My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
what happened to my sister

Agam POP

seeing my sister's attitude lately a little strange. started her who forced her to move to college in Indonesia, her appearance has begun to change, she said, in fact, he often went to Islamic studies by himself.

it's not that I don't like the change.it's just that it's too sudden, and I feel like there's something hidden by big brother right now.

"where's brother from?"

I asked when I saw my sister walking quickly to her room

"not finished from the outside tired of taking a break"

my brother continued his steps and entered his room without looking at me as he spoke.

I'm getting the feeling that there's something my brother is hiding right now, but what? I was confused by something I thought to myself.

"ka?"

I tried to get her to talk by knocking on her bedroom door

"moreover de? brother wants a tired break"

without opening the door of his room.

{gam, today so will you meet at the Heiller cafe?}

a WA message came in from my nice friend's time at the boarding house

{insyaallah so, this new want otw}

I immediately replied to a message from him

without waiting for my sister to come out, I immediately went to the cafe that had been promised.

"masyaallah gam, where are you. it is very difficult to contact since graduating from the cottage?"

good question when I was new nyampe and good already arrived at the cafe

"yes, I'm sorry Gus is so busy. How are you? college is good?"

"Alhamdulillah good all of it. how are you gam? in Turkey at home?"

"haha, if you don't get back here again"

"haha, really well, but ana is very cool, after a long time we can finally meet while hanging out again rich first"

"yes, really,, really,,"

we also dissolved in the chatter and joked Laughter as it used to be when in the cottage.

not much has changed from us, other than the busyness of each course.

"eh gam, ana wants to talk but you don't offend yah"

"by the way you don't have to talk much, not really anta"

"it's about nurain"

I was silent for a moment, actually not not not want to hear his name.just this heart is still in the process of forgetting him.

"ente ain't papa, is he?"

good words make sure my feelings

"no, why the same nurain"

"Ade ana will mondok there, continue before ana came here, ana abis jenguk Ade ana first. and he continued to say that this afternoon the cottage was made a scene, heboh, because there is a beautiful woman who Dateng to the house of my father to collect Gus hafidz's promise for his marriage. crazy not tuh"

hearing what was said by the good, it made me very surprised, because I couldn't imagine how it would feel to know that

"ente shadowin, if it's really Gus hafidz promise to marry other women. don't be happy deh ana how the feeling of nurain, especially in a state of great pregnancy now"

"WHAT?"

"ente don't know if nurain is pregnant again? haduh, where ever. in the group rame loh on the congratulations with him, because of our generation, she will be the first to be a great mother.well, gus hafidz hehe also tokcer"

well, I didn't know Nurain was pregnant. Because all this time I have chosen to leave the group temporarily.

I didn't know she was going to be a mother that fast.

whereas in the past, I had dreamed that she would be the mother of my children.hmm, but dreams are just dreams not to be real for me now.

~

"honey, where's Yasmin? ko hasn't come down yet?"

tanya mama, papah and I have gathered at the dinner table for breakfast

"don't know mah, this was very early in the morning already gone. said he wanted to take part in the dawn study at the mosque center"

"ko mamah feels weird lately with your sister. starting from her changed appearance, often go to the study continue__"

"it's mah, it's good Yasmin so want to wear hijab, not wear clothes that lack rich materials yesterday and most importantly he wants to return to live with us, he said, and continue his studies here"

the word papah cuts off the unfinished word mamah

"ih, not that pah. just yesterday when mamah entered his room, mamah accidentally saw a book that discusses polygamy. mamah does not understand the change of your brother who according to mamah so suddenly"

'polygamy? why do you read books about polygamy? do not-don't,,, ah, but it's not possible brother to rich that'

"why you, baby? daydream what?"

ask mamah who made me re-conscious daydreaming

"not mah, no longer daydreaming too"

"yes, now eat well baby. abis this you want to survey to which campus again?"

"oh, yeah, but don't go home at night, son"

"yes, inshaallah"

~

"uh, it's not that it's assyila"

nice to appoint a woman who uses a light blue robe with a matching hijab

"yes, his richness is assyila"

"we samperin yuk, itung-itung reunian.who knows he's here with nurain or Maryam, it's exciting so we can be nostalgic"

"don't worry, he won't be disturbed anymore"

"impossible, asyila his people cool. already yuk we samperin"

without waiting for my approval, it was good to pull my hand to follow his steps toward the assyila who was busy sorting through the books lined up

"assalamualaikum assyila"

nice greeting when we're near assyila

"waalaikumsalam wr wb, good? A gaam? kirain who knows you guys"

"iya syil, we happened to meet here. What else?"

ask a good question to Ashila

"just look for a book again"

"you guys?"

"sama, we are also looking for books while meeting kangen. by the way alone here? not the same as Nurain or Maryam? you're always the three of you"

"no, now they already have their own lives, so it's a little difficult if they go to jump on them"

"well, uh, by the way, not too busy? if we don't talk first yuk while talking what is it"

"can't happen to be busy anymore"

we went to a restaurant close to the bookstore.

"how much, what college major?"

good words while we were waiting for our order to come

"Alhamdulillah has not been to college.I still mondok first to deepen religious knowledge, only after that college insyaallah"

"subhanallah, it's appropriate that I notice that your appearance has indeed changed, so it's more graceful with a longer hijab than before, but that's good, I support you to make it better"

it is true, the appearance of Asyila is now much different from before. she becomes calmer, more graceful with her clothes, and also becomes more charismatic.

I was also made pangling when I saw it again.

"by the way, I noticed that Agam was silent.Why? is there something you're thinking?"

ask Asyila who realized her silence me, and just listen to the conversation between nice and her

"his rich Agam was smitten to see your new appearance shil"

"ah, good overrated"

"but indeed, I am amazed and salute your change in shil.and I pray that you Istiqomah in goodness"

"amen, O Allah, amen, Shukron, do your do'a and support"

said Asyila while cupping both palms on her chest.

after a few minutes we chatted, Ashila had to leave first, because there was something she had to take care of.

being me and good is still cool to stay here, just chatting while chatting.

'are yasmin? what is he doing here?'

ask me in my heart, when I was about to go to the toilet accidentally I saw ka yasmin with someone who might be his friend.

"did the hafidz have you contacted Yas?"

I tried to eavesdrop on the conversation between Yasmin and her friend behind a wall not far from their seat.

"nothing, don't call me, I WA he's not in reply. I'm afraid that yesterday's events will even make hafidz hate me nad"

"emm, maybe the hell, but at least his parents must have asked his child to keep his promise, right? moreover, polygamy in our religion is not prohibited.well later, if he has married you, then you apologize"

"but I feel guilty when I see his wife who is pregnant nad, I'm afraid she is thinking and has an effect on the baby in her bladder"

"oh, Yasmin you're so much better anyway.it's not possible that way"

"are you sure?"

"it is not necessary to think, the important thing is we wait until tomorrow, if the hafidz has not been cheating, you come again to his house to keep his promise"

o Allah it turns out that the woman who was told well at that time was Yasmin's sister.

he deliberately came to the cottage only to create a misunderstanding between Gus hafidz and nurain.

oh my brother, why is it so? until you justify all means just for the sake of being with Gus hafidz!

astaghfirullah,,, the,,,

"time anyway?