My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
steal a glance

"patience, Shila, anti-knowledge God is not possible to test his people beyond his ability.God is loving you so much that HE tests you with problems of this weight because God knows anti-capable, God knows anti-capable, ana believes God willingly there must be great wisdom behind all this as long as we want to be patient. ana knows the news is easy to say and very difficult to run but if we want to try God willing God will make it easier" I hugged Asyila more and more, trying to make it stronger even though honestly my heart was also broken to hear everything she said

" ana knows anti strong, anti our most patient friend" Maryam followed hugging assyila with tears that continue to flow

after seeing the calm assyila we tried to make her fall asleep so that her heart was not too late in her sadness, Alhamdulillah she could fall asleep easily, we also returned to class because the break time was almost up.

"ana still didn't think her dad could do that" I said as we walked to class

"there's the same, too, but as much as possible we should be able to entertain asyila and always be there for her so that she does not feel alone facing this exam we should be able to make her feel all will be fine" said Maryam, said, and we got to class right after the bell came back to rest.

"assalamualaikum wr wb" I heard someone enter by saying hello when we were ready to start learning, we also answered simultaneously without me turning my eyes to the origin of the sound. the lesson lasted for an hour and a half but not one that I caught from the material that ustadz conveyed today, I don't know so I can not concentrate on learning after knowing all the problems that are easy to face. my mind is still too focused on Asyila. I worry about her situation, I'm afraid that the problem will make her sick worse, because since she came back here I noticed she was always moody, she was always sad, always daydreaming even not infrequently I see his eyes red like incessantly crying. I know this is not easy even maybe if I was in his position I could not possibly be as fresh and as patient as he. but really all this managed to make my mind confused about how, want his sense to help assyila solve her problem, but in what way. hhhhhh O your God who is all-reversing your human heart, who is all-successful to every problem your servant faces, make it easy for my friend to go through all your trials.

pkl 13.15 wib school lesson ends all santri back to their respective dormitories.but not with santri putra who is required to go directly to the mosque to pray for congregational duhr. while santri putri is allowed to go home to the dormitory and perform duhur prayer with a congregation that is devoted to Santi putri.

"why? ko suddenly said that, have you started meeting the gossip of no quality?" I tried to casually answer Maryam's statement

"not ko not because it was just that his lesson lasted his eyes as if he continued to pay attention to anti you know, steal a look at it" it was as if he knew my heart wondering why he could think of it that way.

"ko???, was that the gus hafidz who lined up?" I was a little surprised because honestly during the lesson I was so not concentrated that I did not pay attention to who was teaching

"mash God, an hour and a half you know Gus hafidz in the classroom and anti not realising at all? daydreaming what the hell is all that" Maryam asked back when she heard my words

"asyila Iam" I replied slowly

"heeeuuumm, if it's ana is also the same thought but we do not get dissolved in the problem precisely we should be able to make it harder, if we follow sad asyila will definitely be more sad. just pray that all his problems can be solved."