My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Special Two POV

Nurain POP

after being satisfied shopping, I, Farah and umma decided to eat first because incidentally Brother also had not come to pick up.

"umma we eat it at the cafe sebrang aja yuk, there the menu is delicious. Farah often eats there"

ning Farah said as we were about to find a place to eat inside the mall

"if umma anyway follow me, but kasian nurain must be tired if you have to walk first to sebrang"

umma gently caressed my head

"not ko umma, insyaallah nur not tired. anyways not too far from here"

"yes already gini aja, the groceries we tucked first in the daycare goods. abis that we just walk there, let Farah's sweet tea nur so will not be too tired. that's it"

"okay deh, if umma dutifully the daughters of umma"

Ning Farah and umma walked towards the daycare to leave all our groceries, while I just sat there waiting.

in silence, I remembered the incident this morning.I somehow felt that Gus hafidz's gaze on Doctor Aisyah, was his gaze towards me.

would I be ready if what I felt was the truth? ah, her sense is that no woman wants to share her taste with another woman.

though I once asked doctor Aisyah to marry Gus hafidz. But now, just imagine her heart is so afraid.

"son, let's go get some food first"

suddenly umma's soft hand touched my shoulder

"why you, baby? you crying?"

tanya umma as I wipe away the tears that had fallen with my hands.

"no umma, just a flickering"

I try to hide what I'm worried about

"or is there any tea tasted? like sick or something?"

now Ning Farah who asked with a tone that was no less worried about her with umma

"no ko Ning, it was just a glint, really"

"yeah, if there's anything you have to say yes the same umma. don't keep it yourself"

"yes umma"

I replied with a knotty smile, and we immediately walked towards a cafe that was meant by Ning Farah.

"where is rah's cafe? far away?"

tanya umma as we just took a few steps

"yes Allah umma, how many steps we have. it is before our eyes cafenya"

ning Farah said as she pointed at the cafe which is not far from us

"but that's why the rame is well"

ning Farah pointed at a crowd not far from the cafe

"Dad"

suddenly a hijab-wearing woman ran towards the crowd

"umma, let's see yuk lest it's ka aisy"

ning Farah said, and we immediately walked towards the crowd. I vaguely saw a woman with a long hijab, being hugged by a man, maybe it was her husband.

we were getting closer but could not see her face because the woman was wearing a veil, while the man turned his back on us.

'but, ko his men are like,, ah where possible'

I try to get rid of my bad thoughts.

"Dragon"

ning Farah's voice made the man who was hugging the woman tightly look towards us.

I just look at it with that feeling,,, DESTROY

my husband hugged a woman who was none other than his own best friend, a woman who had loved him and it was witnessed by many people including me.

"Abang, you have heart"

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POV GUS HAFIDZ

how surprised I was when I saw Nurain was on the side not far from me.

he saw me who was hugging Aisyah tightly, because it was pulling her body that was almost hit by a mini bus.

I immediately let go of my embrace, and turned to look towards Nurain who was staring at me with tearful eyes.

"nur,, Abang"

without hearing my explanation, Nurain immediately turned his back and walked away from me.

I tried to catch up with him, but he ran as if he did not want to be approached by me.

"nur,, Dengerin Abang first darling.you misunderstand, Brother can explain all of it"

in step I tried to invite him to talk, so that he would stop his steps.

"sad Brother beg you to cry first Brother well, you do not run, remember there is our baby in your body"

this time Nurain stopped his steps.

"honey, Brother,,,"

"Abang could be the same nur, just this morning said that Abang did not have a taste in doctor Aisyah, but now Abang even hugged with her in public. is Abang not ashamed heh?"

he said while raising his palm so that I would not draw near to him.

"this is a misunderstanding dear, Brother had wanted to save Aisyah who almost got hit by a car. You believe it was the same brother?"

I said while trying to get close to her in order to touch her.

"don't go near the bang, nur don't want to be close to Brother. Bad brother, brother has the same with us"

she cried while holding tightly to her large stomach.Seeing that her sense of my heart was hurt, because it had made the mother of my son cry.

"Abang will not be close to you, but we talk about this well at home. now we go home baby"

there was no answer from him, he just turned his body away and stopped a taxi passing across the street.

without hearing my call, Nurain stepped wanting to cross the road, but when his feet just stepped suddenly,,,,

BUKKK

a motor had already hit his body.

"sad"

immediately I ran towards her, lifting her body that was lying on the asphalt.

"Abang, sick"

she said while holding her stomach.

fresh blood flowed from his temples, legs and hands. umma, Farah, Aisyah and the people around directly ran towards us.

without thinking long I immediately ran to pick up the car and asked Farah to hold the body of the nurain first.

"we're taking it straight to fidz's hospital"

said Aisyah who entered the car, as well as umma and Farah.

no words came out of my mouth, only tears like her could not be compromised.

'yes Allah, for the first time the servant feels great fear.The servant is afraid of losing his wife and son.Do not take them now from my side, I beg you, I beg you, give us a chance to feel the pleasure of having a small family in this world. I am very afraid of Allah'

"nur, anti is still conscious right? ana beg you anti can be strong, istighfar yes, ana please"

said Aisyah who while stroking the head of Nurain so that her consciousness is not lost.

occasionally I see from the rearview mirror, the naked eye is still open, but his breathing seems to start irregular, his lips unceasingly call God's asthma

"honey, my brother beg you to be strong well. soon we reach the hospital, you are patient well"

for the first time, I said accompanied by sobs in front of others. Because my heart cannot lie, I was very afraid to lose the rain.

'please save the wife and son of the servant O Allah'😭