My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
exhausting but special

"why dear, look at my brother from now on? Brother handsome well, then he can not stop seeing the face of Brother"

"yes, handsome brother__very handsome"

"wah tumben-tumbenan nih beautiful wife Abang muji Abang"

"Syukron yah bang"

I said as I continued to look at my husband's face who was focused on driving but occasionally looked at me.

"for?"

"for all the good of my brother"

"thank you back"

"for?"

"for you want to be the wife of Brother Sholehah"

"ah, you can do it"

"why, those red cheeks? shame on dad"

"not really, ah focus just fine"

I touched my husband's face to put his eyes forward

"Abang ih, what the hell so ngeliatin nur that"

"why can't you see your own wife?"

"not that, but I'm ashamed"

"whoever told you to be beautiful, then his view can not be separated from you"

"iihhhh, what a big deal.have focused on driving it again"

"hehe yes, this is my focus"

"but by the way where are we going? why don't we just stay at the nur house?"

"there will be, you will know"

"ko stopped here bang? what's up?"

asked me when we stopped at a pretty big clothes shop in Garut city, my hometown.

"why would we stop at a clothing store?"

"Will I buy a shirt?"

"not my brother but me"

he said as he clasped my hand and immediately stepped towards the door of the shop that was in front of us.

"Yes nu tiasa in bantos sir? (can you help sir?)"

a waiter guarding the shop door greeted us kindly and politely

"kintenna didieu Aya acuk Samian teu? (about here selling coople clothes is not?)"

"oh, Aya. Paleu sir (oh, over here sir)"

the waiter took us into another room displaying a lot of coople clothes for couples and families

"which one do you like dear, you who pil___ko you even see that brother? why?"

I laughed without answering any questions from my husband

"i'm laughing?"

ask Gus hafidz who might feel strange to me

"abis Abang funny when talking Sundanese, its rich less pantes, its tone is less suitable"

"so you're expecting Brother Hem?"

"no"

"brave ngetawain Abang"

Gus hafidz tickled my waist so I couldn't help but laugh

"forgiveness, pardon bang shame, already well. people so on the lookout right"

"let's say you're still seduced"

"hehe, yes sorry"

"yes, now we choose clothes that want to be bought, later to hunt in the afternoon"

"hoke dear"

"what? Brother don't cry.try saying one more time"

"au ah, nur want to pick that shirt"

I also stepped into the clothes I pointed at to avoid the temptation of Gus hafidz.

that is, after we married many of the traits and attitudes of Gus hafidz that I just knew.

one of them, it turns out Gus hafidz is a humorous person behind his cold and indifferent attitude to others.

but with his wife and family, he was so warm and understanding.

~

"Where do you want to take it? ko his eyes are wearing all the lid?"

I asked curiously when Gus hafidz took my step because my eyes had to be closed

"patience will know too"

"yes, but why did everything close?"

"let romance get rich on TV-TV that's hehe"

"hmmm, can it be"

"well can dong, what the hell is not for the wife"

"already ah Gombal Mulu"

"sampe Abang finished reading the new bismillah open well. bis-mil-lah"

Gus hafidz opened the cloth that had covered my eyes, and,,,

"masyaallah Brother, where is this so beautiful?"

I was fascinated by the sight in front of me.

a simple house located in the middle of a green rice field, with a large enough pond facing right towards the mountain.

"do you like honey?"

gus Hafidz asked as he hugged my waist from behind.

"likes__so much fun"

"it's our wedding gift from brother to you"

"this for me?"

ask me who still can't believe what I just heard from my husband's mouth

"yes this for you, you know you dream of a simple house in the middle of a green rice field right?"

"ko Brother knows? did nur ever say the same brother?"

Gus hafidz shook his head

"keep on knowing from whom?"

"picture?"

ask me curious

"yes, you never found your book left behind in the classroom first. pas Abang open da paper that contains a picture of a house with a stretch of rice fields around it, it says 'my dream'"

"oh that, actually it's not my picture but my picture is beautiful. I deliberately save it because the picture made is always good"

"so you mistaken donk?"

"not really, having a house in a place like this is indeed a dream of nur only coincidentally the same as Asyila"

"yes, the important thing is your happy wife will be happier"

"muach, Syukron is my dear brother"

"just don't waste it while wearing a veil dong, don't feel"

"what the hell, anyways this is beyond the veil opening time"

"continue why dong just kissed Abang? is this outside?"

"hehe, I forgot"

"we went inside"

Gus hafidz held my hand as we entered the house.

~

"assalamualaikum nur, how are you?"

asked Maryam while we were on a video call

"waalaikumsalam, Alhamdulillah healthy. anti how are you? healthy right? how in Bali is fun?"

"Alhamdulillah is very pleasant, let alone go with her beloved husband"

"mashallah, newlyweds, be happy"

"should dong, where's anti-agi by the way? rich is it not in the cottage or in the house anti deh?"

"guess where is it?"

I turned the camera to every corner of the room and the yard and the pool in front of me

"god damn good,, you guys are again honeymoon yah"

"what a darling"

suddenly Gus hafidz kissed and grabbed me while my VC camera was still on with Maryam

"Dragon"

I gave the code to Gus hafidz to look at the phone I was keeping on the table

"oh, Agi VC an sorry you don't know. Please continue the conversation"

with a red face because of shame Gus hafidz went straight inside leaving me and Maryam who was closing her eyes as if not see what Gus hafidz did to me just now

"you don't see it really, a child is still a child"

maryam said when I came back to focus on Maryam over there

"ay Allah Afwan ya iam"

"ko is sorry? no papa if it's legal, right? ana did not expect that Gus hafidz seromantis, even though he was very cold rich in ice"

"his words did not see"

"hehe, look, look a little"

"huuu, basic"

"let's see, I rarely see such a sight"

"but often does hehe"

"well bad, have anti-marriage mind so ngeres that"

"diihhhh, not geres but talk based on facts"

"yes facts are"

"hehe, by the way anti when to go home?"

"three or four more days"

"great if so, it means anti can be present at the wedding reception ana"

"definitely dong, the time is not present at the special bestie itself"

"later if the event is done, we look asyila yuk. ana kangen with him"

"come on, ana is also very kangen with him.especially since he went overboard again, we can not contact him unless directly nyamperin into place"

"ana did not think that Ashila would go down in Salafiyah, but it was he who had aspirations to go there first ana"

"that's how the destiny of Allah nur, no one knows. but ana seneng asyila mondok again, at least she studied the science of religion that God willing will make her better. rather than on the outside, ana is afraid of being carried away by association, because she is easily influenced"

"yes the anti bener. iam already well, ana is not good enough to leave Gus hafidz alone inside"

"ciee, no good can't wait to be alone?"

"what the heck, it's mah anti kali. it was already well, assalamualaikum"

I also closed the VC connection and went straight inside to see Gus hafidz.

~

when morning came, I saw Gus hafidz was neat with a sports suit.

"ko hasn't changed her baby yet?"

"where are we going?"

"we want to make a difference, that's why we're eating breakfast while enjoying the view here"

"asik, please change your clothes first"

once ready, we immediately walked our bikes to arrange a road surrounded by green scenery that is so cool.

many farmers are busy doing their activities in the middle of the rice field, birds that are milling about fly to and fro making the scenery more perfect

'ah, it's been a long time since I've enjoyed a sight like this'

after breakfast and rest, Gus hafidz took me to a place full of fish ponds.

there were two small children, and a man and a woman who seemed to be the parents of the two children

"mang, hafidz can help you take fish in the pond"

"eleuh, don't worry, it's dirty, it smells like mud again"

"not even hafidz seneng, hafidz's wife also likes his word to catch fish in the mud"

"who are they bang?"

"yuk Abang knows you as well as them"

I was also introduced by Gus hafidz to those who are none other than BI Nani's sister and sister-in-law. they also work here to guard the fields and fish ponds of Gus hafidz's parents.

gus Hafidz knows the streets in this area.

but I'm happy, here I can be myself.

catch fish in a pond while playing mud with Gus hafidz, walk down the rice fields while looking for Tutut (an animal in the rice field, which can be cooked), play bicycles, burn fish, gardening, and so on, there are many more activities that we have spent all day.

I'm very happy, although it's exhausting but it's a lot of fun, and it's thanks to my husband.

one more thing I know from Gus hafidz is his simple nature and does not feel prestige.even though he was born from a fairly well-to-do family, he said, the rope does not make him arrogant and high-hearted.