My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Missing the Naura

Aisyah POV

"ma'am aisy,,,naula wants to be in a sling mama aisy"

I who was currently right behind hafidz and nurain, was shocked by the voice of Naura who wanted to be carried by me.

I saw Nurain's hand was about to grab Naura's body, but the little girl had already pointed at me to ask for it in her cradle.

I turned these eyes to the figure who became the mother of the little girl whom I now considered my daughter.nurain looked at me with a look of hatred, and this succeeded in getting my heart pierced, because for the first time I saw the look in the eyes was filled with anger.

I see, nurain must be very unhappy if Naura is closer to me. Any mother would not be willing if her daughter considers other women more like her mother.

but what power I have, Naura has been very close to me, and I also love her very much like my own daughter.

"after Abi, Naula wants to be carried by maamah aisy. naula kangen same mamah aisy"

once again Naura whined asking to be let down from her Abi sling, so that she could walk up to me.

"later well in the carrying of his mamah aisy, because Abi also still want to carry Naura, umi also the same, not carrying Naura this morning"

said Gus hafidz while glancing at me at a glance.

well, I have to know my position.however I'm not a nobody of that kid.I'm just a believer to help take care of him during his mother's illness, and now her mother is healthy again.

although this heart is so heavy, but from now on I should be able to keep my distance from Naura, my daughter.

"we had breakfast first well, umi already prepared Naura's favorite food at the dinner table, so now we glide there,,,,ayoooo"

with half-running Gus hafidz brought Naura towards the kitchen.Sounds laughter from the little princess, as her Abi carrying her petite body ran. she forgot her desire to be carried by me.

nurain followed them without saying anything to me.

"KA Aisy, let's have breakfast together"

take Farah while touching my hand

"no need, KA Aisy just want to go home far"

push me down gently

"don't do that, the time to go home with an empty stomach. later if KA aisy on the way of prayer kumaha oruh, Farah who in omelin will be the same yayang bebnya"

Farah seemed to want to comfort me from feeling uncomfortable about the incident just now.

"where is aisy going?"

suddenly umma's voice distracted me and Farah at the same time.

"this loh umma, when KA aisy wants to go home so. but not yet breakfast"

Farah answered umma's question before I answered her.

"can not do dong, the point is that the sons of umma must have breakfast first before going out or before doing any activity"

finally I decided to take breakfast together, because umma who insisted not let me go home before breakfast.

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"tumben stopped by my house early in the morning? what was? fighting again?"

just arrived, Nilam had asked me many questions.

well, after the hafidz house I decided to stop by Nilam's house. Because today Nilam has no practice, no practice, and in his house too I am very comfortable because Nilam only lives with his sister, so it is not too crowded here.

"amar where's lam?"

"there's a lecture schedule he said, anyways if there is no lecture he mah more often diem in the cottage than here nemenin me his sister"

replied Nilam while continuing to focus on the novel he read, do not forget the jar of peanuts accompanied him.

like that was the habit of Nilam since long ago, if there was no work he would be busy struggling with his collection of love novels that almost filled his bookshelf.

and as long as you know, the beginning of her majoring in doctors at college, it was inspired by the love novels that are often read.

strange is he? but that's how my Nilam the hooded tomboy who likes to read novels but is always there when others need it.

"do you want a story?"

ask her without leaving her novel

"hhhnmmm, I'm confused lam"

i, Aisyah, took the seat cushion and spread my body by breathing heavily as if releasing this burden within me.

"all night I stayed at the house of hafid"

"ko could? did Ka Alfan allow it?"

again, Nilam said without taking his eyes off the novel he read

"what from now on should I stay away from Naura huh?"

ask me while looking up at the ceiling

"what? I didn't hear wrong, did I? why isy suddenly? besides I know how dear you are with Naura, and vice versa. what hafidz forbid rich again first?"

now Nilam's focus is entirely on me and I just shake my head in response.

"is serious I nanya, you answer the real dong. I defend to stop reading the novel just to horrify your story"

finally I also told all the events that happened in the hafidz house without anyone missing, Nilam also listened carefully to all my stories.

"heemmm, if it's rich it's confusing too isy"

nilam said after hearing all my stories until they were finished.

"i'm not confused lam. used to be the reason I often visit the cottage because my parents and parents hafidz sahabatan until we are also so close, even I went there more and more when I felt more feelings for hafidz, and now the reason I go there is because I love Naura so much. the beginning was because of my guilt for nurain and hafidz so I wanted to take care of the child, but now I really think Naura is like my own child, you also know that's lam?"

"why don't you try to talk to Nurain nicely, just the two of you. I'm sure nurain will understand how you feel about Naura"

"i didn't dare lam, just now when Nurain looked at me as if there was hatred there, and it was for the first time that Nurain looked at me with such a gaze"

"i'm also confused about what solution you should give me"

after a long time with Nilam, I decided to go home, although I have not found a solution to my current problem, but at least my heart was a little relieved after sharing the story with Nilam

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days change, I am still loyal to my activities that practice in the boarding school hut hafidz, hafidz, but this time only for practice without any visiting or even playing with the courtiers (call for the host).

after practice, I immediately went home without saying goodbye to umma or any other. fortunately the distance clinpon (clinic cottage) and hafidz house is not close, not close, so I easily went in and out of the cottage without having to meet Naura in particular.

if with hafidz, umma or Farah sometimes sometimes I cross paths.even Farah often once asked why I now never stop by the house again. for various reasons I try to understand why I rarely stop by the house.

although I really miss Naura, Sangaaattt misses her.

even since that time, I have never seen Naura play again around klinpon. Maybe now she is very happy to play with her mother.

NAURA, MAMAH KANGEN SAMA NAK