My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
ventured

POV Gus hafidz

seeing people I admire and I like to be called to the stage because of his achievements, makes me happy and happy. she smiled happily as she received the award from the boarding school which was represented by the ummah as the caretaker of the cottage.

there is a sense of joy and happiness when I see two women I love embrace each other and smile full of joy. This makes me more sure to choose it, God willing.

graduation graduation ceremony has been completed, I went out along with the others. while crossing busy people and passing by, I caught a family who was busy talking with laughter, joking, and that's none other than her nurain family.

I want to feel approaching, but I undo it because I do not have a strong reason to now be able to get to know them, plus the time is not right for sure. let me go to her parents to ask her to be a part of my life.

"Gus, called Babah. The big family has come" ustadz Ilham called me who was fixated on seeing the laughter of the nurain family

"iya tadz, I'm home now"

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"lho, said his big family has come bi. but ko deserted?" I asked him when he went to the kitchen to get some water

"already Gus, but at a gathering in his house one more" the aunt pointed to the house located not far from Babah's house.

the house was the beginning of his Babah wake up to his younger brother who married Ning Salamah, daughter of Kiai Bashar led the boarding school of al-Basyar Depok. but because his sister Ning Salamah died then his sister Babah decided to stay in the family cottage of his wife to help kiai basyar. because Kiai Basyar only has one son and one daughter.

"oh, yes already then hafidz go there first yes BI"

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finished praying together magrib, we and a large family gathered at the house of Babah and ummah.

"hafidz when to go to Turkey again?" ask Aunt Zara who is the youngest sister of the ummah

"god willing two more days of teu"

"how many more semesters is his college fidz?" ask Aunt Zara again

"already bres teu, insyaallah just waiting for graduation"

"waahh, beware again can be the title of dong ponakan bude" bude Rahma responded

"insyaallah bude"

"where do you want to go with S2? in Turkey too?" ask Bude Rahma again

"if that is, hafidz has not been thought of. because his plan to help Babah first here" I replied politely

"sama Aisyah right?" bude Rahma's question made my forehead wrinkled, because I didn't know what it meant

"gini you know fidz, besides you help Babah ngurusin pesantren according to Auntie it would be nice of you there is also a ngurus, so you can be more pokus ngurus pesantrennya. and the most suitable to take care of you, yes, Aisyah. you guys have been together from small, surely already know the nature of each of them, right?"

"if the matter is hafidz can not answer bude"

after that I excuse the permission to go back, just to avoid discussing it actually. because indeed most families from Babah want Aisyah to be a daughter-in-law in this house. but I don't know what the response of the ummah and Babah about it, because they have never discussed about Aisyah to be my soul mate.

I walked into the kitchen to take a snack, but when on the side of the kitchen door I saw the figure of a nurain who was holding his forehead.

he glanced left right, I immediately hid behind the wall so as not to be seen by the nurain. I can guess, he must have hit and after that always invite to talk about the object he hit. what does it mean I also do not understand.but obviously I like to see it, funny and adorable. masyaallah nur,,,

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the sound of chickens crowing, welcoming the sun that began to rise from his resting.This morning I decided to run sports after congregational dawn prayers.

running around the cottage, not out. let alone almost all santri have returned to his house each because of the semester break, so the boarding school seems quiet so I am free to do sports around the cottage without anyone having to pay attention. Moreover, I think here is also wide enough to make sweat out of my body.

"lumayan was tired as well" said Alif who did come running with me this morning

"it seems that the santri is not there, the cottage looks big and spacious yes" continued Alif while we were sitting on the terrace of the house after completing three times around the cottage yard.

I looked straight ahead by finishing the mineral water in my hands, without responding to the words of Alif.until these eyes were distracted by the figure of a woman who was walking through the yard.

I kept watching his steps, until he sat down in front of the minimarket terrace that was closed like he was waiting for someone. without thinking long I immediately scattered into the house and immediately looked for something that I had prepared in the room.

when I got it, I ran out again.nurain was about to walk outside with his friend.without a second thought I ran slowly to catch up with him.

"nur,," called me when I was near behind him, he and his friend immediately turned to look at me.

"yes Gus"

"can I talk to you for a second?"

"can, please"

I looked at his friend at a glance, then his friend asked permission to step away a little as if understanding with my intention that no one else wanted to hear.

"eum___ sah__i__i__want to congratulate him for his achievement yesterday" I nervously tried to master my feelings.

"Syukron Gus" answered gently, but with a downcast look

"i also__want to give this__as what yah__ just think of it as an award for anti" said I still with stammer because nervous

unexpectedly Nurain immediately accepted my gift Hadian which I initially thought she would reject her.

"Syukron Gus"

I just nodded in response, because my heart was beating so fast that I felt like it was hard to breathe

"excuse Gus__"

"wait, there is still something I want to say.today anti go home?"

nurain only nodded his head in response

"can I have the______ phone number?" with great difficulty I said that, even many times this saliva was swallowed by force

"ana does not have a phone number Gus, because this also just want to buy a new card sakalian home"

"oh gitu__iya__no papa"

"or may I have an account name sosmed anti?"

"ana also during mumps never use sosmed Gus"

"oh__ so" again I had to swallow this Saliva violently

"is there another Gus?" her question that can make me embarrassed is not a bitch

"eng__is not rich" I replied awkwardly

"excuse me then, assalam___"

"nur,, how can I visit the anti-relaturahmi house with the anti-family?" suddenly the question just came out of my mouth.

nurain looked at me briefly, but directly back down his head.He was silent for a long time and I was still waiting for an answer from him.

"nur, can't you?" ask me again, and now Nurain nods his head back in response.

I immediately clucked happily in my heart, getting an agreeable answer from him

"then wait for me one more week, God willing I will go to the anti house for friendship with anti parents"

again nurain simply answered her with a nod.

after I finished talking and continued his steps towards the boarding gate.I still feel at home to see it even though only from behind.

not unexpectedly nurain agreed when I said I wanted to visit his house. hmmm,, one more week insyaallah I will express my heart and good intentions in front of his parents. bismillahbornrahmanirrahim,,,,,, I will express my heart and good intentions in front of his parents,,, hafidz spirit, dare to step in goodness.