My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
SPECIAL TWO POV

POP Gus Hafidz

since nurain got pregnant, many changes have occurred to him. ranging from the nature of his who always wanted to be next to me, his mood is sometimes easily changed, the portion of his food becomes more, more, and many more changes happened to him.

but I am happy as long as it can make her happy, especially said doctor Rini pregnant woman should be tried to always be happy, so that her mind is free from the burden that can make her stress. because it will affect the growth of the baby branch.

like this morning, Nurain just kept hugging me and whining to be able to come with me. his taste did not bear to see her like that, but I could not possibly bring her. because the journey Bandung-Sukabumi quite far, added me here for work.automatically I will not be fully able to pay attention to nurain.

"assalamualaikum! hafidz masayallah it's been a long time since we met"

miss Reyan welcomed me with such enthusiasm and cordiality

"please sit down, let me order something, for a drink or a meal"

"drink is Miss"

"all right, Miss Nancy can order a drink for Mr hafidz?"

"well Miss"

"how are you and your wife?"

"Alhamdulillah we are healthy wal'afiyat Miss. then how are Miss and children?"

"Thank God, we've been healthy all this time.I guess you'll come with your wife"

"so his wife also wanted to come along, it's just that she was pregnant so I couldn't take her away"

"subhanallah, congratulations very soon you will become a father. I am very happy for your wife's pregnancy"

"thank you for your attention, Miss"

"then before I go back to Turkey, if I want to visit your wife, what can I do?"

"of course Miss, it is with great pleasure that my wife and I will welcome you"

for a while we chatted about various strategies and plans to further advance the company.

this time Miss Reyan wanted to make a small art studio, which she wanted to establish in the Bandung area, she was set up specifically for the students who have talent in painting, especially calligraphy.

he hopes that the students can further develop their talent and expertise for supplies in the future.

of course I strongly agree with his idea and with passion I will help make it as possible.

"so like that is one of our plans in the future, and now it is better we directly survey the place we want to visit. in order to shorten the time, more, because I'm worried that your concentration will be disturbed if you stay here for a long time, because you miss your wife and baby"

he said while smiling kindly

"Miss could have"

I replied no less friendly

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at about eleven o'clock in the evening, we just finished visiting two different places.

"sir hafidz, as good as you stay at the hotel tomorrow just back to Bandung.my secretary has booked a room for you"

miss Reyan said as we arrived in front of a hotel, where she and her secretary were staying

"no, Miss thank you, it looks like I have to go home because I'm afraid my wife is waiting"

"but, the rain is so heavy. I'm afraid of anything happening with you, let alone you drive alone without being accompanied by a driver. if you want my driver can drive you home"

"like she doesn't need Miss, I once again thank you very much for your concern, but I don't want to bother you"

"alright if you still insist on going home alone.I pray you are safe until the destination.and if you don't mind, after arriving home you must inform me or my secretary, either, so that we are also here can be calm if you have received news you are safe until home"

"god willing, surely I will inform you. Then excuse me first. I pray your business here goes smoothly, and I wait for your arrival in Bandung"

after saying goodbye to Miss Reyan, without waiting for a long time I immediately drove the car I took to Bandung, where I live and my family.

actually this body is very tired, but I miss our wife and baby-to-be.

the rain was so heavy, that inevitably I had to drive slowly because the road was too slippery, and the water was a little blocking the vision from behind the car glass.

drowsiness and hunger then I decided to look for stalls on the side of the road, to rest for a while while waiting for the rain to subside a little.

after finding the stall I was looking for, I immediately slowed down the speed of the vehicle was about to park.but suddenly from the back, I said, a car hit my car until my car was pushed and drove just like that and,,,

DUG

my car hit a big tree in front of me.

still in a semi-conscious state, I felt the blood that began to flow in my forehead, until finally I was,,, too, and I felt the blood that began to flow in my forehead,,,

"God,,"

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Nurain POV

I woke up from my sleep with sweat running down my body and forehead.

'astaghfirullah, I take refuge from all the ugliness of my inner nightmare.

I rubbed my face repeatedly, because the dream was still in front of my eyes.

this was the first time I had such a dream, especially when my husband was not by my side, so it made me feel more restless and worried Landa excessive.

'i'd rather take ablution water, so that my heart may be calmer'

after I finished I immediately prayed Sunnah, and asked God for the safety of my husband who is now on a long way.

"son, you pray your Abi safe yes. until we can gather again. actually the heart of umi is very restless, because your Abi still has not come home, but this is almost about to dawn"

I nurain, talk to the baby that's still in my stomach.

"assalamualaikum, son"

I heard a knock from the door of my room, when I just finished praying duha. immediately I opened it

"breakfast first baby, umma already masakin healthy food for you and the grandchildren umma"

said umma while stroking my stomach which was already bloated

"umma, is there ngabarin umma gak?"

"eumm, isn't it. Hafidz doesn't know?"

"last bang hafidz said that Abang will be until about 4am at the latest dawn.but this is already morning Abang still not nyampe as well, try to contact but not in the lift-up umma"

I who had been holding back tears because I was very agitated finally came out in front of the in-laws I had considered as my mother

"you don't cry dong dear, insyaallah hafidz all right.maybe his business has not been done"

umma tried to comfort me by giving her warm embrace so that I could calm down a bit, but I could see there was concern from the look on umma's face.

"neng has a phone"

said BI Nani who came suddenly

"from whom bi?"

"from__from__"

"from whom bi?"

umma asked now

"from__hospital"

hearing that word, I quickly stepped into the living room, where the house phone was stored.

"assalamualaikum,, yes I am his wife, this is from whom?,,, a__a___apa__astagfirullah"

my body immediately suffocated and could not stand.for there was BI Nani who stood behind me and immediately held my body that almost fell to the floor, because she was so limp she heard that my husband had an accident.

"son, baby, why are you? istighfar dear istighfar there is umma here"

umma who stood not far away immediately embraced me with tears that began to wet her cheeks that were pure white.

I still could not say anything, could only sit weakly with consciousness that was about to disappear.

oh my God, is this the answer to my nightmare last night

is this the end of the relationship between me and my husband

my God, I am not ready to part with my husband

moreover, my son has not met his father

o Allah, with all the humility of your sinful servant

save my husband, please,

give it back to me, give it back to me,

I still need his guidance

I still need his hand

take care of my husband, please,

like my husband, though,

my husband's long life, though,

Amens