requested items are in front of my eyes asking me to shift a little then BI Nani held out the floor mattress that was brought by her.


"nur sleeps here yah" mother asked me to sleep on the mattress floor


"don't Mom don't papa" I subtly refused


"don't ma'am, just stay here" reject me once again


"it's the same mother, so her legs can be treated" said bi Nani who then held my shoulders and tried to get me to sleep on the mattress floor.


I looked at the mother's face for a while, then she nodded her head with her gentle smile, I couldn't resist anymore.


"here mom see her legs, nur position her prone yes so mom can ngobatin her feet nur"


"don't ma'am don't touch the legs inappropriate. Mother is a teacher nur, nur perasa,,,"


"feel what? it's the same mother, mother, mother's daughter, right?"


"but Ma'am,,"


"kalo mother angep nur putri mother, meaning the mother is also her mother nur in addition to the teacher nur also. whose name is a student or child should not obey the same orders of the teacher or her parents is not" she looked at me with a smile as sincere as my mother, and I could not refuse her any more.


I put this body on the bed, he began compressing my feet with warm water then apply the ointment on my feet. I cried seeing his treatment on me, he was so sincere, he was so sincere, she was so kind to me. I'm sorry I'm mom, if I let you down, if I can't make you proud.


mom, you're like my mom