My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
The Restless Heart

POV Gus hafidz

"assalamualaikum, de why do you sit squatting alone?" I saw a woman in a white hijab sitting alone under a tree crouching on her knees, drowning her face in her legs, and then greeting her, but she did not budge. I approached and I touched her shoulder slowly.then she raised her head and looked at me with a sad look in the eyes as if I had hurt her "de you why? abis nangis huh? same who?" he didn't answer just looking at me with a deepening gaze

"Abang,, Abang ja,,,"

"bang,,,, Abang,,, wake up, bang wake up" I felt like someone was shaking my body and calling my name

"astaghfirullah,, laa Haula wala quwwata Illa Billah" I sat down and immediately wiped my face as someone managed to wake me up. ah,, tenyata it's my cousin Arif who happened to have been here for three days because the cost is being renovated by the owner.

"there's a reason why bang, sleep so dry" he said after returning from the kitchen with a glass of water "drank first" then he gave me the water

"no papa is just a bad dream" I answered by looking straight out the window

"his words if the dream in the middle of gini insyaallah is just the fruit of sleeping bang, will not come true" he replied as if it was comforting to calm my heart. why my dream like that huh? is this a sign that something is happening to her? lord, I ask for tranquility in this sinful heart.keep him from all dangers, keep him away from all bad views that will woe him, amen.

"bang,, can I just daydream?" Arif patted me on the shoulder until I came to my senses from the daydream that controlled my mind.

"don't, don't dream of ko"

"what was it if it wasn't dreamy? Have you prayed duhur yet? tumben-tumbenan nap, in the soup again not his usual" asked Arif wonder

"what time is it?" I immediately asked the clock without answering his questions one by one

"two o'clock"

"innalilahi, it turns out ana slept almost three hours" I immediately stood up and rushed to take ablution in the bathroom, after which I changed clothes and immediately performed the prayer duhur in the room. because it is not possible if you have to go to the mosque first fear that the time is running out.

"dragon want to toast?" asked Arif when I was out of the room finished praying

"maybe, it just so happens to be a laper" I replied as I sat down at the soup and Arif again passed towards the kitchen

"the coffee will not bang" he asked again with a little scream from inside the kitchen

"no white milk"

"Rif saw hp Abang gak"

"not that it was in the cas in Brother's room" Arif put a glass of milk on the table, and I went back to stand up to the room to take the phone before bed was indeed I cas first in the room.

"kalo can tell you what kind of dream you had?" Arif asked as we sat down at the table

"not anything ko" I replied while focusing on the screen hp

"oh," he refocused on the toast he hadn't eaten.

{assalamualaikum ummah, how are you doing in Bandung on healthy?}

after I sent a message via WA to the ummah, then I focused my attention on Arif who had been a little ignored earlier

"how's Rif? want to find a new cosan or wait for the old kosan to be renovated? if Abang really hopes Arif wants to stay here with Abang"

"eumm, rich Arif wants to wait for the old boarding Arif in renov aja bang because it is comfortable living there, the same mother his good cost father is already rich parents Arif himself. moreover, they are both Indonesian people" he said while storing coffee cups in his hands

"ohh, so staying with your brother isn't comfortable?" I tried to melt the atmosphere by giving a little joke to my cousin Arif.he's a little quiet since his mother died or rather my aunt, because his mother is the sister of my Babah. so I felt a little guilty for not being able to make him feel comfortable living with me.

"ah, don't ko bang it's not like that. Arif is comfortable staying with you just,,,"

"yes, Iya Abang understand ko. the important Arif at home Arif comfortable and safe to live there"

"insyaallah bang" her reply was accompanied by a smile

I also refocused on my phone screen that had not been there any sign of WA replies from the ummah.I might try WA on no Farah aja

{assalamualaikum de, Abang WA to no ummah but there is no reply. there ummah same Babah is fine right?}

Fifteen minutes passed there was still no reply, I tried tlp but no one raised as well as tlp home. God my heart was getting unsettled.what is this,,, may you always protect the family of the servant.