My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Gathering

Agam POP

"ka?"

I can't wait to talk to Yasmin when we get back home

"what de?"

replied Yasmin while she was busy taking the books out of her bag to be sorted out

"i want to talk to you, brother"

"staying by the way, this is also talking"

"ka, brother why come to my cottage?"

sister Yasmin momentarily stopped her activity and stared at me briefly then refocused on the contents of her bag

"sister has never been to your cottage, besides sister also does not know the address"

"lie, brother lied. I know brother went to the cottage to meet Gus hafidz right and make trouble there"

"you don't make a shit, what's it for you to make trouble there"

"to destroy the relationship of Gus hafidz and his wife.sister, you know that Gus hafidz already has a wife so there is no way Gus hafidz married his sister, he is not a sister's match"

"you why the hell? you said that you never went there"

mr. Yasmin still does not admit it, but I have heard it myself from his mouth

"sister, I thought the change in brother all this time was purely from brother's heart, but it turned out that it was only to be able to get the attention of humans. even sister until willing to move to college only for someone who is definitely not for sister"

"oh yeah? why is there polygamy in Islam? do men who marry more than one of their wives take the soul mate? didn't you? that's because the woman has the same soul mate, and I'm sure that Gus hafidz is also the brother's soul mate"

"god, why do you have to force your will? so what's with brother coming to the cottage, talkin' that ain't they gonna believe in all that? ka this is the real world is not a film, whose plot we can change.Even the problems that you make are very fabricated, and inget kak Gus hafidz is not a stupid man, he said, so even nurain, she is not a woman who is easily influenced by something that is not necessarily the truth"

"really? why are you so sure? as if you knew them well"

"well, I know him very well. because Gus hafidz is the son of my teacher, and nurain, he is a friend of my cottage, also someone who__i like all this time"

"WHAT DE?"

mr. Yasmin was so shocked when I heard what I said just now.

well, Yasmin doesn't know who the woman I've always liked, she only knows that my love is unrequited, and I also didn't want to tell you more about Nurain when I found out that he wasn't my soul mate

"yes brother, the man that sister likes is the husband of the woman that Agam likes, yang Agam love for three years old even now Agam still looking for ways how to forget him"

sis Yasmin just kept silent as she looked in an indeterminate direction with tears beginning to drip down her cheeks.

"ka, love is pure isn't it? he comes with his own, then let love also choose his own path.if the person we love is our soul mate, then that love will bring him to us. but if it is not our soul mate, then let the love is tired and give up on its own.agam sure, if the soul mate of the brother later is the best for the brother, brother, the one that will love and love the older brother the most, just wait for the time and in the wait, make the opportunity for the older brother to improve himself, so that the older brother is worthy of the older sister. you understand what Agam said?"

slowly I tried to advise Mr. Yasmin, I hoped that Mr. Yasmin could digest and understand all of my words just now.

although actually I myself also do not know, until when will this heart be strong and can forget about nurain.

~

{assalamualaikum, nur this ana Agam. ana want to talk to anti can? there is something you want to convey directly to anti}

I tried to send a message to Nurain after getting his number from assyila.

Thank God the blue tick is two, it means my message has been read by her.

{nur, what's anti still angry because what did ana say time in the mall? if yes, ana apologies is not the intention of ana presumptuous talk like that. ana just want to know the anti feeling in ana, it's just not more}

once again I tried to send a message to Nurain, hoping that he would reply

{waalaikumsalam, indeed what you want between convey}

a reply to a message from Nurain came in, Alhamdulillah it turns out he still wants to talk to me

{many, if you can ana want to meet anti in person.was ana want to go to the house anti, but ana has not dared because this is about the disgrace of someone}

without taking a long time I immediately reply to a message from him

{maaf, anta will know that ana already has a husband, it is impossible for ana to meet with anta who is not mahram ana}

nurain returned a message from me quickly.

true too, it is impossible for Nurain to meet me without being accompanied by his mahram

{then anti invite assyila so there is no slander}

one more reply from me

{why not the husband you invited?}

WA reply from nurain

{ana is not ready if you have to meet with him, anti surely know the reason.Obviously ana just wants to straighten out the misunderstanding between you, but ana can only convey it through anti. even if anti willing, but if not, ana will not maksa}

{well, where will you meet ana?}

I didn't think that if Nurain wanted to meet me, there was a sense of happiness because that way I could see his face back.

I know this is very wrong, but this heart does not want to succumb to my logic because my logic and heart still do not want to go in the same direction.

{if it could be tomorrow afternoon at the cafe inside the intersection bookstore, so that the place is not too conspicuous so people will not misunderstand by meeting her we}

after I sent one last message regarding the time and place, there was no more reply from Nurain.

there was a little sadness that broke my heart, because here I realized that I could not possibly have it.

we exchanged messages, it was only for something so important and formal, not to talk about our future someday.ah, my thoughts are sometimes beyond logic.

the next day I went to the cafe of the bookstore that had been promised. There was a sense of stubbornness and nervousness when I was still waiting for the presence of nurain.

and this feeling is still the same as when I first spoke to him, when we were put in the same organization.

my heart is always uncertain if I have to face it, but if we have spoken, the topic we discussed is only about organization, but, but somehow I'm always happy at the same time stubborn when I hear his voice.

it had been almost twenty minutes I waited, but there had been no sign of the nurain already coming.

I swept a glance around, looking towards the door of the cafe many times, but nurain was still not seen.

{assalamualaikum, nur so come right? anti udah mana}

I decided to send a message to her

{already until front of anta} table

after reading the reply to the message from her, I immediately raised my head to look at her. But that came turned out,,,

"GUS HAFIDZ??"