My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Kania and his food

"we go down here only Gus" I said as we were about to enter the gate of the boarding school

"in front of the house just go down so you don't need to walk, quite far away from the gate" he said without looking at us

"here Gus can't help us walk a little" Kania now speaks

"don't you, papa did not stop at the cottage alem insyaallah safe, right fidz? there's Gus here hee" Gus Alif's turn to answer

with a forced me and Kania also obey the words of Gus hafidz and Gus Alif to stop inside the cottage.

when we arrived, the atmosphere of the cottage was quite quiet because this was indeed the hour of learning for each santri after carrying out the schedule of their respective study classes.

"Syukron Gus has given us a ride" Kania and I bowed our heads in thanks

"ma'asyukri, you don't have to worry about ana talking to me about you coming home with ana"

"iya Gus, once again thank you. We excuse us first assalamualaikum" Kania took me as we walked towards the dorm. At first glance I looked back, somehow I wanted to see Gus hafidz before entering the dormitory, I wanted to see Gus Hafidz, and it turned out he was still standing while looking at us. I immediately turned my gaze back to the front. 'so deg-degan not because gini' I hold my own chest.

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"masyaallah nur ko drenched in gini" assyila hurriedly approached me when she saw me enter the room between Kania, and, though I had asked Kania to enter his room first when passing through his room, but he did not want to be afraid I suddenly fainted because of the cold. though our room was not until 100 CM hee

"yes, earlier there was a long incident if told. mending now anti bring nurain into fear abis this he was not only cold but also hot cold because abis diantir his heart" kania said with a soft tone

"what the hell can" I nudged his elbow

"who is it?" ask asyila curiously

"well, who else if not Gus hafidz hehe. already excuse me first want to go to the room ana, immediately change her clothes nur so do not have a fever. Ayuk syil, assalamualaikum" Kania passed by leaving me and Asyila.

there was no word from Asyila after hearing what Kania said just now.

"shil, "" I looked at her face intently

"what nur,," said Asyila without looking at me. she was busy looking for a towel hanging behind the closet

"so, I'm the same Kania he means. accidentally met Gus hafidz on the road, then we come home with Gus hafidz. earlier we already nolak but his cousin Gus hafidz, he said, Gus Alif forced us to join fear there is no more angkot to go home. Besides Gus hafidz is also not alone, he is together,,,"

"nur,, anti no need to explain. ana no papa ko, no, precisely ana seneng anti sama Kania came home safely because the rain was so big ana same Maryam until anti hawatir still did not come home even though the day was getting dark" asyila touched my hand as if to convince me that she was completely fine

"yes now anti change clothes first, the abis take medicine reject wind or honey so as not to catch a cold. ana wants to go outside first want to the canteen of young water angel happens to be water gallon in this room abis not filled yet"

"shil,,"

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the next day I woke up when I heard the morning prayer ringing.My head was a little dizzy, and I saw that there was no one in the room. maybe all of them have gone to the mosque to perform the congregational dawn prayer.I stand about to go to the bathroom to take ablution water, but it feels like my head is getting sicker.

"do you want to go to the bathroom?"

"yes, lail"

"yes let Laila Anter yes, Laila happens to not pray anymore"

"don't don't papa can alone ko"

"no papa let Laila Anter aja, it was the same Widia ukhti asyila asked Laila to nganter ukhti to the bathroom when she woke up"

"ko no one woke up earlier for congregational prayer" asked me curiously after hearing the explanation of Laila my younger class sister

"yes, deliberately not awakened. about her said Uti Widia ka nur fever so her prayers here only"

yes I did feel my body a little feverish, probably because of the rain that made me soaked all the way to get here. I went to the bathroom with Laila's papah because my head was really sick.

"nur, eat the porridge first well, the abis take medicine" assyila gave me a bowl of porridge and Paracetamol

"assalamualaikum, please, let's go see nurain" I heard Kania's voice on my doorstep

"you guessed it, surely will be a fever right. nih ana bawain porridge, medicine, vitamins this same" Kania put a bag of crackles large enough to contain bread, milk, fruits and other foods.

"yes Allah Kania really attention is the same, later if you are sick you should be treated as well as Kania" Widia said as she walked over to us

"haha, the hunt disperse us" Kania said with a crisp laugh

"eh, this is the porridge of mang oseng which is across the road. ko anti can buy this? you can't get out of the cottage" Widia said as she opened the porridge box that Kania brought

"iya-it-anu-tadi nitip same BI Nani fit again clean at home mom. incidentally BI Nani want to buy porridge in front for mother and family so" answered Kania explained.

but I'm a little weird because I can't seem like I'm confused when I want to answer Widia's question.

"wisss, Kania again a lot of money nih rich to buy this much food, the same medicine vitamin is also complete. rich in abis from pharmacies aja can" again Widia asked Kania after seeing what Kania had brought for me

"ihh, anti kepo really. have no need to buy this ana where.the point is halal and given specifically for nurain with sincere seikhlas his tree. have eaten first his porridge abis is medicine and vitamins are okay" Kania gave the porridge she brought to me

asyila just kept quiet without a word, no questions came out of her mouth. I don't know what was on her mind. But I myself was busy with my thoughts about Kania and the food she brought. is this really all of her? do I feel like there's something strange about Kania? heemmm