My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Invitation

"teh nur, the day after the USG schedule again right?"

farah asked as I was sitting in the back garden looking at the fish in the pond with my husband

"yes Ning, God willing"

answer me with a smile

"Farah follow well, want to see the gender.who knows the USG can now look at what the gender is. about her then her position is always no coincidence"

"then his marriage spit dong, let's have a baby of his own"

gus hafidz said

"what's his business. anyways want to finish college first.responsibility two more semesters"

for a moment I was silent to hear the words of King Farah.right, my mother always told me to be able to balance between science and religion.

from my generation, only me and Maryam are married and even soon I will be a mother.

almost all of her friends continued her education, including Maryam.

although married, but she continued her education.and assyila, soon she will also be followed Maryam make a list to college.

and I'm here? is there a chance for me to continue my education? let alone for activities outside the home, even to get up and stand alone my husband who is always on standby to help me.

because the stomach is getting bigger makes me a little difficult to move and of course I also become easily exhausted.

"why you, baby? ko daydreaming?"

Gus hafidz touched my shoulder

"don't ko bang, Ning here sit down, don't stand there"

take me to Ning Farah who had just stood across the pond that was not too wide

Ning Farah walked up to us, and sat down next to Gus hafidz.

"yesterday you didn't run out of Aisha de's house?"

gus hafidz said to Ning Farah

"oh yes, astaghfirullah Farah forgot. yesterday ka aisy nitip parcel for tea nur, continue to say his Afwan seven-month event time can not be present. about his sudden emergency patient"

"oh well, you think he's sick, but thank God he's all right"

somehow hearing the words of Gus hafidz who was worried about Doctor Aisyah made me a little jealous.

because I feel there is a sense that my husband does not realize to doctor Aisyah.not that I doubt his feelings for me, it's just that, I don't dare to conclude it, I don't know yet, because I myself was afraid of the conclusions I made later.

"Farah take the parcel first"

"don't go Ning, you won't be papa"

prevent me when Ning Farah was about to stand up from her chair

"yes, I won't be papa"

connect Gus hafidz

"okay, oh yeah bang, Ade's got some shocking news from ka aisy"

"what news is it?"

asked Gus hafidz curious, as well as I who was also curious

"eumm, what, then, let ka aisy herself who sampein to Abang and others"

"huuu, why do you say that the edges do not want to tell"

"hehe, let you be curious. yes ah Farah want to go inside first, please Abang same tea nur continue relaxing"

then Ning Farah went inside, while I and Gus hafidz were still at home sitting relaxed while looking at the fish in the pond.

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"neng watch out"

BI Nani swiftly pulled my arm that was almost hit by hot water from the thermos I was holding

AAWS

"astaghfirullah, why not"

bi nani crouched down in front of me to see the condition of my feet that were slightly exposed to hot splashes

"don't ko bi not papa, but it's his flask broke"

I pointed at the flask I had fallen on because of the reflex that slipped out of my hand

"This bell, still thinking of thermos. let auntie get ointment well let's not blister her skin"

I just nodded in response

"BI, let's just not papa. not good time nur foot in touch aunty"

I tried to take the ointment that was in BI Nani's hands

"don't you let aunty alone, anyways neng neng neng can be alone? my stomach is big too"

"he forgot BI"

"why is this? rich who dreamt it. indeed think what?"

ask bi Nani while applying ointment on my feet

"no bi, no more thinking about anything"

"later, if you want anything, say auntie yeah"

"no papa BI, just want to brew milk only ko"

"where is Gus hafidz? gus Hafidz is also the man who made it"

"Again close together the ustadz and ustadzah, make preparation for study toor class IX"

"oh pantes, yes already now aunt Anter neng into well. let aunt later anterin her milk"

"but BI, nur want to finish the thermos first"

"don't need to neng, let aunty aja.kil ya, if you want to help a good child always refuse, because do not want to take care of others"

"aunt can be"

"why mut?"

asked Gus Lutfi who had just come from outside

"no papa, just a little hot water"

answer me with a smile

"Lutfi calls you Brother yah"

"don't, ka mut no papa ko. anyways his brother should not be disturbed"

"mending a minute with Gus Lutfi ka mutnya. aunty wants to go to the kitchen first, want to make milk for Dede baby"

now BI Nani is speaking

"okay deh, Luthfi also want milk that bi,,, eh but do not deh jus aja"

"okay ready, Gus the handsome aunt"

then BI Nani went into the kitchen, while Gus Lutfi accompanied me while playing with so many toys

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"honey, said Lutfi earlier you to flush hot water? whereabouts? let Brother treat"

"not to flush bang, maybe more precisely keciprat. anyways have been treated ko sama Bibi"

"just like, the core is also hit by hot water"

"It must be tired, make tea or juice well"

"no need, you are here aja Temenin Abang. anyways Abang is just a meeting not a roda job. anyone wants to talk to you"

he hugged me from behind.

"from yesterday you were a little pendiem, why? brother's wife thinks you want to go to college?"

"ko you know?"

ask me who is surprised because gus hafidz can know what I think

"you know, you can guess the contents of your head. indeed his wife Abang who Sholehah is willing to major in college Hem later?"

"his words know the contents of my head, his time still want to take what majors"

"okay, you know you'll want to major in Quranic tafsir or Arabic literature right!"

"ko you know again?"

once again I was shocked by Gus hafidz's guess was indeed true.I myself have never expressed my wishes, but my husband seemed to know what I wanted.

"what the hell don't you know"

"what's emang?"

"well, what? kan Abang nanya must you answer dong not behind nanya"

"burning,, funny"

"hahaha, now you're serious about asking, your wife really wants to go to college?"

I nodded while looking at Gus hafidz

"okay Brother must support wholeheartedly, but later after our child is born and you are also really ready to start from mental and health, we just register for college.how?"

"What is ngizinin nur?"

"yup"

Gus hafidz nodded without hesitation, and it made me very happy, having the support of my husband to continue my education.

"Syukron Brother"

I hugged my husband tightly.

"and one more thing, you want to take you tomorrow to go for a picnic after coming home from USG"

"mashallah, nur aja almost forgot the same desire nur that. even brother who ngingetin, Syukron, Syukron, very much Yes Brother

~

once again I hugged my husband's body in excitement.

my husband is the best husband in the world. Syukron Brother 😇

~

"how is Aunt Rini? the baby put me on a boy what's a girl?"

ning Farah asked enthusiastically, while I was being examined by doctor Rini

"eumm, wait a minute, now it's looking, baby, girl"

answer doctor Rini while continuing to focus on the USG monitor screen

"Tante sure"

ask Ning Farah again

"god, you can see it on the monitor dear"

"subhanallah, yes Aunt. Thank God I will have a female influence that must be beautiful and funny, so I can't wait to be a sling"

"happy well baby, you and the baby are also Alhamdulillah healthy.hopefully continue like this until labor will arrive"

"amen O Allah amen"

said me and Ning Farah in unison.

after finishing from the check, Ning Farah and I rushed to go home, but on the way, I went, we met with doctor Aisyah who happened to be visiting her best friend who happened to also practice in this hospital.

I hadn't seen her for a long time, even though I was wearing such a loose shirt and wearing a veil, but I could see that Doctor Aisyah had become thinner than before.

"doctor, nur wants to say thank you for the gift"

I said when we were on the way to the cottage.because it happened that doctor Aisyah also wanted to go to the cottage, so we were together to leave her.

"iya equally. sorry that time ana could not attend to her seven-monthly event"

"yes no papa ko dok, nur ngerti"

"ka Aisy to the house would like to tell you about yesterday, right?"

said Farah asking Aisyah doctor

"yes, inshaallah"

lapse of a few minutes, we also arrived at the cottage. the journey is not too long because the distance between the hospital and the cottage is not too far, just see us twenty minutes.

"well, there's Ayesha here, umma kangen very much with you"

with a gentle smile umma welcomed the arrival of doctor Aisyah.

"yes umma, sorry well aisy rarely come here"

"no papa baby, umma knows ko"

"honey, have you gone home__aisy?"

The new Gus hafidz came, as if transfixed at the sudden arrival of doctor Aisyah

"assalamualaikum hafidz"

"wa'alaikum salam"

we sat down in the living room chair, and the aunt brought us some drinking water

"umma, Aisy's arrival here actually wants to tell you that, next week Aisy wants an event__hitmahan"

doctor Aisyah said while looking down, and I could see her tears falling right then and there, but she was immediately removed

"hitba?"

the expression of Gus hafidz was so clear, that he was surprised by what Aisyah's doctor said.

"who's aisy with? does Ana know the man who's gonna beat the anti?"

gus hafidz asked again, I just watched the conversation, by continuing to see how my husband was expressing himself.

"no, anta does not know him, but God willing he is a good man and Sholeh"

"but aisy__"

"What's this thing about? should his seneng dong ka aisy can move on from Abang"

ning Farah's words made everyone in the room look towards her.

"sorry, tadpole"

say it with guilt

I was so confused and wondered in my heart.is it true that Gus hafidz never harbored more feelings for Doctor Aisyah? they grew up together, and surely at least,, astaghfirullah, this prejudice was present again to me.