My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
the compliment embarrassed me
the next day during school break I walked to my own library, usually accompanied by Maryam, but today it is not because Maryam was called by the Goddess Mother to help her copy grades or write whatever concerned the school and it is common for Maryam because I admit handwriting it's so beautiful that I'm not ashamed to learn to write from it.
"assalamualaikum ka mut" I heard Gus luthfi's voice greet me as I was just getting to the pesantren library
"waalaikumsalam wr wb, it turns out Gus cu, just got home from school handsome boy?" I crouched down in front of Gus Luthfi while pinching her cute cheeks
"yes, hee ka mut is not angry with Lutfi?" ask him suddenly
"don't ko, why angry Gus cu don't have the same wrong ka mut" I replied a little surprised
"no, because yesterday ka mut to the dormitory when asked by Brother. or ka mut angry with Brother? sorry Abang Luthfi yes, sometimes Brother likes fierce but the original is very good ko" he explained at length as if I was afraid that I would not forgive his brother
"no, ka mut is also not angry with his brother Gus cu. yesterday ka mut rush to the dormitory there is business to be resolved, he said, sorry yes yesterday ka mut so do not teach Gus cu deh" I showed my little finger a sign of my apology to Gus luthfi
"yes it's okay ko" Gus luthfi also replied to show so pinky. "but today you will teach me again right with Abang?" he continued asking something that I was actually confused what to answer
"eummm, you and I have come home from the lake?"
"today ka mut not join Gus cu it's okay ya hee"
"why? he said he was not angry with you but ko ka mut still did not want to teach me"
"it's not about being angry with Abang ko Gus, ka mut did not dare, embarrassed if there is a father with mother" I also explained my reasons for not teaching Gus Luthfi today, I also explained my reasons for not teaching Gus Luthfi today, actually, I am still not comfortable if today I have to meet with Gus hafidz because of yesterday's incident that made me wrong and wrong, fortunately, last night, my mom and dad were coming, so there was a good reason for me to refuse training today
"why shy ka, babah sama umma already know ko ka mut who has been teaching me Arabic speech, so far, even the first time giving advice to ka mut who taught me is umma, said umma ka mut was besides beautiful, good at Arabic. talaran hadithnya also the most among the brothers Santri other princess"
"subhanallah, what a pinter now Gus cu woo people"
"not ngerayu ka, it's ko ko umma, even babah Abang said to learn also ka mut let the Arabic be more pinter"
"ba'ah says it's the same brother?' I was a little surprised to hear Gus Luthfi's words about babah or we used to call his father. it turns out that my father also knows to me. There is a feeling of happiness but also shame. happy because my teachers apparently noticed me in studying, embarrassed because I think the praise was not worth it. Plus, I was more embarrassed if I met Gus hafidz, he said, because maybe according to his view my science does not match what the mother of the nanny said.