My Cry and My Happiness Are In Your Home
The delayed activity

inside the plane, this body is unceasingly shaking so scared when the plane has taken off. Understandably this is the first time I climbed a vehicle above this cloud.

"no papa, God willing when it is above later will not be as scary as anti-imagine"

Gus hafidz clasped my cold hand

"yes Gus"

I answered with a stiff smile, honestly I was still a bit confused about what to behave after marrying Gus hafidz. because the awkwardness still enveloped me.

"Dear baby, not Gus"

"yes forget, a__branch"

"anti tuh turned out to be funny well, and also shy.but gradually all that will change if we have really become a husband and wife"

"meaning? are we not real married now?"

ask me wonder what gus hafidz meant by his words

"yes really, baby, if the lies of the time you dare to hold anti-rich gini"

once again, I was embarrassed by Gus hafidz who now touched my chin and brought his face closer to mine.

"Before takeoff we invite you to disable your mobile phone, enforce seat rests, close and fold tables, tighten seat belts, and open window coverings"

the voice of the flight attendant made us aware who were swept away in the gaze of each other.

"here let my brother do it"

without waiting for my approval, Gus hafidz did everything that the flight attendant instructed me to do, because I myself did not understand how to do what was instructed.

~

after arriving at the Turkish airport safely, I walked with Gus hafidz clasping my hand tightly.

we walked towards the group of three men who waved to us, not only that they also carried posters with inscriptions,,,

"hosgeldin yeni evliler (welcome to the newlyweds)"

I looked at the gus hafidz omen asking for an answer to what the writing meant, but he just smiled and stroked my cheek behind the veil I gently wore. suddenly I became embarrassed to make it, because his friends simultaneously mocked the two kits.

I did not expect it to turn out that behind his cold attitude that seemed to be ketus.there was a comfortable touch and a warm smile that he always gave and showed for me in front of others.

I know that he did to show how valuable I am to him. Not that I am too PD just his word if a man sincerely loves you, he said, he will always make you special whether it is with him or when with others.

~

when I entered the apartment owned by Gus hafidz, I was amazed by the breadth and every arrangement of items that were so neat and unique.

maybe this is in my opinion, who during his life has never seen the name of the apartment as it is on TV-TV hee.

"how? anti like his apartment?"

asked Gus hafidz who had just come out of the room after storing our luggage

"want to see the other room?"

I nodded in agreement

"this is a tv room as well as a relaxing room for us, anti-free want to do anything here such as if you want to relax without using a hijab can also because this glass can only be seen from inside here, for example, but not from the outside"

I just nodded while looking at the entire room

"that's the kitchen, if anti want to cook please use the kitchen as you like anti. then this is the guest room, usually if there is another brother or sister who nginep here, then, this room is always in use by them. actually the guest room there are two but one Brother uses for a private sports room Brother. well if that is a study and work room Brother"

"and lastly, this is our room. sorry yes the nuances of the room are more to men because brother has not had time to change his nuances to a more neutral. if the anti does not like the arrangement or atmosphere of the room, anti can ko change it according to anti criteria, because now this room is our room both"

I glanced at Gus hafidz at a glance, then bowed in embarrassment as he said our room.

it feels like that, rich is a bit vulgar, maybe because I am not used to this especially my age which will only be eighteen years old, the age of which is still very young.

"Gus, why umma same Babah not on nginep here? this apartment is also very large"

my question removed the silence between us.

"ko Gus again? wh why? heavy call it brother?"

"not so, Afwan because this oral has not been accustomed to the name"

"therefore, it must be accustomed from now on"

said Gus hafidz while taking my hand with such a deep gaze.

he approached me without taking his eyes off my eyes, then slowly opened the veil that still covered my face.

I just kept quiet without forbidding what I did, because this is his right. Even if he does more than this, I can't ban him.

slowly he brought his face closer to my face. Here my breath seems difficult to breathe, because this is the second time gus hafidz does this to me.

if our morning Karin doesn't do it, what will happen now? but I wasn't ready.I was still afraid of possibilities that I didn't want to imagine myself.

I remained silent, the distance between my face and Gus hafidz was only one cm. and slowly his lips touched mine. I let her treat me because this is her right and it is my duty not to refuse.

he was getting deeper and deeper into my lips, with his body unconsciously pushing me to lean against the wall of the room.

now our position is getting closer to the body that is attached to each other, then his hands hold my hips, and hold me tighter.

I who was originally tense can now be more relaxed by returning a hug from Gus hafidz. for a moment he stopped his activity then carried my body and laid it on the bed.

then he came back to kiss my lips, with a hand that started touching me irregularly.

"nur, what can Brother,,"

she asked with her hands in front of my chest to unbutton my shirt.

I just nodded in response that now that I was his wife, all that was on me was his.

back he continued his activities towards me, but suddenly.

ting-tong ting-tong

the bell from the door rang, a sign that someone wanted to enter the apartment.

immediately Gus hafidz re-pair my shirt buttons, which only opened a little.

"we'll continue well"

he said and went to the door to see who had come.

I just smiled looking at her expression that looked a little upset.

'funny too if he's sprained in my mind.

but never mind, maybe this is not the time for us to have time together

patience my dear husband