My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
called the nanny's mother

"so such is the explanation of the obligatory nature of the apostles.Hopefully what you say you understand and practice it in your life. mother also prayed for you who will soon face the school exam and pesantren Allah ease and radiate in all, amen ya Allah amen ya robbal 'alamin. wayastahiilu fii haqqihim 'alaihimussholatu wassalam, amin, wallohu'alam" (mother closed the study)

"allohummarhamnaa bil Qur'an,,," and we recite the prayer after studying at the same time.after the mother of the nanny goes inside, as usual I, Maryam, assyila, did, Asiyah and Alifa always come home the most Ahir because the five of us always took the time to clean the terrace of the house of the nanny mother that we just made as a place to teach, because the five of us always took the time to clean up the terrace of the house of the nanny mother that we just made as a place to teach, the reason we did that was no more just because we wanted to get a blessing from a teacher. After we finished we went back to our dormitory, but when we were about to close the porch door, BI Nani suddenly called out to me

"neng nurain, mother calls her word to the dalem first"

"oh, yes BI mango" I replied politely.

the four of them immediately looked at me with question marks, and I only responded to their gazes by raising both of my shoulders.

"yes, we go first" said Maryam

"yes it's okay to be left, anyways will be left with camer mah aman ko" Alifa chimed

"husss, let's go first, then the babysitter's mother is horrified again" without me answering asyila had already responded, he said, but why is there something different from his gaze like there is a disappointment on his face. ah, maybe asyila is having trouble let me ask you directly.they also go first, they go first, and I went straight into the house of the babysitter mother through the kitchen door. I saw BI Nani was cool ironing clothes, she saw me and said that mother was waiting in the living room, she was waiting, I was also told to go inside. there is a sense of reluctance and shame actually if you have to go in let alone call mom, honestly my heart was very stubborn.

"uh, nur here come in" said he invited me in with a friendly smile that was so cool to look at, I just nodded and bowed my back a little as I stepped in to the nanny's mother. "here sat the chair, don't go down" he continued when he saw me sitting down on the carpet

"there's nothing here, ma'am" I replied politely

"mom wants to ask, about after nurain graduated to go on where?"

"eumm, still don't know Ma" I replied as I kept my head down

"where do you want to go?"

"want her back to mondok deepened studying the yellow book, but my father wanted me to continue college"

"ohhh, yes, how?"

"god willing I will also continue my memorization at the lodge later?"

"how do I continue to go here? nur can also while studying here so the will of nur same father nur can be done insyaallah, but mother does not make sense if nur wants to find another cottage experience. I just hope everything is best for nur even though I really want to go further here" he said gently, I was confused to answer what because so happy to hear his confession to me

"insyaallah ma'am, later nur deliberation used to be the same family.thank you very much for the attention of mother to nur" without me realizing my tears flowed with his own, his, I was moved and deeply moved by the words of him who wanted me to continue here, because it meant that I was expected here by him. I don't know what makes him expect me but surely this heart is very happy to get a direct invitation from him.