My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
At the sight of Mother

"Priest,, god" I and Ashila immediately embraced Maryam at the same time after reading the letter.

"it was unexpected that the mysterious letter was addressed to anti" I said still do not believe, because I think the letter was just a prank letter written by someone just to make a fuss among the princess

"so this is the reason the anti was out the last of the class" asked Asyila to make sure to Maryam, and Maryam just nodded with a look that seemed confused

"continue, the anti-how feeling is now fitting to know the woman in the letter is anti iam, so god is the angel" I said as a prank mocking Maryam

"hhh, ana was shocked to know. ko ana anyway" said Maryam complaining

"no ditu dong Iam, this is a hint from Allah the word that wrote his letter is also not? well, that means it's best for the anti later" said Asyila wisely

"eh, but by the way ko still no name of the sender yes, his word wants to introduce itself at the beginning of his sentence but right at the end there is still no name, he said, there's only the name Maryam aja" I asked a little wonder

"yeahh, maybe the author just wants to tell the letter to anyone, so no one else thinks of each other. do you know for yourself because it's our letters to think of each other, right? anyways if he was told his name now maybe the author does not want his Maryam embarrassed if later met him" said assyila at length.

"it makes sense, too, so what about Iam's anti-Iam response?"

"ana, don't know nur. ana's not sure yet"

"don't doubt Iam, insyaallah good for anti. kan yak yang abis graduated from here directly wedded.so bobo not alone deh" said assyila who spirit mocked Maryam

"ihhh, that's anti aja, ana still want to go to college first time has not thought about it yet. anyhow rich he will marry first among us nurain same Gus hafidz deh" maryam said in response to the prickling of assyila.I who heard it immediately looked in the direction of ashila because I felt bad with her, and sure enough just silently lowered my head without responding to the words of Maryam again.

"ko on diem anyway? is it really nur? assyila also must agree with Ana's opinion" continued Maryam increasingly teasing me. Well, Maryam did not know about the feelings of assyila in Gus hafidz because we both have not told her. said Asyila for a while who knows enough me and him, Maryam do not know first because Asyila feel embarrassed and not ready if anyone should know again about her feelings, including Maryam.

actually, Maryam had asked me about the reason as if to stay away from me at that time when Maryam saw me and assyila came back as close as before.But neither I nor Asyila mapped the truth, the truth, we just said that between us there was a misunderstanding about our problem in one room, whether he believed it or not for our reasons because after that Maryam did not ask again.

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"assalamualaikum wr wb,, a call to ukhti shidqya nurain class XII majoring MAK awaited in the reception room, again a call to ukhti syafina shidqya nurain awaited in the reception room of guests. thank you for your attention wassalamu'alaikum wr wb"

I was sitting preparing the books to be mutilated, immediately wearing a hijab hanging just from the door of my closet.

"who visited nur?" asyila asked as I was about to step towards the exit

"no shil, maybe mom" I hesitated

"ana temenin well, let's all meet your mother. has not been friendly for a long time"

I nodded my head in agreement.After the hijab, we walked together to the reception room located near the room of the ustadzah.

"assalamualaikum" me and ashila said hello when we reached the reception room.

"waalaikumsalam wr wb" replied someone from within

we walked in and immediately greeted Mira's ustadzah, after which he passed away our death.

"Tante how are you" me and asyila changed to greet my aunt who was sitting on a chair

"Good alhamdulillah, how healthy is tanten?"

"Alhamdulillah be well, dear, aunt here alone?" ask me while looking out of the room

"no, Auntie's here with your mother"

"but nothing" I said in wonder

"again to the bathroom first" said Tanteku pointing to the bathroom in this room.

"mother, mother," I immediately approached my mother and hugged her tightly "mother,, nur kangen very same mother" said I again who still hugged mother with tears that began to fall

"yes, son, mother is also very confused as nurain" said mother and then kissed my cheeks and forehead.

"mother,," now the assyila who approached the mother and immediately embraced by my mother.it was common, because both Asyila and Maryam were very close to my mother, and the mother has also considered my friends like her children so they call my mother mother.

"how are you feeling healthy?" ask mother to ashila

"Alhamdulillah is very healthy, especially after seeing the mother and being hugged by the mother" assyila replied with a warm smile

"indeed most can yah you're flattering people" said mother chuckled "the other one where Princess mother ko did not seem?" ask your mother while looking at each room

"Maryam, happened to not come here, said her again to take a shower" replied assyila to mother.we also returned to sit on the chair that has been provided for the guests who visit.

"mother looks pale, mother is not sick anymore, right?" I was worried when I saw my mother's face that looked pale.

"no ko, I'm not sick son. that's how you feel"

"really? or is she just recovering from illness? ko did not say the same thing if my mother is sick" said me again while continuing to wrestle spoiled in my mother's hand. "Mother's aunt yesterday was sick huh?" ask me again to my aunt to make sure, because if you will definitely not answer her honestly

"don't ko, your mother is in good health.the evidence is still that you are nur" replied Aunt assured me

"mother when sick, do not cover up from nur" I said again to mother, and mother only answered her with a nod and hugged me back.

ah, his sense of happiness is very happy at the look of the mother, after almost two months of not meeting, other than just being able to listen to her voice via telephone connection. I deliberately forbid mother to visit me because I do not want if mother to ketapean on the road because the distance of my house and boarding school is quite far.especially if you have to use public buses, especially if you have to use public buses, it seems that this heart cannot see it.

actually at home there is a private vehicle only it is used if the father happens to be at home or is on vacation working.and we do not use the services of drivers on the grounds that our economy has not been able to at that stage. because I was born from a family that is quite or commonly called middle class, but it does not reduce my gratitude because for me the most important thing is that we love each other and protect each other, this is what my parents always taught me.