My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Just Him
POV Gus hafidz
Today I was supposed to go to Lake to meet Abah from umma, but when I went to the office I met up with ustadz Hambal and he asked me to be a tester in the room of two princesses, it felt bad if I refused, so I decided to postpone my departure to Lake for one or two days.
"but tadz I can ask for help, if my name can be on the nameplate use this name only" said I submit a name that I have written
"lho, why isn't the name antum Gus?"
"yes, this is my name. Gus hafidz athary but his hafidz name should not be written. for now enough Agus athary aja" I explained, but ustadz Hambali only replied with a nod accompanied by a smile that seemed forced. maybe he felt weird at my request, but I didn't papa all this for the sake of seeing him, nurain.
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towards room two, the princess who was present immediately stood up not when I passed them, but I did not seem to see a rain between them, either, is it possible that I misread earlier when I saw the map that contains the absence of the names of examinees in room two? but the timing was wrong? even so I continued to step into the room and sit on the bench that read ustadz Agus athary. it does not papa is the same as my name. I smiled myself if I remember the name Agus.nurain,,,,,,, I said,,, she always gave me a different smile.
the entrance bell rang, a sign of the test will soon begin.for the order of the absence of the ustadzah Mila who will call him. it didn't take long, just twenty-five minutes, all the questions were done, and then the number came in second, and it turned out that, Nurain's name was called. I prepared by fixing my sitting position, neutralizing my feelings so as not to look salting in front of him.
"assalamualaikum" said someone who was none other than nurain.he entered with his head steadily lowered.I saw him freely from the doorway until he sat on his chair.ahhh,,,,, I see him freely from the doorway until he sat on his chair,,, it was nice to see someone we liked in front of us, but I couldn't express that feeling because I wasn't the mahrom.
she sat so gracefully, as she was about to lift her face I hurriedly distracted my attention from her. bismillah, for her oral exam I was the one who would give her first question. hopefully he was given the fluency to be able to answer every question given by the examiners, especially me. I began to read the first question but he did not answer it directly, he said, he was silent with a face that I could not understand what he had forgotten? or my presence made his concentration crumble. I don't know but that's obviously somehow I feel guilty about it. afwan nur,,, hopefully forget his anti not because of me.
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a few hours passed, all the princess satri in room two in particular had finished taking the oral exam.ustadzah Mila pampit first to leave the class, while I and ustadz Hambal followed after the ustadzah Mila. I was walking while chatting with ustadz Hambal and I heard someone call me in his chat. At first I was ignorant and not curious until I heard someone say,,,,,, and,,,,
"you know the anti-person? let ana answer. people tuh nyebelin, sok jutek, cold snobs, cool pretentious, love to spread the charm, anyway his people really nyebelin and ana do not like to see him. moreover, because he is so, "the friend beside him stopped his words after realizing my presence
"no, ana has not been sorted out. the point is ana sebel,, as soon as she, keseeellll,, Agus base" she still insisted on saying what was in her mind with so much passion. ustadz Hambal wanted to reprimand her but I forbade her with a gesture. until her friend greeted me and it managed to make her speechless, I wondered what he would do after he found out that the person he was talking about was right behind him.
there was no reprimand from me, he was still silent by looking at what he was thinking, until finally he did something I did not expect.he ran so fast without looking at anyone. want her to laugh at her behavior that I think is very funny, but this in public then I have to keep my attitude.her friend just look at her with eyes that are rounded wide, wide, until they walk ahead.
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"Gus Afwan yes santri attitude of the princess earlier, I was really embarrassed for his attitude earlier that was so brave to say something inappropriate about antum" gus Hambal said as we sat on our respective work benches
"nothing ustadz his name is also children"
"but that was indeed outrageous, let me later tell the ustadzah Mila so that his son was given a reprimand for his words"
"no need ustadz, I'm okay.anyways we can not force for everyone to like us, we like the same, we also can not prevent others not to think ugly about us including the princess earlier.anyways he said all that to his friend not to me directly, not to me, just by chance I was behind him. anyways I assume if he said it in order to confide in his friend.it is common among girls yes. so no need to be reprimanded"
"yes I understand, it's just that when he was caught vilifying antum, he instead of apologizing even run away"
"yes it's okay ustadz, kasian kalo until he was punished especially now again on the same exam focus"
"it's fine that it is, but once again I'm really sorry for what happened" said Ustadz Hambal with a guilty face.
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"son, how was the exam. did the princesses answer every question smoothly?" tanya umma when I was in the house
"Alhamdulillah umma, well that's how there are smooth there are also those who forget to remember" I replied
smilingly
"how's nurain? can he answer every question given by the examiner?"
"ko umma nanya is?" I asked back in wonder
"why? you're confused umma could it be? it wasn't that nurain was in room two and you were also testing it there right?" I did not immediately answer him, because I was actually embarrassed if umma also knew that one of the reasons I tested in the room because there was a nurain.
"ko didn't answer? nurain launched his answer? especially if he is the most intelligent among his friends, even the temple book jurumiyah he was the first to finish memorizing it" said umma praising the intelligence of nurain. I don't know what umma means by saying all that to me, maybe it is a sign that umma agrees if I am with nurain? but what about Babah would he agree too? because he once said that he wished he could be with his best friend, which means he wanted me and Aisyah to jodo. but even if it is like that then I will try to make Babah understand that I only want to be nurtured and only love nurain, inshaallah.