My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Reception

the day that will arrive is the day of the event for our wedding reception which was delayed long enough after our wedding.

me and my husband in his makeup deserve a bride.

many relatives of the Gus hafidz family that I have not known and I have seen before.

"where, look at the bride"

I heard someone behind the door talking

"yes, Nisa also wants to meet her wife hafidz"

"assalamualaikum"

"waalaikumsalam wr"

answer me and the makeup artist together.

"we'd like to meet with the bride, is it okay?"

"maybe ma'am, happens to be done in makeup"

answered the makeup artist to a mother I don't know what her name is.

"assalamualaikum"

my greeting to the two women who were standing right in front of me, but they did not immediately answer, they instead looked at each other like they were confused when they saw me.

"Mom"

I said while kissing the mother's hand and then alternated with a woman who was the same age as Doctor Aisyah.

"are you Aisha his wife hafidz?"

ask the mother to me

"no, I nurain his wife Gus hafidz"

"nurain? isn't his wife hafidz her name is Aisyah? but indeed your face is like not Aisyah, even though I have only met once twice but I remember very well with Aisyah's face"

said a woman who was the same age as doctor Aisyah.

"i am not Aisyah's doctor, I nurain santri alumni here who married Gus hafidz"

"oh"

The two women answered, but with a look I did not understand.

"greetings, we are brothers of his Babah hafidz"

they smiled at me, but a stiff smile was forced

"yeah, excuse us, assalamualaikum"

"waalaikumsalam wr"

"are you ready, baby?"

suddenly Gus hafidz came in a suit that matched the color of the dress I was wearing.

for a moment I was fascinated by the good looks of my husband who was getting charismatic when wearing a suit

"you're so beautiful, maybe even the angel there is also jealous of your beauty"

"Abang nih, if muji likes to be too embarrassed to know at the same hearing mbak fairies"

"why should I be ashamed, but my wife is beautiful. isn't she?"

"iya Gus, it's really pretty"

answer mebak tiasa stylist respond to the words of Gus hafidz

"that's what you said"

"Abang is also handsome, dashing again if you wear such a rich suit"

"hhh, what the hell"

"haha, frown at him. But Syukron for his praise.yeah now you wear the veil first abis it we to the hall, the event already want to start"

I nodded, then Gus hafidz immediately took my hand to walk towards the boarding hall where the event was held.

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outside the hall there are many guests who stand to welcome my arrival and gus hafidz accompanied by the fences of Ayu and bandirs who perform Islamic dances or commonly called traditional ceremonies.

while the father, Babah, umma and his entire family followed us behind regularly according to the direction of the host.

one by one the events are read and done by me and Gus hafidz as the main characters in this reception.

there was haru, funny, his tree full of impressions that are very meaningful and deep, especially for me, who felt very moved when one by one the scholars prayed for blessings for the harmony of our two households.

"hafidz, congratulations brother for his marriage. I guess Lo became married to Aisyah, you know it is not. know that I keep deketin first who knows my soul mate right? if I can give you advice dear loh loh you have to take off the diamond. Aisyah is beautiful, well, pinter, the son of a businessman anyway."

Gus hafidz looked intently at the man before him.I don't know who he was, but I think his words were disrespectful and his facial expressions were also like scorn to my husband

"and not good to see people, many who digantri also behind the hunt the same way people"

the man next to her tried to remind her.

"yes, I'm patient, this is also I want to walk. yes it is once again safe for both of you"

the man came down from the pelaminan with a friend next to him.

"you don't have to hear what you said before, he was like that a long time ago"

I just nodded in response to what my husband said.

many guests were still passing by greeting and greeting us, so without feeling my body was very tired and my head began to get dizzy. Even when someone greeted me, my body was very tired, I just smiled without replying with words or questions, maybe because I was too tired.

"nur, my dear, my dear friend"

My best friend Maryam, who I had hoped for since morning was present at my show, but she just came with her husband who is also an ustadz who teaches in this cottage.

"Afwan well, ana just came about her was jammed in the street"

"yes, no papa, no ko ngerti"

"yes already there first well, many are queuing behind. once again congratulations well, hopefully anti and Gus hafidz soon in the grace of momongan"

whisper it to me and then walk straight down, because the guest queue is still very long.

"why you, baby? rich that lemes?"

asked Gus hafidz who was aware of the changes of my body that were not as fit as before.

"a little tired maybe bang, but nur no papa ko"

"are you sure you're not papa? many guests are still coming and congratulating us. Brother is afraid you even become sick, if you are tired you better rest so that Brother welcomes the guests"

"don't ko bang, nur no papa. not good also time Brother welcome his guests alone is not funny bride if limping"

I said a little guyon so that Gus hafidz was not too worried about my condition.

"you can do it"

gus hafidz said as he stroked my head gently.

"hafidz you better invite nurain to eat first, it's very noon, you have not eaten anything. let umma and Babah who welcome the guests"

umma, who had been sitting with us, approached to remind us to have lunch first

"iya umma, if so hafidz and nurain down first"

Gus hafidz also memapah me which is a little difficult to walk because wearing a dress that is quite complicated, to leave the guarantee for a while.

but this step was like very difficult, because the dizziness in my head was already very unstoppable.

slowly I stepped on my legs, but my vision seemed to blur. gradually my body grew weaker, and finally dark was blocking my eyes so that my body lost balance.