My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Apparently, that's the reason

"alhamdulillah we are finally rich first again, no more misunderstand me, man friend" said Maryam embrace us with happiness

"iya Iam, nur, just insyaallah ana promise in the future will not be rich that again.if there is a problem we will finish well by talking to each other" asyila responded with a word that relieved me back

"iya ana believes anti ko, anyway for now we focus on studying first. let alone tomorrow we just face the pesantren test, must the spirit must get good grades anyway" now my turn to say

"spirit"

"cayo for us" the cheers of the three of us were peppered with the laughter of our happiness. I was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief like before. kina no more mistakes of understanding fun against me, I'm glad we're back as we used to be. Let alone this in the last seconds we'll be leaving this cottage. Thank God,,,,,, the,,,

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"ciyeee who has been out of punishment, how has it been? still want to keep secret who is the partner?" suddenly asthma said as I passed in front of her in the bathroom

"why? curious as much?" I said indifferently while turning towards her

"not really, just as well as a good upperclassman let alone in a good view, well even though it does not correspond to reality, but do we still have to give a good discount with Ade class instead of that?" his words again in a tone that sounded like scorn.

"sorry, what does this have to do with it?"

"well, said his pinter but ko rich do not understand" again, asthma said still with the same tone. actually me and asthma never had any problems because we were not close since the beginning of the entry. it's just somehow since two weeks ago exactly when I started to be punished until now the attitude of asthma as cynical and dislike to me, I don't know why I don't know myself.

"Afwan ya asma, ana do not know what anti talk means. if there is something to be said say at the core of it is not with kinayah language that is not at all understood" I said try to be patient by not replying to her using emotions

"okah it's clear, honestly ana does not like the same anti-intelligent, good-ass, smart-ass, but in the end anti-punished nature because it has committed a major offense in this cottage, that's the first and the second ana does not like if anti is still cool with Gus hafidz even though anti already maen letters with santri putra.why, why, anti want to say great many who have a crush? or is it actually anti-actual? in addition to good-ass, smart-ass and smart-ass but anti-smart also likes to look up to others? well, especially the mother caregiver so. hhem, if ana so anti anyway already very embarrassed her rich to do nginjekin legs ana again at the home of the mother caregiver" asma snorted at me showing how much she disliked me

"okay thanks for the honesty.now it's ana's turn who also wants to clarify everything just as anti. ana does not care anti want to like or not with the nature of ana which according to anti it sucks. because there is no obligation for ana to change anti so like the attitude of ana, even if ana tries to change the nature of ana, it will not affect anti. because the real hate will still hate even if we do good. So if the problem is, it actually lies in the anti-self, not ana, understand? if you think about it the rich is not ana nyebelin but emang basically aja anti envy is the same ana?" I said to return his scorn. I did not want to serve him but this time he was outrageous and also blatantly talked directly to me so I was forced to straighten out whatever he accused, he said, what he said to me.

"the horror is not in,, __" asthma pointed at my face with his index finger, but before asthma finished his speech I immediately cut it by continuing the words I had not finished.

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"so nice shower, tumben?" widia said as I got back into the room.

"not so" I answered briefly

"why? full?" widia asked again.I just kept quiet without answering her again.

"nur, ko red is that her face? rich who is emotional again" Widia approached me and asked me again.It's normal, Widia always like that. if you are not satisfied with the answer from the interlocutor he will continue to know the answer. Actually sometimes I like the nature of his that, he will continue to know until he knows the answer, because by doing so Widia shows how much she cares about her friends, but sometimes she is also annoying as if she wants to know which should not be known, well the name is also human there is good and less good, how do we respond to it.

"heemmm, it was in the bathroom there was asthma. well that's how, he's lately rich who likes to run around because of the same ana. know why" I finally told Widia, I'm telling her, who knows, then my feelings are a little prickly and my emotions are also reduced

"ohh, this is about asthma.have not been in ladenin maybe he was jealous of the same anti. right, from Tsanawiyah he was very fond of Gus hafidz but well,,, well,, love is clapping one hand"

"Tsanawiya? aren't we the same age as Gus hafidz?" I was shocked when I heard what Widia said

"well, Gus hafidz is different in age from us, but that's not the benchmark"

"that's not what I mean, Gus hafidz doesn't go to school here.is he not going to go on the street?"

"yes, Gus hafidz emang mondok outside and befriended his older brother asma. said his asthma used to like to come to his sister's cottage if his parents happened to want to jengukin his older brother, he said, so he knows the same Gus hafidz. continue that is also the reason for my asthma goiter here, which is because Gus hafidz" explained Widia answered my curiosity.

"oohh, that's why he's rich that's the same ana" said I began to understand

think of it as the same Gus hafidz aja not yet or rather not possible well. but the problem has sprung up a lot, especially if it really soan. masyaallah, dizzy me.