My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
anna, uhibbuki

"nur, doctor Aisyah, what's the anti?" asyila said curiously when I got back to my friends

"no, no, it's nothing"

"certainly about Gus hafidz huh?" ask asyila again

"already, do not talk here is not good to fear that there are others who are the gossip material again" said Maryam wisely. asyila and I did not talk about what Dr. Aisyah said.

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the appearance of the last offering art creations from class XII has been completed in the show and alhamdulillah runs smoothly.his sense of burden to pass one by one has been passed so well with the munaqosah congregation. just waiting for graduation graduation which is only three days away.there are no tasks or activities for class XII because everything is finished, but that does not mean we are free to do anything, but it does not mean we are free to do anything, still the same is still bound by all the rules of the cottage.just there is no school admission schedule for us, even the book study schedule is over, just that there is no school schedule for us, but for those who still want to follow to just mutholaah or fill free time for three days waiting it is allowed as long as it does not interfere with our Ade class activities.

today, after a long time I never get out of the cottage just shopping or other necessities, so I decided to ask permission to go out of the cottage to buy my needs. but more precisely it is possible to eliminate saturation in the cottage because there is no activity, hee

"can, are you ready?" I asked in the doorway of Kania's room

"already nur, put on the hijab first"

"yes I've been waiting for yah" Kania replied with a thumbs up.

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"where were we?" asked Kania when we were in the air

"to Jatinangor yuk, we go to jatos"

"maybe, but you'll see" Kania winked so I agreed to her request

"but don't watch anything weird"

"not that, you want to watch what we are. ana just want to watch the story of Mr. Habibie Ainun. curious said the person's story is romantic but melow.mengpeng us again out too right"

"okay I'm ready" I agreed to Kania's request.

because indeed we santri sometimes like to take the time to watch the cinema if you are playing outside with the film notes that we watch instead of films that contain pornographic elements. but that was also only allowed for XII class that was finished or waiting for graduation to arrive like me and the others at this time

"we ate first yuk, ana had not eaten at the cottage" Kania pulled my hand towards a dining place inside the shopping building.

we also ordered fried rice and favorite juice respectively, while waiting for the order in the field I went to the toilet while Kania sat in one of the available chairs.

finished from the toilet I walked back to the table where Kania was waiting.

"assalamualaikum nur" suddenly the voice of a man stopped my steps

"waalaikumsalam wr wb" I replied as I turned my body towards the person who greeted me

"Games? here again?" I asked when I knew that the one who greeted me was Agam

"iya nur, anti what else is here? alone?"

"it's just as good there waiting" Agam pointed to the nice guy sitting on a chair inside the cafe"

"oh yes, if that's ana first well. assalamualaikum"

"wait a minute" Agam called me back when I stepped a few steps away from him

"yes, why gam?"

"would you say something?" her words with a face hue that was like nervous somehow

"by, by the way. ana dengerin ko from here" because indeed we stand with a considerable distance of about 85 cm. that I did so as not to be a slander among the community especially with my appearance that does show a Muslim woman

"how about we sit there for a while" Agam pointed to the chair located in front of the cafe

"eummm,, his sense of discomfort gam, fear of others think what is the same as us. especially if there are children cottage or ustadzah who also happen to go outside or is here how? ana is afraid of being slandered" I tried to reject her subtly, because it felt very uncomfortable to have a chat together while sitting casually with a man who is not my mahrom.

"not long, just a minute, yeah?" Agam like a pity and it managed to make me pity. I also agreed to his request, Agam walked towards the chair that was appointed ny so I followed him from behind. what exactly do you want to talk about with Agam anyway??

"what are you talking about now?" ask me when we're sitting on a chair.

"eumm, gini. Are your mom and dad healthy?" ask him suddenly

"Alhamdulillah they are healthy"

"if your brother? still on duty in Tangerang?"

"yes, it's still there"

"oh, is it, thank goodness that aunt is healthy too?" the word again. I was silent and did not immediately answer her. actually this child wants to say what the hell? from the rich who muter-muter there just talk about it. said there is something important to convey.

"gam, if indeed there is no important thing to say yes, Kasian Kania will definitely wait ana"

"there's a nur there, undaunted," he took a breath and then took it out slowly.

"nur,, actually ana,, um,,, ana,,, kalo ana,,, ana,,,"

"what Agam? ana-ana what?" I'm getting upset at Agam

"astaghfirullah," he rubbed his face rough

"can't wait any longer what you want to say. ana excuse me, assalamualaikum" I stood up and walked away from Agam.

"ana,,, uhibbuki nur (i love you)" she said in a half-screaming voice

my steps stopped when I heard what Agam said, in public, he said something that I think is not appropriate to say. This is not a drama with the title telenovela right?. some people looked at me, even though Agam said it in Arabic, but the language is very common among students or maybe some people who are already old also know the meaning of the word.I am silent with a face that starts red to resist embarrassment and upset, too, because even though I don't wear uniform people can guess how old I am. God, I really didn't think that Agam would say that in public.

"nur,, ana uhibbuki really" she said it once more but now in a lower tone. I just kept quiet, and again continued my steps leaving Agam without turning towards him.