My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Only About Us

"you take good care of the princess umma here, do not be negligent let alone make mistakes"

"get ready umma"

Gus hafidz saluted his deserving subordinates to his superiors.

'it turns out this family is so warm when it is gathered' I smiled while watching the family of my husband

"do not be too long here yes fidz because pesantren need you, and Babah also titip so that you always look after and love each other"

Babah patted Gus hafidz on the back and hugged her for a while

"ka mut same brother here not long yes, Luthfi kangen learn the same ka mut"

"yes, I'm ready to take my cuddly"

"neng aunty pamit go home first yes, neng here be careful with Gus hafidz too, take care neng nurain well ya"

"yes BI"

answer me and Gus hafidz together

"ning___"

"umma I'm waiting near the entrance there huh"

not finished I spoke, Ning Farah directly said as she pointed towards the airport check door.

is it possible that she didn't see and hear me talk to her to say goodbye before leaving?

actually I feel strange about his attitude towards me, because if in thought since I married Gus hafidz, we never once greeted each other when we met. even Ning Farah seemed to avoid me.

butwhy? did I have any wrong?

maybe it's just my feeling.

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"honey, where are you going today?"

gus Hafidz asked when we were in the car after driving the family to the airport.

"nur follow Abang aja"

"what if we go to the cafe or do you want to do some shopping?"

"shopping? shopping what yes, nur do not know.the point where Abang bring nur, nur must love the place"

I said with a smile looking towards her

"it's like now your wife has started to get a little romantic after last night's incident"

Gus hafidz looked at me with a soft look

"what the hell, it's not discussed anymore.nur shy"

"but I'm not ashamed, I want you again"

"Abang if you continue to talk, nur want to go home ah"

"home? can origin all day we in the room continue yes"

still with his mischief, Gus hafidz increasingly likes to tease me and make me ashamed

"the angry ciee"

Gus hafidz touched my chin, as I pretended to be angry and turned my face towards the window beside me

"if you are angry rich gini, brother increasingly impatient to tell you again you know"

"ihhh, what the hell. My brother is very sad"

"it's okay with this wife herself"

we were swept away in the chatter and laughter that accompanied our journey.

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"we where bang?"

ask me when we stop at one of the places I've never been before.

"guess where this is?"

Gus hafidz answered my question by asking me back

"nur don't know bang, this is the first time he came here"

"your brother expected, if you have not opened the parcel that was Brother Love"

"branuary?"

I stared confusedly at Gus hafidz

"yes the parcel that you love near the pesantren gate, when anti-want to go home"

"astaghfirullah, yes nur forgot. sorry yes nur does not appreciate the gift of brother, but that time is fitting nur rumah__nur__hiks"

I cried before continuing what I wanted to say to Gus hafidz

"loh, oh, ko even nangis wife of this beautiful brother"

immediately Gus hafidz hugged me and rubbed my tears that fell down my cheeks

"don't keep it up, baby, you're not offended or angry with you. Now here we make a waste of our time so don't be sad"

I just smiled and returned a warm hug from my husband.

well, today is not my time to cry because mom is already in the safest and most beautiful place.

"Abang wants to show something to Brother's wife, but we sit there first yuk"

"What did you want to show me?"

ask me when we're sitting on the chair

"eum,, a minute"

Gus hafidz took out his phone and then messed Atik contents of his phone, I don't know what he wanted to show against me

"here she is"

Gus hafidz showed me a picture of the mosque painting that was in front of me, and yet,,,

"ko there's a name for her nur bang? When did you do the painting?"

ask me curious

"this is what you made before your brother's wife graduated yesterday, and you purposely created this painting for your graduation gift"

"so__the parcel that you loved at that time filled this painting?"

Gus hafidz just nodded for sure

"o Allah, sorry nur ya haven't been able to open a gift from Brother"

I said with regret because it seemed to ignore the efforts of my husband

"but later if we have returned to Indonesia, nur will definitely open the parcel and nur directly install in our room"

"no need to wait to Indonesia, later after from here you can open and display it directly in our room"

"loh?"

"karna Brother brought his painting here"

"ay Allah Abang, pardon nur ya effect nur do not appreciate the gift of Brother"

"don't ko, Abang understands his dear brother yesterday-yesterday is in a state of mourning so have not had time to pay attention around him"

"Syukron yes because Brother is very good with nur"

"eeumm, just Syukron?"

"continue?"

"Abang also want a gift dong from his wife"

"what?"

"eumm,, his gift__"

Gus hafidz moved his eyebrows up and down

"what the hell bang, nur don't understand"

"when you don't understand, that's the prize___later tonight you have to wear clothes thinner than last night"

she whispered in a seductive tone and then walked away leaving me who was still sitting blushed because of her speech that reminded me of our first night.

'so ashamed of myself, I have a husband ko omes really, ' I said in my heart

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"hafidez"

someone called Gus hafidz while we were having dinner at a restaurant near our apartment.

"it turns out we met again"

"sorry"

"astaga, I'm Yasmin, who you helped when her hands were clamped and also the meeting of your cousin Arif.you forgot yesterday we met at your graduation"

suddenly the woman named Yasmin was sitting on one of the table chairs we ordered

"oh, yes I remember"

said Gus hafidz with his flat tone.as before, cold and flat. But why well, I like his nature like this now let alone shown to other women, hehe am I selfish?

"eumm, may I join you?"

he asked by looking at me and at Gus hafidz in turn

"***__"

"no"

Gus hafidz immediately cut my words that would allow him to join us

"oh, alright then. sorry if I've interrupted your time.I'm sorry then, good night"

there is a disappointment in the beautiful face of a woman named Yasmin when she left our table. I was curious, did Yasmin like Gus hafidz, my husband?

"Abang, did you ever have anything to do with Yasmin?"

ask me carefully for fear of mistalking

"loh ko his brother's wife? we were both horrified how the beginning of the meeting of Abang and him. So there was no term ever something between Brother and him"

Gus hafidz clasped my hand tightly as if to convince me that there was indeed no connection between them.

"but rich her__"

"it's a baby, it's time for us, so all we have to talk about is us and our future is not someone else's"

once again Gus hafidz always made my fearful feelings calm, the cold warm, and the quiet become contained.

may God always maintain this relationship with love and trust in each other.