My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
Amni Court
twelve people called by ustdzah through speakers, have now gathered in the amni courtroom with their heads lowered, including me. no sound came out of our mouths, he said, just be quiet and busy with each other's thoughts.maybe some already know with his mistakes, and some may be wondering what his mistakes are, or maybe the question only applies to me. since I was completely dead-end, I turned all the memories in my head if I forgot something that went into the offense category but it was all dead-end, I really had no idea what my mistake was. it's easy, I just need to be a little patient waiting for the security department to come and ask directly, or without asking them will mention what my mistake is, but really this heart can not calm down, he said, can't wait to know what my mistake was until my name was called here, I want to defend myself immediately if I'm innocent, and get out of here, freeing my feelings of fear and shame.
"assalamualaikum wr wb" ustadzah Mila entered followed by four other ustadzah which also included security
"waalaikumsalam wr wb" we answered with still a lowered head
"ukhti Dewi, Yessi, Asri, Salamah, Nadia, Nanda, Wulan, Dina, Adiba, Syakira, Selly, and,,, nurain" said ustadzah Mila calling our Nami one by one. I just realized that Selly and Syakira are also on the list.
"it's complete ustadzah, we just wait for their recognition for their mistakes, before we mention their mistakes one by one" now the ustadzah nisa who spoke, nisa, issued a statement that seemed to insinuate us to admit our mistakes.
but none of us dared to admit or just make a sound. We were too afraid and ashamed, he said, even I who had wanted to ask suddenly shriek if it had been faced directly with the five security departments.it turned out to be true said my friends who had committed serious violations, namely, it's tense as if we're on trial before a judge who's about to sentence the suspect.
"okay, still on do not want to open the voice as well. ya have asked one-on-one.ukhti Dewi anti know why anti called here?" ask ustadzah Nisa to my friend Dewi
"ana don't know ustadzah" replied the Goddess by continuing to bow her head
"anti? an anti? anti?" ustadzah Nisa pointed one by one to us, but the answer is the same.all can only shake their heads, he said, either because they do not know or do not know which mistakes to admit because too many mistakes are violated.
"the anti-nurain? just like they feel like they're not breaking the rules of the cottage?" now it's my turn to be reviled with questions, and I,, just shake my head like everyone else
"if none of you feel guilty, then why are you called here, huh? answer me, don't just duck and shake your head. You think we're calling you here for no reason?" the sound of Mila's ustadzah began to rise as if annoyed by the answers of all of us who did not feel that we had broken the rules of the cottage, or maybe more precisely no one wants to admit it himself and wait until the ustadzah mentions each fault.