My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
self-muhabitation
"Iam, you're sleeping here" I told Maryam when Selly, Ulfah and Syakira were ready to return to the girls' dorm
"eumm, how are you???"
"seriously uh, nginep here yes temenin ana. let later ana help deh same permit ustadzah security section" I tried to persuade her
"how's it? I can't go to the dorm first"
"ah, yes" I immediately bowed my head as if asking for mercy from my best friend
"haha really, yes yes anaginep here deh but ana to the dorm first yes, want to take a shower first, eat, permit the abis directly here" he said while taking a backpack ready to go to the dorm
"yeah, yu ah assalamualaikum"
"waalaikumsalam wr"
"eh, forget not to forget to eat ya deposit of love from Gus hafidz his hihihi" after exiting Maryam again showed his head through the door and immediately closed her back
"basic huuuhhh" I haven't had time to throw a pillow he's run away first. I'm so ashamed myself to see the bag of crackle that is loved by Gus hafidz, Gus hafidz, when he likes it, I'm rich, it's not possible if he's a kid studying abroad, like it's not worth me. besides the wealth is more like the same doctor Aisyah both studied abroad yaa walopun doctor Aisyah is not a child kiai but his parents are businessmen the heck I heard from the santri, the doctor Aisyah, but it's still very worth the same difference I. it's mending I take ablution water to pray rather than thinking that's not right?' I also stepped into the bathroom walopun actually this leg is still very sick but rich it is not good if you have to tayamum. after praying I took time to read the Qur'an and did not forget to pray for good for me, my parents, teachers and friends. Because honestly I feel confused after graduating from here I want to continue where college or go back to school. actually, the nanny's mother has been warning me to continue college and go back to the cottage here, honestly I am very happy because it means my presence is recognized by him but on the other hand I want to explore the yellow book because here it is more deep in the Quran. my father and my brother hoped that I could continue to college while his mother gave all her decisions to me because according to him college or mondok just as demanding knowledge of his intentions and practices Don't get me wrong. said mother if later I continue the lecture prioritizing good intentions at the beginning is not the intention of college to pursue Amaliah world means the intention of college for work because fate is God who controls his fear if we intend to go to college for work it turns out that God did not predetermine it, we even become down or disappointed as if the diploma we strive for is meaningless. because it is what I hear most like that especially women who said end-to-end enter the kitchen, but if we go to college really his intention to toll science insyaallah there will be no disappointment at the end if-kalo turns out our diploma is not good for work because science is still in us as long as we want practice it. but sure if we are his intention is really lillah our goal focus on the afterlife inshaallah any world will be obtained. likewise if I mondok mother always warning me not to be dimin on my teacher who always prioritized even barokah he said. ah, I became a kangen mother.