My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Family Chat

"why can you choose Nur?"

the question was thrown out of my mouth when we were busy enjoying the morning air of the rice field so cool

"why are you suddenly asking like that?"

"not why-why, want to know aja. what is the reason brother milih nur? why isn't doctor Aisyah or any other woman more everything than nur?"

"hmm, why yeah? why do you think?"

Gus hafidz moved his delicate side which was thick enough to me

"Absolute dong answered her"

"you're well, if you're any more pouting that's funny Doble knows"

said Gus hafidz in the middle of his laughter that was so crisp

"yes deh Abang answered seriously.the reason you choose is because__this"

Gus hafidz touched his chest with his palm

"the color of Allah has placed your name here, and Allah has directed your brother to your heart, so you are the one whom you chose from many women whom you knew, not the physician Aisha, or anyone but you, just you"

I looked into gus hafidz's eyes fixedly, there was sincerity there that I found as all the words came out of his mouth.

I never thought that God would give all of this to, in the time I had to lose a mother I loved dearly, God was replaced by the presence of a husband who loved me so much, and God made my mother-in-law love me worthy of a mother's affection for her daughter.

Thank God I am thankful for all the gifts God has given me

~

By late afternoon, Gus and I returned to the cottage.

we who initially only want to stay one day, so happy we spend up to three days long.

actually I was still at home and wanted to live there, but I couldn't be selfish, my husband had a big responsibility on the boarding school.so it's impossible if Gus hafidz had to live outside, and occasionally to the cottage.

"dear, you still feel at home there?"

I turned to my husband who was focusing on driving the car towards the cottage

"no papa, can't we just stay there? because you can't leave the cottage"

"yes no papa ko bang, can stop by to enjoy the scenery already very seneng"

"you are indeed the wife of a very understanding brother. Syukron yes"

Gus hafidz kisses the back of my hand romantically

I always liked the way he treated me, although I was actually a bit difficult to be romantic with my husband.Gus hafidz never demanded that I be like him.

~

"Farah, have you invited all your friends to come to your brother's reception?"

tanya umma when we had a family gathering to prepare all the needs of the event that was only two days away

"no need to be umma"

"why?"

"this isn't Farah's show"

ning Farah said while looking cynically at me

"ko you said that? this is your brother's show means your show too"

"yes, God willing, Farah will invite"

"fidz, how did you call Ayesha, right?"

"it's umma, but the no is not active. via sosmed also already but there is no answer"

gus hafidz replied while looking at me like I was afraid I would be jealous or misunderstood.but indeed, since the departure of doctor Aisyah to Switzerland I have never heard from her again.

and I also don't know if my husband is still exchanging news or not at all.

"lagian ka aisy also may not want to be present at the event"

ning Farah's voice was slow yet could be heard by the person beside her.

"no papa, maybe Aisyah is busy"

now Babah is the one who commented on what we discussed earlier

"insyaallah present umma"

"yes I'm not papa, hopefully Aisyah will also be present with her parents"

~

"Abang, indeed the doctor Aisyah never told you at all brother?"

after the chat last afternoon, I actually became thinking about the news of Doctor Aisyah, and if I may be honest, I was a little curious whether my husband was still in contact or related to doctor Aisyah or not.

"why are you doing that? same thought chat last afternoon huh?"

"yes anyway, nur also wants to know how is the news doctor Aisyah now"

"but you're not jealous, are you?"

"jealous? eng__no. Why be jealous? even if you still like the context of doctor Aisyah also not papa, you are already close to small"

i, a little hide my feelings so as not to look selfish because I feel jealous if my husband is still on good terms with his childhood friend.

" yes already if you are not jealous, papa yah brother often contend with Aisyah?"

"don't dong"

answer me reflex

"hehe, you're also jealous of your own husband as well as his prestige to say it"

"ih, brother's sick"

I held my nose that was pinched by my husband

"since you're so excited about you"

said Gus hafidz as he quipped both of my cheeks with his hands

"Abang aih, answer the nur question first"

"yes yes Abang answered nih. after the departure of Aisyah, Abang never contend again with Aisyah. Brother ever send an email to him, but there was never a reply. try to contact through his sosmed account also nil. maybe Aisyah has not used anymore sosmed. Brother also does not know why. yesterday umma asked for help with brother to contact Aisyah, but well that's no until now never active again.maybe Aisyah has changed no WA"

"continue why do not ask the parents of the doctor aisyah or her friends. surely they know"

"umma had nanyain but uncle Yusuf said Aisyah was very busy so it would be difficult to contact. either Abang did not understand, but maybe Aisyah still needed time to be alone"

"but doctor Aisyah will be fine, won't she bang?"

"god willing he'll be fine. Brother knows very well his character, Aisyah is a strong person, she is not a person who is easily desperate.when her grandfather died due to an accident that was on purpose, she was not a desperate person, he was the most powerful to make his parents to be strong, even though at that time Aisha was the closest grandson to his grandfather"

"intentionally? I mean there's someone who deliberately harmed his grandfather doctor Aisyah?"

ask me can't believe what Gus hafidz told you

"yes, his grandfather Aisyah was a successful businessman, so many of his rivals were less fond of him. and at that time there were people who deliberately cut the brakes of the car driven by his grandfather Aisyah.it is what Abang knew, because Abang was a child so did not really understand the chat parents. besides that, you heard it only briefly"

"how old was your brother?"

"how well, eight know that's not wrong"

"means it's been a long time, huh? but the perpetrator got caught?"

"Alhamdulillah has been arrested, even until now still in prison he said"

"hmm, it turned out to be a success and many of those treasures don't guarantee everything to be easy? but nur salut the same doctor Aisyah who was so strong faced the test"

"well, that's how Aisyah baby.he's a good and strong person.by the way discuss her Aisyah hopefully well, we should rest should sleep about her is already too lazy"

"oh yeah, it's eleven o'clock. yes we've bobo yuk bang"

I said while pulling the blanket that had been folded neatly on the bed.

"don't go straight to sleep dear dong, ritual night first let her sleep soundly"

"night rituals?"

I looked at my husband who was looking at me with his mischievous gaze

"eumm,, my brother himself is sleepy to want bobo, drugs"

I immediately covered my body with a blanket so that Gus hafidz could not misbehave me

"well, you, brother kelitikin"

we also drifted in jokes and laughter of happiness, until finally a beautiful dream became a companion for our night.