My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
wait for the time to come

POV Gus hafidz

finished my congregational morning prayers and Alif sat in front of the porch of the house enjoying his cool morning air blind.

the santri had just come out of the mosque after attending a public lecture at the mosque delivered by ustadz Azam.

one by one the princess santri in particular passed in front of the porch of the house Babah, although a bit far but I can see that today nurain did not participate in the morning prayers congregation. 'is he sick because last night his clothes were soaked' I thought about the state of nurain.

"lif,, ana ahead first well" I stood about to in taking the motor key

"wrong-wrong? already here used to cementin ana ngaso while watching the santri princess through who knows one of her soul mate ana hihi" said Alif deng smiled smirkily

"want to buy breakfast ahead, if you are still at home here Monggo.who knows his true soul mate passing" I passed leaving Alif alone on the terrace

"Where are you going to wear a helmet in the morning?" BI Nani asked while carrying a tray filled with milk, surely it was for Farah because it was her habit if she was not fasting, blind morning gini she likes to drink milk.

"want to go ahead BI nyari breakfast. aunty want to nitip something no, food or what is it?"

"no need, why buy breakfast anyway? is it not that aunt wants to do it now?"

"no more BI want to, aunty really does not want to buy anything?"

"no, really"

"yes already, hafidz out first yes BI. assalamualaikum" I went out and started the motor and then immediately went to the place I was headed.

first I decided to buy my subscription porridge which is Mang Dudung porridge, the taste is very good I like. and his word santri also like to buy the same if by chance is out the cottage

"mang, the porridge I tipped first. make it later if I've been here again afraid of it if made now it will be cold. this is just pesen first so not to run out"

"yes, ready for Gus"

"i'll excuse you, assalamualaikum"

"waalaikumsalam wr"

I turned on my motorbike to go to the minimarket and pharmacy which was a good distance from the cottage.

'approximately nurain like what food well', I surround all the food shelves lined up in the minimarket. whereas buy food aja but its rich nervous who want to snack aja masyaallah, I smiled at myself with my own feelings and feelings.

after finishing and buying everything that I think is enough to meet the intake needs for the nurain, I went back to the cottage and brought all the food I bought earlier into the house.

"Where does abis come from early in the morning?" suddenly Farah was already standing in the doorway as I entered the house through the back door.

"masyaallah de, ngagetin aja anyway" I stroked my chest which shook because it was shocked by Farah's voice.

"dih, that time was a shock. abis from where? what did I buy, so much? tumben" Farah glanced at the crackle bag I was carrying

"it's nothing just buy porridge just as aunt needs to cook his word"

"masa? ko rich there is bread like milk that? Brother lies well.sin law ny lie that, that time just do not know!" Farah looked at me with a full glance

"iya__iya this is just the food"

"for who? isn't the fridge still a lot of food?"

"a lot of nanya, well for anyone can if it's been bought.it's already there in"

"have Gus gone home? so long ago buy breakfast.was nanyain mother Gus hafidz same aunt" asked aunt who just came from inside

"iya BI quite buy a lot of hee. hafidz can ask for help with auntie?"

"maybe, what is it?"

"this" I showed my aunt a bag of crackle food

"god, so much for whom? tumben Gus bought this much food" asked the aunt with a astonished face

"make someone BI hee"

"oh yes, aunt knows who she is rich for" said the aunt smilingly probing

"auntie don't tell anyone well, today there is a schedule right here? later this food is entrusted to the santri princess who will be here, but do not say that this is from hafidz. aunty simply said this for nurain aja ok hee"

"get ready to be ready.very attention is the same candidate" BI Nani began to tease me so that it makes me embarrassed myself.

"insyaallah bi hee, yes hafidz entered first well" I stepped into the middle room

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"fidz today so will you go to the city library?" alif said as I was cool feeding the fish in the pond behind the house

"insyaallah so"

"who the hell is that anyway?" ask Alif suddenly

"why do you think about that?"

"no, it was accidentally horrified conversation between aunty. his rich and very attentive with him?" I looked towards Alif for a while then smiled without answering his question

"santri here huh? what,,, who's coming with our car? the one that got soaked, right? because last night anta called him by that name deh if not wrong" Alif still keep asking about nurain to me

"fidz replied dong, do not let ana seriously nih. anta really like the same santri named nurain? how's Aisyah going?"

"why is Aisyah the same?" I asked Alif

"anta don't pretend you don't know, Aisyah likes you all the time, maybe from the time you were little"

"yes, ana knows about it, but from the beginning until now she never had more feelings than feelings for her own brother"

"but his kayak he's not that fidz, he harbors more hope of each"

"don't know the elevator, which obviously ana never give hope to him. although we are close but ana always keep the attitude of ana not to overdo it and cause slander.but that's her, but that's her, the heart is not us who controls.not us who choose whom we will like or fall in love.Growing together is not a guarantee will grow the seeds of love right?"

"yes anyway, but Aisyah already knows that you like other people, not her?" I just shook my head in response.

"not yet the time, anyway at home also not in the know except aunt and ummah maybe.even people who like ana also do not know that ana likes him"

"can I?" Alif raised his eyebrows next to her

"the story is long, later it is ana storyain. now we dhuha first yuk hooch noon" I also entered the house, as well as Alif. fortunately he did not have much money anymore, he did not have much money, because actually I am also still not ready to tell a lot about this to anyone, except later when the time comes, God willing.