My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Prejudice

once in the kitchen we met with Hanifah and Ashila, who also happened to have not had breakfast.I greet asyila with a smile but asyila did not reply, he turned his eyes to Maryam as if he ignored my greeting with a smile.

"syil hasn't had breakfast yet? earlier ana to nyariin nur room same anti as well, but said anti Widia is still in the bathroom so ana same nurain first, sorry yes" said Maryam as if feeling guilty and bad because she did not invite asyila, all of you, maybe he forgot when we were talking together in the back or maybe Maryam knew that she wasn't going to talk to me.

"yes no papa Iam, there is still Hanifah ko who has not eaten so there is no cement, yes you have continued ana the same Hanifah first yes back to the dorm" asyila said that she had breakfast before us

"hurry is very shil, here we used to tell stories with Hanifah too, right?" I tried to get her to talk again, wanting to know how her response would still be indifferent to me, what happened to Asyila? is he angry with me because, uh,,,

"it just so happens that something has to be done by me, we excuse me assalamualaikum" Asyila immediately walked away from us before we answered her greetings, even as she said her eyes did not see me.

"we go first" continued Hanifah while waving her hand to us with a smile, which then followed behind her.

mary and I looked at each other, we were both astonished by her attitude as if foreign, especially towards me. when she liked the story among us the most, he's the one who likes to hang out with us the most, he's the one who likes us the most, but now it's just the opposite of him as if he's avoiding us or just me.

"nur, this abis we learn together in the saung Deket pond yuk fish let there is an atmosphere of the adem-adem so that" said Maryam when we were almost finished eating our breakfast, Maryam didn't talk at all about that idiotic attitude towards me. Maybe she didn't want to make me think or maybe she didn't want to make me misunderstand Asyila, I don't know.

"may" I answered simply

"i'm not so excited, did he answer?" Maryam seems to know that my mind is not focused "on assyila do not have to think, God willing she is fine even though ana also does not know why, why, but God willing later if he already wants to tell the same story we must he will be the same story as us" continued Maryam tried to entertain me with her words as if knowing the contents of my mind that focuses on ashila

"yes, maybe he again needs his own first Iam. ana is too baper"

"yes we have to go to the dormitory now yuk, while getting ready to learn in the saung"

we stepped out of the kitchen, there was no one there but us and the aunts who used to cook in the kitchen because almost all the santri had breakfast, and maybe we were the last.

in the room, I immediately prepared the book that I wanted to study for the exam schedule today. After finishing I immediately put on the hijab and was about to go out to Maryam's room first. I saw Asyila was sitting in front of her closet turned her back to me, earlier I also wanted to invite her but I undo it. Maybe for a while I just avoid her, just avoid her, until he wanted to tell me and tell me the truth of his own will. said that he was, actually, that I still thought about it is not necessarily what I think is right.

"want to learn what lessons first? let us ask each other" asked Maryam when we had sat sweetly in the saung overlooking the fish pond

"how rich is English?" ask me while opening my book

"may, starting from ana to anti-well, her question of grammar is basic first"

"okay ready"

"he's mah, even laughing and answering" said Maryam at the sight of me instead of answering and laughing at him

"yes, yeah, yeah, just think about it.

eummm, Adverb is a word used to describe how an activity occurs or how someone does something. In short, this adverb is a word used to describe a verb adjective, or other adverb. For example, slowly, carefully, often, never, high, shyly, loudly etc"

"mash God, bravo, bravo, bravo, bravo, "" said Maryam, clapping in response to my English response

"thank you,, thank you, for the applause. Honestly I was surprised I didn't expect to be this smart and smart" my goyon with a tearful expression on my face as if overwhelmed by the appreciation.

"huuuu, to PD an" Maryam pulled the front end of my hijab

"hahaha,, justin, said ustadz Saepul also prioritizes PDWG confident even though fried" I re-justified my hijab position that had been pulled by Maryam

"ease his joke,, now markinj*t to his next question" I said again

"what the heck markinj*t,, slovenly he mah"

"what the hell? dirty ko? that's his anti-slovenly thoughts,, heuheu, people abbreviation let's continue ko,,,, hahahhaha" said I accompanied by laughter

"he's all it can be" she, Maryam snapped my forehead out loud

"hhh,, habit! look out for ana bales"

"sook bales, at most anti-hit feet"

"don't dong,, his threat to his feet mah, still this original pain mah" I put a face mimic asking for pity

"haha, then his joke first, the daytime learning is not right anymore"

"okay Bu ustadzah, manut Bae Kulo mah,,,"

we continue our learning with a little in the joke season so as not to be boring. one by one the lessons we have murojaah carefully, murojaah, although later after the test we do not know whether what we learn will be on the question paper or not. but clearly we have tried, the effort that God willing always accompanied by do'a. as for the results we submit later to the ustadzah and ustadz we must also leave it to ALLAH the owner of qodho and qodhar, and the best giver of the results. inshaallah,,,