My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Nurain wanted to be alone

Aisyah POV

I went into the house of hafidz which from the outside was heard people were chatting and joking.

'definitely many people' my inner

"mama,,,,"

without me expecting Naura to run straight towards me and directly hug me and kiss me longingly.well, I knew Naura must miss me like she missed her mother. I've been looking after and caring for her from the baby until now, so it's no wonder she thinks of me as her own mother.

especially during Naura in Surabaya, we did not meet, and even when the beautiful boy wanted to vc with me I always refused him on the grounds of being busy with my affairs, though I just don't want to make nurain jealous and misunderstand me.

"masyaallah mama's daughter,,, very kangen mama with Naura"

I said as I continued to kiss and hug her tiny body.

in an instant I forgot there was a figure of an eye that looked at me with question marks because of my intense longing for the princess whom I had always considered to be my own child.

"nur,,"

I smiled towards her while continuing to hold Naura who was unwilling to get down from my sling.

nurain only looked at me with a sad look, as if I had already snatched his daughter from her. likewise, the person in this room looked at me and Nurain as if he wanted to see what would happen next.

"honey,,,"

call Gus hafidz who just came from the kitchen with a glass of water and a plastic containing medicines.

"Ang? Tega's brother"

unexpectedly Nurain went straight inside with sobs that began to sound.

I know, this misunderstanding will be present again.especially when hafidz called the word 'honey' in front of us, you must have thought if it was a call for me.

without waiting for a long time, I immediately asked Naura to play with Farah first and I immediately walked after nurain went inside.

"wait, is this your plan to make my daughter cry again?"

suddenly his father nurain stood up and stopped my steps and hafidz who was about to catch up with Nurain

"sorry, I misunderstood"

said Agam trying to explain to his father nurain

"sorry besan, it seems that here there is a misunderstanding that must be cleared up, so I will explain it to all. but let hafidz and Aisyah follow Nurain to explain all her to nurain so that no more problems arise from a misunderstanding"

now Babah who tried to give understanding and explanation to his father nurain. after he agreed me and hafidz immediately went inside to come back to follow and explain all of it to nurain.

several times hafidz sleepy door his room, but no answer from inside. Nurain as if reluctant to open the door of his room and lock her from the inside.

with concern hafidz continued to knock by trying to explain to Nurain from behind the door.

I just kept quiet to see hafidz trying to persuade his wife to open the door.

"sad Brother please open the door, we speak directly. Brother will explain everything to you. This is just a misunderstanding, Brother please you want to hear all the explanations Brother"

still no answer from the inside, hafidz worries increasingly visible from his face, Even I became worried because nurain still did not want to open the door of his room.

"fidz, are we breaking down the door?"

hafidz just looked at me and then walked towards the direction of his study.Before long hafid returned with a lot of keys in his hand, maybe it's the spare key to every room here including her bedroom door.

"honey, Brother and Aisyah came here to explain the misunderstanding that occurred inside earlier"

slowly hafid approached the nurain which was still facing the window of the room without looking at us.

"what misunderstanding is it? misunderstanding that you're married without me knowing?"

nurain said with tears that had flowed down his face. I had guessed about the prejudices of the nurain who would assume me and hafidz were married because Naura's call was like the call of a child to her mother.

"you misunderstood dear, Brother and Aisyah never married.we are still like before, good friends without any more relationship"

"FAITHFUL"

nurain quickly refuted the word hafidz

"hafidz was right nur, me and hafidz never married.we are still the same as before still good friends no more"

"then why did Naura call Aisyah doctor by the name of mama heum? is that also my hearing error?"

"Naura was right to call me mama, but that was just her affection for me"

nurain was silent in his sobbing Isak and hafidz tried to approach her but nurain raised her hand as if not wanted to be approached first by her husband.

"honey, you don't cry anymore well, you don't want your health to be disturbed again"

"bang, why did you know that in Surabaya yesterday you didn't say anything about Naura calling Aisyah's doctor by the name of mamah?"

"later Abang told me all the same you well, obviously Abang and Aisyah never had any relationship let alone a marriage relationship, no dear"

nurain was silent for a moment,

"nur Mau himself first, brother same doctor Aisyah can go out stayin nur here alone right?"

I don't know what Nurain was thinking so he kicked me and hafidz out of his room. Maybe he wanted to calm his heart first.

did anyone hear our son call another woman 'mama'? even without a bond between me and hafidz?

once again nurain looked at her husband with a pleading gaze as if asking for understanding from her husband.

"alright, brother will let you here alone"

hafidz and I went out and left Nurain alone in his room.

when returning to the living room, there are only nurain's father, umma and Babah. while the friends are no longer there, maybe they are already ready to go home.

"how's fidz? you've made it clear everything is the same?"

tanya umma when me and hafidz were sitting on their respective couches

"not all umma, for now nurain wants to be alone first"

"no papa let tomorrow I help explain everything to nurain. I've heard everything from Pak Kiai and Bu nyai. maybe Nurain could not accept if Naura called someone else with a designation like her mother, especially Naura seemed closer to Neng Aisyah, but father understood, and she was very close to her mother, because of the baby neng Aisyah who takes care of Naura. you are patient first yes fidz, nurain just realized from his coma, his heart must still be very sensitive"

naura's father said wisely.

I was a little able to breathe with relief, having heard that her father Nurain could understand with my closeness and Naura.

hopefully Nurain can understand after hearing all the explanations from this family, about the reason why Naura called me as mama.